Decisions

thanks for all the lovely comments one more chapter after this one then the story is complete XD i'm so excited XD

to Christina~ ummm there is this chapter and one more after it... i think there will be a happy ending one and a sad ending one... so you guys pick the next chapter you want to read... thankyou your comments means alot to me XD well just have too see about that last one... XD

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so there is one more chapter after this; a sad ending chapter and a happy ending one... i don't want to confuse you guys so only read one of the chapters okay? so that means two post after the next 10 comment, but you only read one... okay???

well here the second to last update hope you like it and make sure you comment or else no ending to this story... meaning no more updates =]

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Gui Gui: (crying) thanks Wang Zi… You’re the best… I think I’m gonna go to sleep… I’m tired… (hangs up the phone)

That night Gui Gui couldn’t sleep… She didn’t know what to do… She knew that all rich people would often rearrange their child to be married to someone they never met before… Aaron must be one of them…
Gui Gui: (crying to her self) I can’t tell him… This child is a mistake… It shouldn’t have happened… If I was to tell him, he would want to keep this child and it would be a bother to his studies… He needs to continue focusing in school so that he could take over his parent’s company and make them proud of him… If I really love him, I must keep this as a secret…
That night Gui Gui couldn’t do anything but cry. She told all the maids to not say anything to Aaron otherwise he’d be worried…
Gui Gui: (thinking) I know what I must do… No matter how much I love this baby and no matter how much I love Aaron and this being our child…. I must abort it…. (continues to cry)
Early in the morning Gui Gui called Aaron telling him that she was going to visit her uncle for a while. Aaron wanted to come along but Gui Gui said that her uncle wanted to bond with her and that if Aaron came along, it would be award. To that Aaron listened to Gui Gui…

At The Hospital~
Nurse: Miss Wu… The doctor is now able to see you…
Gui Gui: (stands up and follows the nurse into the doctor’s office)
Doctor: please have a seat… So have you thought about it and talked to your boyfriend about the baby?
Gui Gui: yes… I decided… (takes in a deep breath of air) to get an abortion…
Doctor: (understands where Gui Gui is coming from) umm okay then… I need you to sign a few pieces of paper and then we’ll be on our way… (hands Gui Gui a bunch of paper to fill out)
Gui Gui: (grabs the paper and signs all of them…)
Doctor: (takes the paper) Oh okay Miss Wu… come back in about 2 hours and we can do the operation…
Gui Gui: (nods and leaves the hospital) (drives to a local park to get some fresh air) (sits on the swings)
Gui Gui: (thinking- I’m doing this for the best of your future…) (she couldn’t help but felt sad… This baby that she just found out she had for about 24 hours will soon be gone… To others it would never exist, but to her it would be a scar… it will cause her to feel guilt everyday and night, every minute and every second of her life. But she had no choice… it has to be done…)
Time went by so fast while she was in her thought and there was only ½ and hour left until it was time. Sitting in the park watching kids run around and parents telling their kids to watch out before they get hurt, Gui Gui began to cry…
Gui Gui: (thinking) What would it be like to be a mom? Looking at these kids made me think about me and my mom… Even though I hardly saw her… I missed her a lot every time I didn’t get a chance to see her… When she left, I felt lost… scared… and alone…. If I was to be a mom I would want to give my child happiness… I would not be able to do this if I had this child… I would only cause it to suffer…I will grow up one day hating me… This is the best for the child, the best for Aaron, the best for me, and the best for everyone… (gets up and heads back to the hospital) (on the way back my cell phone rang)
Gui Gui: (sad) hello?
Aaron: (sense the sadness in her voice) Gui Gui? What’s wrong? Did anything happen when you’re visiting your uncle?
Gui Gui: no… I’m fine… just didn’t get that much sleep last night… so how are you?
Aaron: I miss you a lot… just calling to hear your voice… when are you coming home?
Gui Gui: I don’t know… my aunt said that she misses me and wants me to sleep over…
Aaron: I really miss you though…. (pouts)
Gui Gui: (hurt) I know… I miss you a lot too…
Aaron: then come back soon… my mom said that she has something that she wants to tell us…
Gui Gui: did you tell her about us???
Aaron: no… I want to tell her about us together… I want to tell her about us tonight… but you’re with your aunt and uncle…
Gui Gui: maybe in a few days then…
Aaron: I hope it’ll be soon… I bet that they’ll be very happy..
Gui Gui: (sensing her tears) umm… Aaron? I have to go now… my aunt want me to go shopping with her…
Aaron: ohh okay… I love you Gui Gui…
Gui Gui: (voice sounding like she was gonna cry) I love you too… (hangs up the phone before he could say anything else)
After she hangs up she got another phone call…
Gui Gui: hello?
Wang Zi: so are you okay?
Gui Gui: yea… you didn’t tell anyone anything right…
Wang Zi: no… I keep my promises… I promised you that I would not tell anyone that means I won’t tell anyone even if they hold a gun to my head or causes me to die… why what happened…
Gui Gui: nothing…
Wang Zi: you’re voice sounds like you’re gonna cry…
Gui Gui: I made up my mind…
Wang Zi: (could tell by the sound of her voice) you’re gonna abort it?
Gui Gui: (at this point she couldn’t hold it anymore) uhh huh…
Wang Zi: When is the operation?
Gui Gui: (crying) in 15 minutes…
Wang Zi: Wait for me… I’ll go with you… (hangs up before she could say no… don’t come…
With in 10 minutes Wang Zi came…

