http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35jr7CSoDNI

Loud music could be heard booming the place, a certain girl swaying her body to the music and occasionally grinding herself to the guy that dancing behind her. They lost in their own world and keep dancing from song to another song. While a certain guy is sitting in front of  a door, looking out at the night view.

"Oh Amber, you're here. I thought you went out with Soojung?" a pain strikes on her heart, flashing a fake smile to the figure that standing at the door.

"No Jess, so I guess Soojung is out by now?" Jessica examine the latter face, wondering why her sister lying to her in the first place.

"Yeah, she said she going out with.."

"Here Jess, I bought some food for dinner. You better eat it before it went cold" Amber cutted the conversation and handing Jessica the food that she bought for Krystal.

"Am.."

"I'm going home now, send my regard to Yuri and the rest." a thousand knife shredding her heart, a tears fall out from her eyes. It wasn't new for her to hear the news about Krystal going out with other guy, she keep hearing but she pretend she hear none of it. Even her bestfriend, Henry and Kris teling her about it but she only shrugged their word off. 

"Yoboseyo.."

"Hey Ambro, wanna hit the gym with me?" Henry voice at the other line, it's been awhile since they last hanging out together. She always turn her friend invitation after they keep telling her about Krystal.

"Sure, I'll change my clothes first. Just got home from filming" Amber drove her range rover, she keep glancing on the dashboard where she put the picture of her and Krystal. A faint smile was seen on her face, she remember when Krystal were excited when she first show the car to her. They will drive around town with the stereo on and both of them sing along to the song, they will laugh to each other stories. Lay on the hood at night after a long drive, just stare on the sky with intertwined finger. She wonder what happen to the relationship between them, 1 day Krystal suddenly went cold. Saying that she is meeting her unnie or when Amber caught her with a guy, she would say it was an misunderstanding that he is only an oppa to her. Going home late at night is almost become a habit, she watch as Krystal going out with heavy make up and short skirt. "I'm going to meet my friends, don't wait up" she could only nod and she did try to move on, she move out from the apartment that they been living together and Krystal will always come to the dorm and cling to her all the time until she eventually return to the apartment again. She laugh on her stupidness, Krystal know her too well. Just when she thought Krystal had change, she spend whole night trying to call her only to find out the younger girl turn off her phone. When she confront her on the next day, Krystal will said that she went home to her family house and fell asleep early. It's funny how Krystal will get mad everytime she asking of her whereabout. "Krys, seriously. Can't you stop hanging out with the guy?" "Stop it Am, you are turning into my mom" she joke around while Amber is trying hard to control her emotion from bursting out, All she want is to tell Krystal to stop flirting around with all the guy that she going out with

"Hey bud, thought you wont come" Henry greeted her with a fist bump, as her usual self with a fake happiness on her face. The mask that she often wear when she hanging out with her friends.

"Sorry guys, I'm getting busier with the shooting for AS4U" 

"It's cool Am, you miss few basketball match with us. And Min keep asking for you too" 

"I'll call her later, I miss a lot of things now" she let out a heavy sigh, all of her friends know about things that happening to her but they choose to be silent since they don't want Amber to avoid them again.

" I'll go for the weight today" Henry said leaving Amber that still sitting on the bench. They spend almost 3 hours working out before decided to call it a day.

"Hey Am, wanna go to the nearby food stall for some snacks?" Henry said without looking at Amber that busy putting her stuff in her bag.

"Nah, I need a bath to refresh myself. I feel so sticky already" they both laugh and head to their own car.

"Hey Am, this is Yuri."

"Yes noona, you need anything?" 

"Want to hang out at SNSD dorm today? we miss you llama" Amber chuckled on the remarks

"Alright, I'll go home and take a bath first. I went to gym with Henry earlier"

"Okay, see you later kiddo" Yuri hung up and Amber rushed to refresh herself before going out again.

"Am, you look thinner now. Are you sick?" she was bombard with a lot of question once she step in the SNSD dorm

"I'm fine noona, just being a bit busier now days" Taeyeon look at her members

"Am.." the boyish girl turn her gaze to Taeyeon.

"Stop torturing yourself"

"I'm not"

"Who are you kidding Am? you know she always going out and hang out with different guy out there and you keep blinding your eyes, deaf your ears to the news" Amber hung her head low, the truth hurts.

"Why don't you talk to her about this Am?" Tiffany added

"She never said anything to me,I rather have her lying on my face. I don't want her to leave me noona, she's all I've got" all of them surround Amber and give her a group hug

"You got us Am, never forget about that" Amber suddenly laugh and made the girls surprise

"Can you believe I actually feel nervous everytime she walk out the door? and I even pray that no one will sweep her on her feet and leave me"

"Is that even suppose to be funny?" Yuri asked with a furrowed brows

"No, but I'm laughing on my pathetic self"

After the emotional talk with the SNSD, Amber buried herself with work. After her shooting for AS4U, she will head to the SM building and composing song just to kill her time. She rather stuck in the studio rather than staying at an empty apartment, it has become her habit now. She rarely hanging out with her friends again and a girl starting to miss her presence.

Krystal POV

It has been months since the last time I saw Amber sleeping in our apartment, I did went to the dorm but my other member only told me that Amber went to our company building after her s