To say that he was lost and confused was an understatement.

Maybe of the year

The decade

The century

The millenium

          Yes, he had all the fame, the adoring fans, the looks and the talent… but Cho Kyuhyun wasn’t happy. He couldn’t figure out what was wrong. Well, he had some sort of an idea why everything seemed so screwed up for him. He had one thing to blame for that too.

Love.

             For someone who didn’t believe in love at all, he found himself deeply in love. As far as he was concerned, he wasn’t supposed to fall in love at all. He didn't believe in love. But he was human and he conceded with himself that it was normal to fall in love. To make things much more difficult for him, he fell in love with a friend - or is she an acquaintance, really? - a friend that he had a one night stand with. It was supposed to be a no strings attached kind of thing. That was the point of it, right? They were both just frustrated, lonely… and kinda tipsy too. But that was just supposed to be it. He wasn’t supposed to fall in love with her. He couldn’t even figure out if he loved her even before that.

            So much for not wanting to up their friendship. That one night stand was a mistake. He knew it and she knew it – if her pointedly avoiding him and living like he actually didn't exist didn’t show that. Kyuhyun didn’t know what to do and for the snarky maknae, that was unusual. It had been few months since that incident but he still couldn’t get over it. He still couldn’t