It's been a couple of weeks since I last stepped in his office. Nothing has changed in it, still overly polished as usual. But I am no longer used to this environment, because apparently with my new doctor everything seems to be the exact opposite. And mind you, my doctor is a woman.

Doctor Park.. I mean Jinri eonnie (she requsted... NO! more like bugged me into calling her that) is in fact only four years older than me. She is one of the youngest in the field and I am really cool with her. At first I hesitated to open up like the usual but then as time passes by I gradually liked talking to her. She's like a sister that I never had... just like Seunghyun. I told her stuffs that I haven't even discussed with doctor Yoon.

In doctor Yoon's sessions I never mentioned names not because he wasn't asking, I actually intended not to tell him because I was scared for some unknown reasons... I kept on giving him excuses and eventually he got tired of asking. But I don't know what pushed me to tell Jinri eonnie. Of course at first she was awed that I am acquainted to popular people back in South Korea. Surprisingly, though she's been here like forever she is still updated with the news there and she can name every idol in the industry. She had heard the scandal involving Kyuhyun, Donghae and me but she did not dig deeper at that time so she got all too excited when I dropped the bomb, she asked a lot of questions... I mean A LOT. I answered each of her questions without missing a beat. That's how comfortable I am with her.

I have to say... doctor Yoon a gave me a good deal.

***

There I was sitting across doctor Yoon in the cafe across his clinic. I don't really know how we end up here instead of talking in his office. But I do not mind since I badly missed the stuffs in this cafe and I planned to visit anyway.

“So how is it with you and Jinri-sshi?” he asked.

I was aware that eonnie has been contacting doctor Yoon and telling him how we progressed every session. And I kn