1 Jan 2012

Eonnie,

It’s the New Year already. I can’t believe I’m starting high school this year. I am afraid, and you are not here anymore. You promised to be always here for me, eonnie. Sometimes I hate you for leaving me behind, but I still can’t stop loving you, because you are still my sister. I still remember your high school stories you used to tell me. You always said it was fun. I used to believe you, eonnie, but no, not anymore. I am afraid.

Love,

Jihyo.

3 Jan 2012

Eonnie,

Tomorrow will be the first day of school. I remember I always had troubles falling asleep before school starts, and then somehow you’d know, and you would creep up to my bed at night and tell me it will be okay. I miss that.

Love,

Jihyo.

4 Jan 2012

Eonnie,

Today was the first day of school. You lied (what’s new?). It was scary. There was no one I knew. None of my friends came to this high school. Which was what I partially wanted? I didn’t want them to look at me with pitiful eyes. I didn’t want your friends to ask me how I was each time we met. I think that was why eomma decided to move away. I bet the neighbours were too much to handle. It feels kind of bad, I know they were just being nice. But it still kind of . I really hate you, because you just left us like that. I don’t even know why I started writing to you. I think I