Warning: *Double Update Alert*

 

 

Jessica's PoV:

 "Jaejoong.."

"Hmm?"

"You could go now..."

He stared at me with a blank face.

"I mean I'm okay now..what I said earlier included you too"

"Jess-"

"I need time alone to think...Taengoo can take care of me"

"I know but-"

"I'll call you if I ever need you but right now I just need time to fix things between me and him"

"Okay..see you then"

I wave at him as he bows and leaves the room.

Okay Jung Sooyeon continue his task...

Let's see problem starts...........

Oh Right!

Flashback:

I recieve a text message from Leeteuk oppa.

*Come outside the dorm building...I have something that I need to tell you....*

Must be important...

I'm still in my pajamas but I'm too lazy to change... 

I brush my teeth and grab my shades before going down.

"Oppa..."

"Oh Jessica"

"You have something to tell me?"

"Oh ya but umm right here isn't the best place to say it..."

"Okay"

"You want coffee?"

"Sure"

We bought coffee from the vending machines near the cafeteria.

We stayed quiet and kept walking through the buildings..He seemed to be looking for something...

"Here!"

"Hmm?"

"This place is well hidden don't ya think?"

"I guess..."

"Oh well umm how do I say this?"

"Jut say it straight out..."

"Jaejoong he..."

Don't tell me...

"He likes you"

"I kind of suspected that....but how do you know?" 

"Well I confronted him about it and-"

"So he doesn't know that you're telling me?"

"Well ya but he wasn't making a move or anything  and I just thought you should know"

"You shouldnt have told me anyways..." My brother shouldnt have said anything I mean him and Donghae were like enemies as kids and he really trusts Jaejoong..his preferance makes little to no difference to me....

"But-"

"I know its okay I know what you were trying to do but you see I love someone else..."

"So you dont- "

"No you are getting the wrong idea.I wont lie to you oppa nor will I lie to myself...I like Jaejoong"

"Jessica...."

"Jaejoong and I have a weird relationship you see... I liked Jaejoong since I was a kid and my feelings grows and grows but there is something different between Jaejoong and Donghae that I cant really explain....I like Jaejoong because he is a good guy but I love Donghae because no matter what...he can make me smile and he is always there for me....Donghae understands me more than I understand myself..The guy who got me out of my ice princess stage after you and mom left me...It wasnt Jaejoong who was there for me it was Donghae.... So I want you to stop trying to hook us up or something because I'm happy now.....If in the future Im meant to be with Jaejoong then Im fine with that but for now I'll only love Donghae..."

"I'm sorry.."

"Don't tell anyone about this...Bye"

I was mad that my brother would try to take away the person who helped me when he left me...

*STRESS*

I go inside my dorm and Taeyeon flashed me a smile.

"Good Morning!"

"Good Morning Taengoo"

"Donghae came by earlier"

'Did he?"

"Mhmm...I'll call him to tell him that you're here"

"Arasso"

"Donghae?"

"Oh Taeyeon?"

Taeyeon put it in loud speaker since I was in the living room.

"Sica just got back...You want to see her?"

"uhh no its okay"

"Do you want to talk to her then?"

"Uh sure maybe later I still have to finish Ms.Boa's essay. Thanks for calling Tae I really appreciate it"

"Okay then Bye Donghae"

"Bye"

"Sica is he okay?"

"He was fine yesterday...."

"You should go visit him..."

"I will later since maybe he is just busy with the essay..."

"Okay then Sica if you need me just knock on my door"

"Will do..."

I spent my whole afternoon staring blankly at the tv screen thinking and waiting for a call.

I look at my phone one last time.

He's ignoring me.

I'm going to pay him a little visit.

*Knock Knock*

"Oh Jessica"

"Taec, is Donghae in?"

"Ya...I'm sorry how rude of me ....Come in "

"Thanks Taec"

"No problem..."

"So tall..."I was fascinated at the guy's height.

"Hmm?"

"Oh you grew alot Taec"

"Oh ya.....We all did"

"The guys you mean.."

"Yoong grew..."

"Oh ya! Yoona grew taller than me and Taeng surprisingly..."

I thought Taec didnt like Yoona anymore why did he use her nickname Hmmm? Maybe when he realised Yoona was the girl he had a crush on as kids he changed his mind or....

"Jessica?"

