This is it. This is the day where Jonghyun and I will bind together as one. I don't know what to feel. Excited? Nervous? Happy? Sad? Nah! How can I be sad? Jonghyun is a gift from God and I thank Him so much for sending me this wonderful gift. I'm so lucky. Really lucky. 

My mother came inside my room. As the most emotional mother of all, she hugged me and kissed my cheeks. "Aigoo! My son is getting married. I'm getting old! I don't want to have wrinkles yet. ~" She whined. "Mom, please... You're still pretty even when you're old." I said and she smiled. "Just promise me Kibum, be a good husband to Jonghyun. Arasso?" She said and I nodded. Of course, I will be a good husband to him. Why wouldn't I? 

"Kibum, just always remember that I'm still here for you and for Jonghyun. Whenever you need something from us, I'm willing to help." She said as she looked into my eyes, holding my arms. "Thank you Mom. Thank you very much." "I love you, Kim Kibum. I love you very much." I can see her tearing up. Since this is my wedding, I don't want to see her crying. I don't want this to be so emotional because me too can get this kind of feelings.

She left my room while mouthing 'Good luck'. I continued to fix my white suit. I checked every detail of my hair and my face. I looked, handsome? "Yes,  Kibummie! You're always handsome." I mumbled to myself and shook my head. I'm getting crazy. This is an effect of my nervousness.  I looked at my watch and I checked the time. Twenty five minutes before the wedding starts and I'm a bit e