Epilog - Afraid to Unlove

Afraid to Love
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Bom's P.O.V

 

I was on my way to Seunghyun to tell him the good news. I smiled when I thought back to the day I finally got Seunghyun back. When he got rid of his boss, and he would no longer return to the gangster world. Now, look at him. He even has his own law firm. Yes, you heard me right. He has his own company now. My hubby is a business man. Yes, you heard that one right too. We're happily married. It's two years since that day, and soon one year since he popped the question. He did do it in the sweetest way ever. First, he brought me to the Italian pastry shop we visited on our first date. Then we went out to go surfing, which I totally hate for the record. (To be honest, there was no surfing, and we actually had the beach to ourselves, which meant, well, you know). He brought me to different places that were important to us. I noticed how he was quite shakier than usual. In fact, he's never shaky, and it was totally weird. It was night, and Seunghyun decided to bring me to the cemetery. I thought I'd die for a second, and I instantly regretted scolding him for bringing me out there when I saw the gravestone of his mother. He introduced me, and even though I was very awkward, I was super thrilled and touched. I'd heard so much about his mother. He told her a lot about me, and I was utterly flattered. I couldn't help but cry in fact. And there were only more tears when he went down on one knee and showed me the beautiful ring. I couldn't do other than attack him on the ground and kiss him right then and there. Before I even gave him an answer of course. Though I felt disrespectful for making out in a cemetery, he comforted me by saying his mother was a er for young love. God, I love him so. I know a proposal in a cemetery doesn't sound so romantic, but he did it just right. 

 

Seunghyun had actually studied law before becoming a part of the gang, and now he's an officially educated lawyer. And in his law firm work Himchan and Yongguk as well as studying to later work as something more than mere assistants. The rest of the guys are currently studying as well. I'm so happy to see them all doing good. They have Seunghyun to thank for that. He takes care of them really well. Himchan's ex-girlfriend actually came back. She's coincidentally a secretary at Seunghyun's firm as well. Turns out she never got married. Second, she claims to still be in love with Himchan. She says her feelings were sincere, but her parent's set her up with the other guy because of a business agreement. Well, Himchan still hates her. 

 

Jiyong and Chaerin are happier than ever. They recently engaged, and are planning to marry next year. You'd think Seunghyun and I was all lovey-dovey, but noo, this couple are all about each other. I'm maybe exaggerating, but they're really cute. I'm so glad to see Chaerin this happy, and Jiyong is such a nice guy. You'd never think he used to be a player when you see him with Chaerin. Ahh, young love. 

 

"Hey, my beautiful." Seunghyun popped up from behind me before I entered his office. "Had to fix something downstairs. Brought lunch?" he asked as I nodded and held up the bag of bagels. Our wedding was the most beautiful day in my life, and I know another beautiful day that is to come. Very soon in fact. 

 

"So, how is business doing?" I slumped down on his couch as he stood up from his office chair and joined me. 

 

"I don't want to talk about business," he said tiredly as he slung his arm around my shoulders. "Tell me something, anything." He nuzzled his head in the crook of my neck. 

 

"I love that we've come a long way since the first day we met. You've grown so much, we have grown so much and you've changed me," I whispered as he smiled in my neck.

 

"I would never be where I am today without you. In just a few years, you've become the biggest part of me. You've changed me, and only for the better. You will never know how grateful I am to have you, and how much I love you. You just make me so happy." He cupped my face while gazing at me. He rested his forehead on mine as I leaned in to kiss him. My hands rested on his nape as I pulled him even closer and the kiss became heated. 

 

"I.love.you." I mumbled between kisses. I pulled off his suit jacket as I started ing his shirt making him groan. He held me by the waist and stood up to guide us to his desk. I pulled away when I was reminded of something. He pouted and tried to kiss me again as I only left a chaste kiss on his lips. "Do you remember that time we had here?" I smirked while running my hand through his hair, twirling it with my fingers silently.

 

"How can I not? You came in wearing a trench coat with those hot stilettos and underneath only lingerie saying I'd been too busy with work to pay attention to you. That was the iest sight ever." He grinned making me giggle as he pecked my lips. 

 

"Do you remember when that was?" I asked as he looked at me curiously. 

 

"Yeah, almost five weeks ago, I guess. Why?" He frowned confused. 

 

Here was the news I came to tell: "I'm four weeks pregnant." I showed him the biggest grin possible as his eyes widened in surprise before his lips curved up in a huge smile. 

 

"Seriously?" he asked excitedly while I nodded shyly. He picked me up from his desk and spun me around. 

 

"Yah, put me down, I'm dizzy." I laughed as he put me down gently. He showered my face with kisses as I chuckled. 

 

"I love you so much." He stared at me so lovingly making my eyes water before he cupped my face and kissed me tenderly. He released me and smiled that wonderful smile of his which would make my heart beat faster even now and I hope our baby inherits. He bent down to my stomach's level and whispered: "Baby girl, I love you too." He kissed my belly as I smiled. 

 

"Who says it's a girl?" I arched an eyebrow when he pulled me up against him by the waist. 

 

"I do. I can feel it," he exclaimed so determined making me laugh as I wrapped my arms around his neck. 

 

"I love you, Seunghyunnie. Always and forever, right? I hope our baby gets your amazing traits. I hope he has your eyes and perfect smile. I love you." He captured my lips with his as I smiled into the kiss. In fact, I couldn't help but realize we kiss a lot. His lips are pretty addicting. 

 

"It's a she, I said. And I know

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seoinae #1
Chapter 30: Finally i finished reading this wonderful story~
seoinae #2
Chapter 8: Omg so many kiss hahah
seoinae #3
Oh wow interesting
SevenDaisies
#4
Chapter 30: OMGGG i am full with my topbom and skydragon feels... Two of my fav OTPs huaaaaa. I love this <33
ChiramKoreana #5
Chapter 30: DAEBAK!!!!! So romantic and sweet. TOPBOM Forever!!! <3 <3 <3
hopelicious #6
Chapter 29: TOPBOM feeelsss :) they really have come a long way nd now BOMMIE is pregnant :D thank u so much for the update *bow*
censorsx
#7
Chapter 30: The last paragraph..., the feels!!!!!!!! I can't believe it's over though : cries : are you writing another story authornim? I suggest you take a hiatus and rest then when you feel energetic and overflowing with ideas, make another story... Hehe that will be awesome but I respect your opinion and anyways we will be waiting for your return and this story... I'm like so not un subscribing cause I'll be reading over and over again :) see you soon!
Wreewree #8
Chapter 29: I'm so happy they are back together but the story is ending? :(
censorsx
#9
Chapter 29: Nooooo this can't be almost over one last update from you :cries dramatically: ~sniff~ I'm going to kiss your story authornim