*this is an important part of the story so I’m going to make it Gui Gui’s POV…*
I walked back to the hospital feeling nervous and sad along the way… even though I just found out that I was carrying a baby… I felt like a killer…there were only seconds left until I officially become a killer… a person who is killing her not even born child… a person who wouldn’t even let the baby live for a day… a person who has no heart…
The doctor gave me an outfit to change into… I went into the patient’s room and changed… After a few minute came by, the doctor came back in… Wang Zi followed… He held onto my hands tightly so I wouldn’t be scared…

Doctor: so we still have 5 minutes until the operation… are you sure you want to follow through???
Gui Gui: (nods)
Doctor: okay then… wait here and I’ll notify you when it’s time…
Wang Zi and I sat there in silence…
He knows that I was worried and scared…
5 minutes passed and the doctor came back… she asked Wang Zi to wait in the lobby while I get the operation… She told us it wouldn’t take a long time… I went with her in the operating room and she asked me to lay down… she got the materials needed ready… she asked me once more if I was sure and I nodded… “I’m gonna give you a shot that would put you to sleep so we could to the operation” she said. She came closer and closer with the needle… my heart beating fast every time she took a step… “wait!!!” I said to her…. “I want this baby.” I got up and ran out of the operating room and ran back to the patient’s room to change back into my normal clothing… I came out and Wang Zi and the doctor stood there looking at me… The doctor gave me a smile… Wang Zi gave me a confused look…
“Thank you doctor… sorry I wasted you time… but I wish to keep this baby…” I said to her…
She smiled to me once more… “You won’t regret this. I wish you and your child happiness.” She turned around and leaves… I walked out of the hospital and Wang Zi followed… we walked to the park…

At the park~
We sat there in silence… finally Wang Zi broke it….
Wang Zi: What changed your mind?
Gui Gui: I don’t know…. I think it’s just a bond between a mom and her child… I don’t want to regret this…
Wang Zi: so how are you going to tell Aaron?
Gui Gui: I’m not… I’m gonna breakup with him…
Wang Zi: (shock and stood up) WHAT!!!???
Gui Gui: (pulled him back down) I’m gonna move back to the United States… I want to give birth to this child… But please don’t tell him… I don’t want him to know about this child and the real reason I want to breakup with him… I’m gonna tell him that this relationship is not working for me and that when I see his face… it reminds me of what happened that night…
Wang Zi: don’t you think this would hurt him like hell?
Gui Gui: don’t you think I’ll be hurting like hell when I tell him this? Don’t you think I’ll be hurting like hell when I tell him that I have a baby with him and ask him to take responsibility and give up his time focusing on school just to help me take care of the baby? Don’t you think that I’ll be hurting like hell if I abort it? Don’t you think that I am hurting like hell now trying to make the right choices for all of this? Cause I am… It hurts a lot Wang Zi… I fell like I’m living in hell now… I can’t take it… I want to end my life Wang Zi… (crying)
Wang Zi: (embraces her) (whispers) I’m sorry Gui Gui… I didn’t know…
Gui Gui: (pulls out) You have to promise not to tell him anything or anyone anything… If you do… I won’t be your friend anymore… I will commit suicide and you’ll know that you are to be blamed… I want you to act like you didn’t know any of these had happened… You have to promise me…
Wang Zi: but…
Gui Gui: If you want I can die right in front of your eyes now… (stands up)
Wang Zi: (scared) Fine I promise… I won’t tell anyone anything…
Gui Gui: (sits back down and cry)
We stayed there for an hour or so… I called our family assistant to purchase me a house in the United States and buy me a one way ticket to the US. I needed it by tonight. Wang Zi brought me home and then left. I called Aaron and told him I had to tell him something and that I want it was an emergency… With in minutes he came over…

