"Come on I want to take you somewhere!" Yixing pulled me out of the apartment and into the hallway. Of course I gave my hello's to all the guys and I made sure to hug Jongin, who was very happy about me coming home a day early.

I laughed. "Where are we going?" I was just so excited to be around him. He looked like he didn't have a care in the world. I didn't have one either now that I was with him.

"Somewhere special!" he cheered and smiled so bright. But he then stopped and let go of me. "Let me get something first. I need my keys and wallet, so wait here!"

I nodded and leaned against the wall beside their door. My heart was so full of love at this moment. I was ecstastic that he looked at me like I looked at him. Tomorrow I was excited to let him see the babies. I'm sure he missed them dearly and I couldn't wait to give him the DVD's I burned. They were in my pullover hoodie front pocket.

The front door clicked open and out popped Yixing, he still had that giddy look on his face.

"Okay. You have to promise me that we will be back before 2am so I can feed the twins." I held out my pinky.

He wrapped his own pinky around mine. "We aren't far but I just want to be alone with you."

~~

We were sitting on a bench that looked out to Han River and also the city. Bright lights from skyscrapers lit up the sky. It wasn't busy like it usually is considering it is midnight. Yixing had an arm wrapped around me while I was snuggling into his side.

Because of the population in Seoul, it was hard to see the stars. I really missed that about Busan, the clear skies that were always filled with twinkling lights during the night and bright blue skies during the day.

"This is nice." I placed a hand on Yixing's thigh then he brought his free hand to intertwine our fingers together. I got chills that ran down my spine when our hands touched.

"I came here a lot during the past weeks." he spoke. "Mostly to think and try to distract myself from calling you or texting you."

"That was me with the balcony we had at the little apartment we stayed at. It was beautiful, it overlooked the city and you could see and hear the ocean from where you sat. It was nice to sit there and just watch the scenery when the twins were asleep and Hana was out for the day."

"But did you have fun while you were there?" he asked me, looking down into my eyes.

I nodded. "Of course, we did a lot of stuff. We went to the beach a lot and museums. Then last week before we left, we went to the aquarium and it was so breath taking. I think you would like it. We could visit it sometime as a family. Wouldn't that be nice?"

He hummed. "It would. Maybe spend a couple days down there. But didn't people recongnize you?"

"Not really. If a girl did, then I would kindly ask her to not tell anyone. They were all understanding. Since they were so nice, I would take pictures with them and give them some signatures. But other than that, barely anybody knew who I was."

"Well with this haircut, I wouldn't recongnize you either." he chuckled.

"I only cut it a bit shorter, is it that much of a difference?" I wondered. Maybe he didn't like it. But my hair was just always in the way when I would change diapers or cook.

"I'm only joking. It looks nice." he smiled, placing a chaste kiss on my temple.

I raised my eyebrow, "And I'm suprised that you still have that blonde on your head."

"You're the one that wanted it. And whatever my girl wants, she gets."

"If I get what I want then will you stay with me tomorrow night? I think it'll be nice with all four of us. The twins have really changed a lot."

"Of course. I actually got all the guys and I three days off starting the day after tomorrow. So I'm all yours."

This was the perfect timing to give him the disks. I let go of his hand and he looked at me confused. "Then you have time to watch all this footage." I pulled the few disks out of my pullover's pocket.

"What is this?" Yixing looked puzzled. He took them from me and scanned them over. 

"The first day we got to Busan, something dawned on me. You will be missing out on your children's lives. So I went out and bought a camcorder. And so for the past 6 weeks, I have been recording every moment. Some special ones like our days at the beach or the park and some just me being a mom like just video taping them because they are so darn cute."

Yixing was speechless and I'm glad he was. I wanted to show him that I didn't forget about him. He was their father after all, he deserved to see them grow up. Even if they still are babies. Their first smiles or when I got to feed again. Even the time I got bird poop on me and some on the twins too. 

I watched as tears started to build up in his eyes. He was trying so hard to not let them fall so I reached up to kiss his cheek. "You will always be their father so now you don't have to worry about not being there because you will get to see it." I whispered.

My cheeks got wet with his tears. I wrapped my arms around his waist and squeezed tightly.

"Thank you. Thank you so much."

~~

It was starting to near 1:30am and so I would have to get back soon just in case the babies did w