Think
Even After Time (Infinite Hiatus)Jessica plops herself to her bed and starts thinking.
Jessica's POV:
*How did he know I liked Jaejoong? The only person I told is Jonghyun...Did I make it too obvious? Ahhhhh! Frustrating! Even if I like Jaejoong I dont love him like i do with Donghae. Just until we get our head straight..that's all dont think too much Jung Sooyeon you are Jessica you don't think what are you doing? Wait..Donghae said he was numb when I hit him... What happened to him? Now that I think about it he looked pretty beatened up. Should I visit him? Wait we are on a break! Darn! Why is this happening??? Still as friends......but no he might get mad..What I do What I do! Donghae I'm sorry come back!!!!!Comeback to me!!!! Ah!Useless he is not coming anyway with me just thinking to myself. The faster I get my head straight the faster we could get back right? Alright fix yourself Jung Sooyeon you could do this you are THE Jessica Jung there is nothing you cant do! Hwaiting!Start by reminding yourself.Begin!!!"
I look to my right and see a frame. I smile to myself as I grab it.Perfect!
I look at it.
.
It was a picture we took on our 100 days of dating anniversary.
I continued to admire the photo until my thoughts stop when I hear a knock on the door.
"Come in"
"You okay?"
"mhmm"
He came forward to me and held on my cheek.
My heart was beating fast.
"W-what are you doing?"
"You're crying"He smiled at me as he wiped a tear off my face with his thumb.
"There"He removed his hands.
I was starting to get a headache. The after effects of me fainting began. Boy its going to be a long week.....
I guessed he noticed as he raised an eyebrow at me before returning to a calm expression.
"Rest"He smiled and handed me a glass of water he brought in with him.
"I will...You should go now..I could take care of myself"I was thankful to him but he was the reason Hae and I took a break so I rudely replied.Great! Just when my heart was settling he comes in. I then realised why we really needed a break.Why I need a break.
Despite my ungrateful words he sends me a genuine smile
"Good night mam"He bowed.
I returned the smile because I was apologetic for going out on him like that I mean he never really asked me to like him or did he?
He waved his hand infront of my face and I stopped spacing out. I always do, so everyone gets used to it.
"Good Night" I didnt want to make him wait any longer.
He walked away from me and suddenly stopped.
He turned back around.
"Are you sure you can sleep?"
"Ya Don't worry..you should go to sleep too"
"Okay"He gave in but he still wore a worried face before leaving.
Donghae's task is a lot harder than I thought...
End of POV
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Donghae gets back to his dorm.
Donghae's POV
I take my shirt off.
I see the bandage I wrapped around myself earlier in the day.
The pain of the punches I recieved for not protecting myself returned.
I began to remove the bandage slowly to see the bruises left all over me.
Flashback:
Leeteuk hyung came storming in to my room.
"Hyung I-"I was shocked so I tried explaining
He punches me straight at my face.
"My sister fainted I know that you're at fault"
My heart sank hearing her situation. To think I was at a worse state I suddenly remember how weak she is when it came to things like this. I should visit her even if it were just one glance.
" Mianhae"That was all I could say.
"Do you really expect me to forgive you?" He punches my chest. He was a mad man. Hyung has gone to his ahjussi mode I woke it up and it wont sleep for a while.
He continued to punch me to think he was actually the weakest of us.
For a while all his punches were helping my hurting heart calming it but the pain came soon after he stops afterwards.
"Are you even human? Do you even know pain? You're suppose to protect yourself and stop me or beg me to stop or better yet punch me back! "
"I would if I didn't deserve this but I do"nothing can hurt me more than the pain I was feeling in my heart but even then I still felt his strong punches.
To a point I didn't deserve this but I'm still at fault. Im not the only one at fault but here I am getting all the blame.
How clueless... how heartless may he be to blame me for everything when he only knows so much.
He is at fault too.
"Glad you know you deserve it"He gives me a blow at my face.
He continues his punches until I tasted blood.
The blood came out of my mouth as I lowered my head.
He looked shock. The blood on my face probably brought him back to reality.
"Im sorry my emotions got the better of me. I d-didn't mean "
"Im okay."
"I still can't forgive you but I need to make it up I-I "He was panicking the ahjussi was panicking.
"Don't worry"
"J-Just keep this to yourself.Bye"
Next thing I knew Leeteuk ran outside my dorm.
-Flashback ends-
I get myself a fresh shirt and jump onto my bed.
*Hmmm..Clear thoughts step by step Lee Donghae
Step 1: Refresh yourself why you chose to seperate
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A/N: Hello everyone!!!!! Yesterday I made a poll and I was very happy to finally be able to hear some of my readers thoughts :DDD Alot of you guys said you guys are enjoying this story so I am very grateful :3 The poll was also for me to see how many people thought the same way as me...Because the poll is not only shown on just my fic but also outside, the accuracy becomes off but despite that I made all the options my thought so I really cant disappoint myself >:)kekekekeke Many people chose: Update faster you lazy author Lol Here is my lame boring excuse: I actually work on this fanfic everyday whether it is writing thinking making a poster or background or evenjust tiny things on the forward and previous chapters but many chapters I write doesnt go well so it goes through a long amount of time editing :D I have been awfully busy with academics and sports and clubs and other things I do so I apologise for not updating as fast as i did when I just created this fanfic. Also I apologise for the serious lack of characters but I promise there will be a load of couple moments in the future. Haesica is on Healing Task right now.... and many unexpected things are going to occur so keep reading remember i just got started :D This fanfic might turn really long so I apologise ahead of time. If you havent already, go take part in the poll in the previous chapter and make sure to subscribe and comment. Thank you
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