"hmm?"I realised I'd been out in thought.

"You okay?"

"Ya....I was uhhh I'll just meet Donghae..."

"Ne nice seeing you "

He excused himself and went inside his room.

I open the door infront of Taec's.

There he sat on his desk looking really tired.

"Oh My God Donghae what happened to you?"

"Jessica.."

"I told you not to overwork yourself"I back hugged him.

"Jessica I'm really busy right now"

"Why are you calling me like were strangers?"

"I called you by your name.."

"Are you mad because you visited and i wasn't there?"

"Look I'm busy right now"

"Fine I can wait...."

"I'm not mad at you just go.."

"I'm not going any where until I'm sure you're not mad at me..."

"Okay then stay..."

Seriously what did I do?

I went to his bed and just sat there.

He continued to ignore me so I ended up getting sleepy so I layed down...

You can't sleep right now Jessica stay awake!

He stopped writing and stood up.

I closed my eyes pretending to sleep.

I felt his arms wrap around my waist.

He pulled himself closer to me and layed his head on my shoulder.

"I can't really blame you Can I?It's not your fault....I'm sorry Sooyeon-ah"

I don't understand...

"Sorry about ignoring you....I'll forget about everything and take care of you tomorrow...."

"I love you"

I felt his lips brush against my cheek.

I turned and hugged him.

"Pabo"

"You were awake?"

"mm"

"How could you trick me like that"

"I didn't mean to act asleep"

"No"

"Stop sulking"

"Fine....just go sleep"

"I love you" I found it a perfect time to say it

"Mhmmm"

We kissed for a short time. It was short but sweet.

He pecked my lips once more before pulling me into his embrace again.

"Sleep princess..Sleep...I'm tired and sleepy"

"GoodNight My Fish Charming"

"Night night"

-FlashBack End-

Problem solved that day but that's when I recieved confirmation of Jaejoong's side....

Recalling that day it seemed that Donghae knew since then...How did I not notice? Am I really that much of a pabo? Sometimes my PaboSica side is not helpful at all....

I looked at the clock... 

8:00 it was my sleep hour... 

I didnt get much accomplish today but atleast I have something.....RIght?

To think about it I don't really feel sick anymore.....guess I can finally get back to class tomorrow ...and get even just a glimpse of him......

-End Of POV-

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Next Day:

"Yah Eonnie!"

"Oh Yoona?"

"What do you think you're doing?"

"Nothing...."

"You are not going to class today!"

"Yoona I'm fine"

"Real funny.."

"I'm standing up aren't I?"

"Fine then but I'm helping you up"

The two held eachothers hand and walks towards the classroom.

"You better be as healthy as you claim to be"

"Don't worry Yoong"

"So stubborn eonnie..."

The two takes their seat.

"Am n-"Jessica's smile disappears as she looks straight to the door.

"Eonnie?"

Yoona looks at the direction the girl was looking at..

"Aigoo.."Taeyeon shakes her head.

"Hey guys!!"The guy smiles and takes a seat.

"Hello"Yoona replies.

"Jessica...."

"Hi"

"Students"

"Welcome back Ms.Jung...Id ask if you're okay but looking at you I recieve the answer..."

"I'm fine Ms.Boa Thank you"

"Well its nice having you back..."

As usual class lectures begin.

The two steals glances with eachother every know and then until the class eventually finishes.

They all head out the classroom as a group.

"Childhood meet up on Sunday..What do you guys say?"

"Call!"

"Jessica...Yoona...?"

"Alright why not?"

"Jessica?"

Jessica looks at Donghae.

He nods his head and smiles.

"I guess...."

"Yes! Can't back down alright you guys? "

"We know..."

"Alright See ya!"

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"Joongki..I can't on Sunday..."

"Saturday it is then I mean Sunday is no good either"

"Oh I see"

"You dont sound too happy I mean I'm not forcing you to go you know...."

"No its something else..Dont worry Joongki See you then.."

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*Ring*

"Yeoboseyo?"

"Are you free this Saturday?"

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A/N: Double update!!!!!!!!!! Hello again!!! Sorry for the rushed chapter >..< sorry uhhhhhh VOTE FOR SNSD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D i think I said everything now :3 Thank you readers and my co-author Coccchanel eonnie! Don't forget to subscribe and dropping a comment down below is well appreciated :) Until Next time!~