T.O.P Was You

Afraid to Love
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Bom's P.O.V

 

I just finished work and left the building happy because I finished early today when I noticed a familiar car in the parking lot. I smiled when I saw him waving enthusiastically at me. I hurried over and he quickly enveloped me in hug while chuckling heartily. "I've missed you," I muttered into his chest before pulling away. "Why have you been avoiding me?" I smacked his arm as I glared at him. 

 

"I haven't. I was busy the for the past days." He grinned sheepishly while scratching his neck. 

 

"Too busy for even your bestest friend? I'm beginning to think I've done something wrong." I pouted upset as he smirked. 

 

"Who said you were my bestest friend? Do they always whisper this way about you?" He referred to the employees around us curiously while looking at them as they shut up. Some were checking him out obviously, and being the ladies' man he is, he smiled back sweetly making them fawn over him even more. 

 

"I say I'm your bestest friend cause I am of course. They're only whispering this much because they probably think I'm a two-timer. Seunghyun has already been here. Ignore them, they gossip all the time. Don't change the subject. Where have you been?" I scowled at him before rolling my eyes when I heard someone squeal as he reached out to touch his bangs. He snickered as he waved at the girl only eliciting another squeal. Please, he wasn't that handsome. Okay, maybe he was, but his cockiness was too much. "Stop flirting and answer now." I hissed after nudging him. 

 

"Sorry, I've had a lot work to do. I barely had the time to call you, but I've missed you too, my dear bestest friend in the whole wide world. I'll make it up to you today, you have me all to yourself." Himchan slung his arm around my shoulders before he pecked my cheek apologetically making the girls who earlier swooned over him stare at me in both jealousy and anger. 

 

"Do you find any of these girls cute?" I asked with a teasing smile, noticing that he was in fact checking out some of them. 

 

"You're the only girl I will ever find cute." He winked at me as I scoffed. "They're cute, but seem easy." He shrugged before we got in the car. 

 

"Since when did you not like easy? Are you suddenly serious about girls?" I gasped as he poked my forehead annoyed. 

 

"Not really, but I still want to be serious one day, be in love. You and hyung seem so happy and keep flaunting it all the time. You guys make me jealous." I was honestly a little surprised that Himchan of all people were having these thoughts, but I kind of understand. By the end of the day we all want that special someone to come home to. The one that completes us, and Himchan is of course no difference. Though he often sleeps around and might seem like a cocky player, he does know how to treat a girl well. He's really charming and I find him totally sweet. I couldn't help but smile when he said how we make him jealous. 

 

"Yeah, I'm pretty much happily in love with that guy." I giggled dreamily as he tore his eyes away from the road and stared at me. 

 

"Come again? Happily in love with, huh? Have you already reached the 'I love you' stage?" He arched an eyebrow as my eyes widened realizing I blurted it out. 

 

"Well, I've reached that stage, Seunghyun hasn't, but I'm fine with it. I don't want him to feel forced, I can wait." I faked a smile before ignoring his gaze. 

 

"Yah, lady spring. Don't you think that as your bestest friend I can tell when you're lying? I know you're not fine with it, it's not like I'll tell hyung or anything. If I had a girlfriend and I told her I loved her and she didn't return it I would be unhappy too. So it's fine for you to be upset about it." He smiled reassuringly as I was grateful he understood where I was coming from. 

 

"You're the best, Himchannie." I beamed as he laughed lightly. 

 

"If it helps I can tell hyung is very happy with you. I know I haven't known him for an awfully long time, but I'm sure he loves you. He probably doesn't know it himself, but most of us do notice it. I swear he's glowing nowadays. But then again, who wouldn't glow if you were the boyfriend of Park Bom?" He joked as I pushed him playfully while we were walking leisurely.

 

"Anyone would be incredibly lucky to have you as their boyfriend, Himchan. You're great," I exclaimed randomly before linking my arm with his. 

 

"Thanks, lady spring. Same goes for you. Hey, I know I said you'll have me to yourself today, but the others are at this restaurant already and I'm kinda taking you there right now. We can ditch if you want to, I just figured we might as well hang out together since you haven't seen them in a while either. But it's your choice." He shrugged nonchalantly. 

 

"No, I wanna go," I said excitedly figuring Seunghyun would be there.

 

"Fine, but your beloved boytoy is not there. Neither is Jiyong, but Chae is." He chuckled as I pouted. "Still wanna go?" he asked before stopping in front of a restaurant which was probably it. 

 

"We're here already, and I'm hungry, come on." I grabbed his hand, dragging him inside when I noticed them and headed over. 

 

"Hey noona, and noona's second boyfriend." Yongguk smirked making us roll our eyes before sitting down. I slumped down beside Chaerin and couldn't help but notice how spaced out she looked. What's up with her lately? I feel like she's keeping something from me, and I don't like it at all.

 

"You okay?" I whispered as she snapped out of her trance and showed me a fake smile. Something is definitely up.

 

"Yeah, I'm fine." She went back to eating her food as Himchan and I waited for our own food to arrive.

 

"I can tell you're not. Are you fighting with Ji nowadays? You don't seem okay." I frowned disapprovingly while she sighed.

 

"Yeah, we're not exactly doing great, but I'll survive." She gave me a halfhearted smile before breaking out in a smirk. "You never told me about it." I tilted my head in confusion.

 

"About what?" I narrowed my eyes at her as she nudged me annoyed. 

 

"Your first time with Seunghyun. How was it?" She wiggled her eyebrows as my faced flushed shyly. 

 

"It was perfect, but I told him that I love him afterwards, and he didn't respond," I muttered with a faint smile while directing my gaze on my food. 

 

"That guy looks like a lovesick puppy every time he stares at you. He loves you, we all know that. Maybe some

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seoinae #1
Chapter 30: Finally i finished reading this wonderful story~
seoinae #2
Chapter 8: Omg so many kiss hahah
seoinae #3
Oh wow interesting
SevenDaisies
#4
Chapter 30: OMGGG i am full with my topbom and skydragon feels... Two of my fav OTPs huaaaaa. I love this <33
ChiramKoreana #5
Chapter 30: DAEBAK!!!!! So romantic and sweet. TOPBOM Forever!!! <3 <3 <3
hopelicious #6
Chapter 29: TOPBOM feeelsss :) they really have come a long way nd now BOMMIE is pregnant :D thank u so much for the update *bow*
censorsx
#7
Chapter 30: The last paragraph..., the feels!!!!!!!! I can't believe it's over though : cries : are you writing another story authornim? I suggest you take a hiatus and rest then when you feel energetic and overflowing with ideas, make another story... Hehe that will be awesome but I respect your opinion and anyways we will be waiting for your return and this story... I'm like so not un subscribing cause I'll be reading over and over again :) see you soon!
Wreewree #8
Chapter 29: I'm so happy they are back together but the story is ending? :(
censorsx
#9
Chapter 29: Nooooo this can't be almost over one last update from you :cries dramatically: ~sniff~ I'm going to kiss your story authornim