Author's Note

Free Hugs
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As long as I had taken to complete this story, it is finally completed.

I had planned this from the beginning and no matter what happened, I did not want to change the ending.

For anyone who had patiently waited and reached till here, thank you so much for your love and support.

I am currently working on a new fiction - a fluff one to combat this angst and I hope you will check that out. Jongin is a side character in there with Sehun as the main male lead. Do give it a try.



Ari had been a version of me - a portrayal of the past me and I have overcome her. This story actually has a lot more meaning to me because there a huge part of myself in here that I never told anyone but she is now gone and I am so much better.

I hope that anyone who is currently going through life and is facing so much, please do understand that it gets better.

The suicide here is the dead of our instability, our past and I hope you can let go of it without actually losing yourself.

I am going offtrack but I just want you to know that life is extremely precious, know that there are people out there who loves you and also most importantly reach out to people who needs us.


Thank you so much. Bless you all.


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The end is here. Shall we stop and listen to her story or do we just move on?


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Chapter 66: I finished this in one go. And I'm thinking what to comment, actually reading this makes me think hard. About Ari, about Kai and all life stuff. lol. anyway, this hurts knowing if only Kai reached out to her, by then this won't end like this. But then again, its in human nature so I understand Kai. He is selfish to only think of his own problems but he is already drowning in his own demons to see that others are suffering as well. But I'm happy everything turns out well for him in the end. And I also salute Ari, she fight long enough though she decided to give up and rest in the end. She is brave enough to at least help and be there for Kai even if she is also drowning in her own demons.

Thank you for this one and I hope you are okay now. If in any case you need someone just to listen to you and has no one else, you can PM me. Cheers for more great work Ms. Author 💙
kind of scared to continue reading this one because of mental health issues and all of those disclaimers XD but I'm also excited what I will find out while reading this. I'll comment again once I finish reading this one. :)
Chapter 66: Its sad how kai never tried to reach out to her...
Chapter 28: This fic has its own charm with the simple writing style. And the characters are very interesting too
Baekie_18 #5
Chapter 66: I kinda hate myself for not discovering this story sooner. Reading this reminding me of someone who I used to know. Anyways thanks you for writing such an amazing story.
againagainagain #6
Chapter 66: This hurts

But I'm grateful for your final message. Life is precious, no matter how difficult at the time. I didn't end up as Ari but I did have a time like her. It's hard not to drown in our own pain and miss that of others. I feel reminded to see beyond myself.

I hope you (and fellow readers) always take care <3
Chapter 66: I hope you are fine now. Please always be happy.