14 May 2012

Eonnie,

Exams are over. Holidays is in two weeks. And… Krystal still refused to talk to me. Seo Young asked me what was going on, but I just told her Krystal was still sad that she left. How could I bring myself to say that her best friend wanted to cheat in an exam?

Krystal doesn’t seem to be having a hard time ignoring me. She’d found new friends already. That’s not unexpected- she’s rich, pretty, outgoing and popular. Everyone’s fighting to be in her clique…and then there’s me… socially awkward and shy… Some of her new friends are taunting me. I think now that the exams are over, people are just looking for some fun in school. I remember than when I was younger, I used to get teased too, because I was an easy target. But then you’d help me.

I miss you, eonnie. I miss Seo Young too, and Krystal.

Love,

Ji Hyo.

16 May 2012

Eonnie,

Even Krystal joined her new friends in taunting me. And also, I got kicked out of the art club too. I didn’t know things could get so serious. But then, when you offended a rich friend. I guess this could happen. I didn’t tell Seo Young that we were not on talking terms. I don’t think it’s fair to trouble her, anyway.

Eonnie… this is so hard. Is high school supposed to be so hard? It’s only half a year… Was this why you committed suicide? Because things got too hard and you had no one to talk to? And you couldn’t even talk to me because I wouldn’