Weeks had passed and we really had great, happy and strong relationship. Since we are now living with each other, we always do something that I never expect. He sometimes asked me to do some things with him but I didn't allow him. You know why. Sometimes, we almost exceed the limit but I snapped my senses back and stopped him. He respected my decision but cannot cope with the reason why. I still can't tell him. I'm not yet ready. 

He sometimes doubted the love that I felt for him. Of course, that started our very first argument but we setteled the problem. It hurts me a lot to know that he's doubting because of . But I cannot be angry to him, I need to understand and it's also my fault. 

Now that the two of us were walking to the grocery store, I suddenly remember what my mom told me. I need to have my check up. But.. how? Jonghyun is always with me, twenty four hours. How can I escape from him? 

"Jonghyun..." 

"Hmm?" 

"Can I..." 

"Hmm..?" 

"I mean.. I need to check on Taemin." I lied. I'm really bad at lying, honestly. 

"We'll go there later." 

"No! I mean, I want to spend some time with him.. alone." He frowned and I avoided his look. I'm really afraid of his puppy eyes. It's really magical that sometimes, you can't escape. I really need to have my check up. The appointment is always the second week of the month. 

"Uhm.. sure. I g