3 Feb 2012

Eonnie,

I didn’t even want to go to school today. I didn’t think I could have explained to Krystal and Seo Young for leaving so suddenly. But I still went, you know, or else eomma would worry.

I stayed in class during break because I didn’t want to talk to anyone today. I lied that I was tired, so they left me as I was. I mean, how can anyone be faulted for being tired?

And guess what? I realised Gary actually has a friend. Well, at least they seemed like friends. There was a boy from the next class who came in during break. I recognised him because he is always LOUD. I think his name is Haha. Or I guess that’s his nickname. Why would anyone name their child after a laughter? He greeted Gary super loudly with a wide smile. Gary didn’t really smile back, but from his eyes he looked pleased to see him. I think it’s kind of nice, to see him being happy over something. It makes me feel like maybe broken souls can heal after all.

I watched them chat for a while, then Haha took something from Gary and left. I saw Gary’s eyes following him as he went out.

I think that there are things he want to say, but he doesn’t. I think it’s just like how I want to talk about you to Krystal and Seo Young, or even eomma and appa, but I can’t.<