I remember Yixing holding me so carefully. I remember him carrying me to his bed and tucking me underneath the covers as he slides in next to me. He my hair as he kept humming myself to sleep. He was as scared as I was. The entire time I just felt his heartbeat quicken and I was the one who did it.

The last thing I remembered before falling asleep was Yixing kissing my cheek and whispering in my ear, "I love you so much. This would never change anything."

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"Taylor?" a soft voice whispered with a slight nudge to get me to wake up. I prayed to god that everything was a dream and I was waking up back at my dorm and that nothing happened. I tried to open one eye and I didn't expect to see what I saw.

Hana was there, as well as EXO's managers. Oh no, someone told them. A bunch of awful things are going through my mind at the moment.

I pulled the covers over my head. But felt the bed dip down next to me and a hand on my arm.

"Everything is going to be fine Taylor. We have to make sure that what you think is true or not." Hana told me.

I stayed silent.

"Let's just leave her alone for a bit." Hana told the others. 

The bed rose again once they left the room and I was just there with my thoughts. Or so I thought...

"Are you positive that you are pregnant?" I could hear Yixing's voice from across the room.

I removed the bed covers from my top half and sat up. He just sat there in a chair across from me.

"The test yesterday said positive and I seem to have a lot of symptoms of pregnancy. Nausea, tiredness and I haven't had my period in a 6 weeks. So I think I am." I answered him. 

"If you don't want to be around for this I totally understand. I mean you have a great future ahead of you and I don't want the baby and I to be in the way. I don't have the heart to give up this baby or even abort it. So when I tell Mr. Lee about this I know I will be let off my contract so I won't have the time to be with you and I will hardly be able to see you. And you don't need all that baggage when the media finds out." I blurt out, trying my best not to look at him. I just fidget with my fingers waiting for Yixing to say something.

It was minutes before he even moved. He shifted his position but that was it.

I needed to get the real answers so I removed the covers and got out of Yixing's bed and stomped away from him. I grabbed my bag on the way out, pa