I slowly removed Luhan’s hands and faced him. He didn’t say anything just looked at me with his mouth open. I touched his face lightly with my right hand.

-          Beautiful like an angel – I said quietly or that what I was thinking.

-          Noona? Do you have hots for my Lulu Hyung? – Sehun asked and that’s when I realized what I was doing. Luhan gave me a faint smile and put his hand on mine. I removed it quickly.

I faced all guys not who were sitting on the floor and continue drinking my alcohol.

-          Yah! It’s mine - I grabbed bottle pouting my lips.- And we are not playing truth or dare. It’s unfair when I am the only girl here, right? – I looked at leader who had been watching me quietly since I touched Luhan’s face. I wasn’t sure why tough.

-          She is right you erts – Suho said giving me a smile which changed into smirk. But we can have a drinking game.

Wait… Shouldn’t he be the responsible leader that fans were talking about online? Before I managed to protest they already started to spin one of the empty bottles that Chanyeol found in my kitchen. I sighed. I was already rather intoxicated and I knew it’s hard to control myself already. To me being unlucky first two times it dropped on me and I had to do shots. Then it were boys. Leader wasn’t lucky neither catching few shots straight. In about an hour everyone was pretty much drunk apart of Luhan , who seemed to be only tipsy or that’s what I thought as my mind were going quizy now. Then my phone rang and before I managed to force my hand to pick it up Luhan, who was still sitting behind me took phone off me.

-          Kris? – he said to the phone – she went to bathroom – he lied.  – I understand. Suho? He had to much drinks I guess. See you in the morning.

With that he hanged up. I stared at him in silence. I tried to speak really but I didn’t remember which language I have to use. Luhan looked at me with that big eyes of his and put a finger on my lips.

-          I think you had enough, we all had. I will clean the mess.

-          Hyung, you ruin the fun – D.O protested. He was currently lying his head on Kai’s shoulder. I smirked at the sight.

Luhan stood up and was gone from my vision. I sat there giggling at the boys. To all fairness Suho looked pretty sober too like for my drunken opinion. I wanted to stand up to help Lulu but then the lighting and lights were out. I got startled, lost balanced and fall on one of the boys. Due to darkness and current state I wasn’t sure who the person is. The worst part I was sure I was touching his bare skin as I could feel the muscles under my finger prints. I moved slowly away giggling like a fangirl trying to adjust my vision to the sudden darkness.

I tried to get up from the awkward position and after long struggle I was sitting back on the floor. I could here guys moving around and talking random things but couldn’t tell who was were. And then clearly the same person I fall on, same one that didn’t say a world about me touching him came closer. I knew it because of simple reason – his hand that try to help me get up, never left mine. The same hand suddenly moved to my hip and I could see in the darkness that he was coming closer. And then without a warning I felt something on my lips. It was soft but had a hint of alcohol in it. I shivered and as I had an alcohol instead of blood now, my body itself responded to the soft kiss. It started of slow and changed to intense. I knew what I was doing was wrong but I couldn’t help it. I broke the kiss only for a second.

-          Who … you – it was my attempt to ask who I was kissing but the person shut me up with yet another kiss. I enjoyed it. I wanted to move my hands in his hair but as he knew I was going to do it, he stopped me. And then as it never happened I felt cold on my hips and the kisser was gone. I sat there lost in the darkness, dizzy and confused. Maybe I was hallucinating to do alcohol?  Someone brushed next to me.

-          Noona is it you? – it was Kai who almost stomped on me.

-          Yah – I murmured.

-          Sorry – he said - I need to the bathroom.

Was it him who kissed me? Or Luhan or was I day dreaming? I was getting tired and sitting in the darkness didn’t help. Luhan was cursing in Chinese or that’s how it sounded.  My eyes were getting heavy.  The lights gone back up and I noticed that guys were all over the room. I scanned each of them and it seemed they all have been pretty much gone for the night. I shifted my head feeling even more dizzy and meet Luhan’s unreadable eyes. He came closer to me and kneeled.

-          Are you ok? – he whispered.

-          Yes pretty – I touched his nose like he was a kid. – I will go to bed now before Kris will come.

-          They won’t pick us up till morning – Luhan said.

-          Oh – I tried to get up but lost the balance straight away. Luhan caught me in his arms then with one movement he put one arm around me, second one over my knees and took me up.

-          Put me…  - I tried to protest.

-          No – he said.

I was actually shocked how much strength baby face boy had. He looked like a girl sometimes but carrying me seemed effortless to  him. I put my right arm around him, resting left one on his chest. He sighed. I think he was glad doors to my room had been opened as he would struggle with me. I was dizzy but glad that my stomach never made me sick after such a great amount of alcohol. Luhan lied me on the bed slowly and covered me. He wanted to go away but my drunken self didn’t want to allow that. I grabbed his hand making him faced me.

-          Sleep with me – I begged. I really couldn’t believe what I just said. It all came out wrong. I just wanted to cuddle into my hero. I guess alcohol got me needy. But Luhan slowly removed his hand from his arm and kneeled next to the bed.

-          It’s not a good idea princess….And you shouldn’t use words like that, I am a guy you know?

I didn’t know what he meant. I touched his face once again.

-          Please?

-          It’s better not to do it, since we both had a drink. 

Then he planted a soft kiss on my forhead before walking off.

-          Yahh Oppa- I shouted after him. But he never came back. And tired as I was a closed my eyes and snuggled into my pillow.

When the door opened next morning and I recognized angry face of Kris I had a big headache. Hangover was the worst feeling in the world.

-          Dare to explain what happened last night?

-          I am not sure – I answered honestly. I had a pieces of memories floating. – We were at the bar, we were drinking. Then we got here because of rain and we drunk again.

Then I remembered something else. Was it a dream that I was kissed? I touched my lips not sure of the situation. And it went even worse when I realized I bluntly asked Luhan to sleep with me. I faced palmed myself.

-          Good Luhan answered your phone and gave me address. I also covered for you lot. I did it for the boys not for you, to make it clear.  – He was really unhappy.

Then in the doors I noticed familiar face.

-          Awake princess – he was back to himself. Or maybe I imagined that carrying Lulu yesterday? But the word princess recalled to me what I said. I suddenly hidden my face under the covers.

-          Get up – it was Kris taking covers off me. I was still in clothes which made me feel better. I still didn’t dare to look at the blonde figure in the doors.

-          I guess you remember yesterday? – he winked and disappear.

-          What is he talking about – kris seemed confused. – You didn’t do anything stupid, did you? – he eyed me carefully.

-          What? NO – I shouted trying to get rid of memories from yesterday.

I knew it will be long day. I swore that day I will never touch alcohol again. Now I needed to face the reality. I think someone kissed me last night and I was sure about my words towards Luhan. How did I get myself into that mess?