Blue Dream II
Forever & Always
I don't know if I made the right decision, I know I hurt a lot of heart on the first step that I took to leave. I still can see the hurt in her eyes, the shocks on both of our parents face. The murmur that came from the guest. I'm selfish I know but I don't want to prolong her agony any further, she know that all I see is Krystal. Even the moment when she appear on my life, I mistook her as Krystal. I confessed to her everything, the story about me and Krystal and I even show her the picture of my only princess. She being presistance, I told her that I will only hurt her in the end as I saw her as the certain someone. She said she don't mind but I know how hurt she is along our relationship.
I know this day is coming but I didn't expect it will be on our wedding. When the love of her life came to our ceremony and Amber were so restless as she keep pacing around. After their small talk, Amber seems out of space. When the priest utter the wedding speech, her eyes showing something. She is hesitating. A bead of sweat coming down from her forehead and her hands is shaky as she hold me. That's it, I know I lost her. I know she tried her best to make me feel loved, I forced her to be in a relationship with me. There, I said it. She reject the idea countless time before. I thought it would be fun to play with her broken heart, a desperate heart always found the shortest way to be mended but I was wrong when it comes to her. Although she seems like desperately need to feel needed by someone but she always see her. My games were backfired as I slowly fell for her. She have her own charm, her gentleness, her manners, her dorky grin. She made me think of the reason why I even plan on my stupid game. Sigh. I gave her my weak nod as I finally defeated by her faithful heart, I just hope that Krystal wont hurt her again or I willbe here to snatch her right away.
It was a total lie if I didn't wish this to happen, Amber ran away from her own wedding to be with me. I look at the pure human being that are now having her arms around me, hugging me as if she afraid that she going to lose me. I smile as my eyes trails on her face, she look so cute with her slightly lips. After being on the headline becoming a run away bride or groom, whatever you want to call it. She took me to our private escape place, a l
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