as what I promised a few days before, another update will be on this week :) and here it is~~~~

for those who look for the reason why i put JOONMIR in the tags section, you guys should anticipate this chapter very much~ LOL

here's what I call this chapter. THE SECRET. haha *okayy okaay what am I sayinngg?? o_O*

enjoy~~

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~G.O’s POV~

The dorm was in silence. Everyone had gone to sleep, I guess. Well, at least my roommate did. I went towards our maknae and sat beside his sleeping body. Mir was surely so cute when he was sleeping. Unfortunately, it had been long since I saw a smile appeared on his chubby lips. How could I expect a laugh from him then? It was so heartbroken to see everyone’s hyper active maknae to be so quiet and sad. It was very sad to see this boy cried every day and night.

I caressed his cheeks, making him flinched by my action. Fortunately, it didn’t bring him out of his dreamland at all. ‘Pheww.. That was a relieve!’ I whispered in my heart.

I knew how he suffered when Thunder was missing. I knew he couldn’t do anything about it, especially when Joon kept on blaming him for what had happened to Thunder. I don’t really get the connection between Mir and Thunder’s missing, but yeah.. I guess it was mainly because of jealousy. Mir and Joon both loved Thunder right? It must hurt Mir so much that he could do nothing but only praying in his little heart for his lover’s safety.

My attention was then attracted to a very cute notebook in Mir’s right hand. He must had fallen asleep while writing in that notebook, since I saw a pen not far from the brown coloured book.

It was his diary.

I hesitated, whether I should flip on the next page or not, but in the end, the devils win and I eventually read the entries written on the pages the book held. It was rather a story written about his daily activities and I saw there were so many times he mentioned our names (the MBLAQ members) in his entries. It was the time when the five of us were so close to each other and our bond were stronger than ever. My eyes went teary as I recall back our memories together. “I miss those days..” I said to myself. The fact that we were now no longer understood each other made my heart sank in tears. No more ‘