Aaron: (runs up and hugs me) Gui Gui what happened?
Gui Gui: (pulling out) Let’s sit down…
Both Aaron and I sat down… he got nervous…
Gui Gui: Aaron… I want to break up…. (trying my best to hold in my tears)
Aaron: (tears formed in his eye) What??? Gui Gui don’t joke around like this baby… (grabs my hands)
Gui Gui: (I pulled his hands off) I’m not joking… I can’t take it… Looking at you make me think about that night… I thought I could forget… but I can’t… I’m sorry Aaron…
Aaron: (tears rolling down his cheeks) (grabs me again) Gui Gui look me in the eyes and tell me that you don’t love me… (he pulled me into a passionate kiss.)
Gui Gui: (I didn’t kiss him back… instead pulled his hands off again…and looks to his eyes) (my tears started to roll down my cheeks… it didn’t matter though… It hurt me even more seeing him cry…) I do love you Aaron… I just can’t… I can’t be with you… It reminds me of that night… It scared me Aaron… I get nightmares… I wake up in the middle of the night in tears… I can’t Aaron…
Aaron: (tears rolling down more and more) (hurt) Then why don’t we get marry??? I’ll help you erase this pain…
Gui Gui: Aaron!!! It’s not the same…
Aaron: but…
Gui Gui: Don’t make me hate you Aaron… cause that is the last thing I want… I really don’t want to ruin our friendship that we have had…. And those precious memories that we shared… Cause I really don’t want to hate you…
Aaron: (crushed)
Gui Gui: I’m sorry Aaron… if it’s okay with you I hope we can still be friends… but I just can’t be in a relationship with you…
Aaron: (gets up and wipes his tears) I’m sorry Gui Gui… I never meant to hurt you… (runs out the door)

As soon as he left.. I wanted to chase after him and tell him that I lied…. I want to tell him that I love him and that I would too want to be his wife... I just couldn’t… instead I crumbled onto the floor burying my face in my arms crying… A few hours later I it up and walked upstairs and went to pack my stuff… I packed my clothing and other stuff that I would need… I left my cellphone there…. The only thing I took were my clothes, shoes, the photo album of me and him and our friends… I didn’t want to grab any of the stuffed animal he gave me, but I couldn’t help but brought one of them… the one I normally slept with… I also grab the stitch that my parents gave me before they left… I grabbed all that and asked the servants to load it in the car… I took one last took at my house and then went off to the airport… I wanted to stop by my friends house and say good bye… but I can’t… I wanted to say bye to Aaron but I stopped myself… I hurt him enough… if I told him that I was leaving… I would hurt him more…

When I got to the airport I saw Wang Zi… In his hands were luggages…
Gui Gui: Wang Zi…
Wang ZI: I’ll go with you…
Gui Gui: but…
Wang Zi: no buts… I can’t leave you alone in the US…. (smiled)
I smiled back at him and we both aboard the plane… I took one last look at Taiwan…
Gui Gui: Good bye Taiwan… good bye memories… good bye all my friends… good bye home... good bye my everything… good bye… Aaron….
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soo??? what did you think?
was it okay? remember this is my first fanfic so i'm really sorry if it's kinnda bad or may be even horrible...
sooo will guigui ever let him know the truth?
how will aaron fine out???
where did he run off to this time??
hope he doesnt do anything stupid...
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