Chaerin's P.O.V

 

I still can't believe Jiyong is the son of the Kwons. The Kwons are rich, well-educated business people who own one of the biggest corporations here in Korea. And I recently found out Jiyong is a gangster, or was. He hasn't studied in The States, but he told his mother to lie for him. He said he couldn't tell her the truth, but I'm wondering why he joined the gang from the beginning of.        I'll admit I'm pretty thrilled about how Jiyong acted on our date. I almost feel bad for slapping him three times. But after how much of a jackass he was, he kind of desvered it. He still didn't give up though, even after three slaps. That's probably what I love about him the most. When he wants something he gets it, end of discussion. I don't know if I'm anyone he wants, so I don't want to get my hopes up just to become disappointed in the end.        But his kisses, damnit. The spark came back, and it felt like I was on cloud nine. How the hell can I let that go? Towards the end of our date we were basically just making out. I can't forget the fact that he said he already has a girl he likes. And when he acted differently as soon as he saw it was me a crazy thought appeared. Is it me? Obviously, I can't assume it's me because of only that, especially when he has played me once already. My phone started ringing, distracting me from my thoughts as I saw who the caller is.        "Hello?" I said after picking up.        "Good afternoon, y. Whats up?" I rolled my eyes, but couldn't help the smile which appeared on my face.       "Don't think we're cool because of our date this weekend.You're still an . Why are you calling?" I asked coldly. I'm not playing hard-to-get, I simply want to know how far he's willing to go for me.        "So we're still not cool after our hot make out-session? I see, I see. But I'm calling to check when you wanna meet again, cause I know you have more questions. Relax, we won't make out if you don't want to, but I want to make things clear. I kinda have some questions for you too. So, what'd you say?" I'm happy he called to ask, because I'm too damn stubborn to go talk to him myself. And he was completely right about the questions, I have a bunch to ask.        "Oppa..." I heard a woman's voice in the background as I stiffened. Don't ing tell me he's with another girl. That manwhore is probably with the girl he likes and wants to make it clear that it's over between us.        "I think you made things pretty clear already. Have fun ing whoever she is." I angrily hang up after answering. He was making out with me this weekend and now with the girl he likes. How the hell does she feel about him making out with other girls? I hate him.        I had ignored all of his calls, yet that jerk didn't stop calling. Right now I was curled up in my bed crying my eyes out. Why did I get my hopes up at all? Why did I even think he had the slightest feelings for me? I just want to be left alone.        I walked slowly towards the front door too tired to do anything. I opened the door and frowned when I saw Jiyong with a girl standing behind. She's the same girl who was with him that time at the cafe. "You dare come here? With her too?" I scoffed and glared at the girl before slamming the door and continuing up the stairs.        "Hey, wait!" He followed me and pulled me back down so I fell back against his chest. "You're not letting me explain again." He smirked, only making me scowl at him because he wasn't taking this serious. He grabbed my hand and led me down the stairs and to the living room with the girl following.        "What the hell is there to explain? You're a stupid player, and I'm stupid for even loving you," I murmured while staring at the floor as he tilted my chin up.        "I am stupid, yeah, but not a player anymore. This is my cousin, Chae. You hear me? Cousin, not someone I'm ing. I understand you're having problems trusting me, but I'm telling the truth. Yah, Yuri, get over here." He gestured for the girl to come closer as she smiled politely.        "I'm sorry for my cousin being such an , but I'm Yuri, nice to finally meet you." She held out her hand as I accepted the handshake awkwardly. I'm kind of embarrassed right now.        "Chaerin. Sorry for my behavior." She nodded her head, brushing the matter off as I looked back at the jerk holding my hands.        "How about the girl you like?" I furrowed my eyebrows as he chuckled.        "There is no girl I like, only one I'm madly in love with." His words hurt me as I pulled away from his grasp and frowned. Is he really this inconsiderate? I can't believe I actually love this guy.        "Go be with her then."        "Well, I'm kinda trying to, but she's making it hard for me, you see. First she slapped me not once, but thrice. Then we had this amazing make out-session, I swear you have no idea how much I had missed those pink kissable lips of hers. When I called her this morning, she was acting cold again, which I understand, but when she got upset after hearing my cousin's voice I knew I was screwed. Complicated, right? Right now I regret making her cry over such a stupid matter." He showed me a lopsided grin while brushing away the tears that had managed to trickle down my cheek. Gad, why was he making