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It was like the backstage kiss all over again.

Butterflies fluttering in my stomach, losing count for how long we were kissing. I just kept kissing him, letting myself to fully experience the kiss, not even pondering at the implications of the aftermath of this kiss. My hands were still against his chest, scrunching a bit at the material of his white shirt when he pulled my figure against his body even more, resulting into myself letting out an accidental gasp. My hands went around his neck, locking themselves behind his nape.

Jungkook had pulled away at the sound of it, the baffled look obvious on his face as he tried to make sense out of all of this. He shook his head and glanced at me afterwards, not really believing that I was actually present in his apartment. "You're actually here," His voice cracking a bit, stepping away from me after unlocking my hands from his nape before wiping his lips with the back of his hand and I felt my heart plumetted down into my stomach at the way he acted but I pretended as if, it didn't affect me. I naturally laugh, trying to ease the mood as I shoved my hands into the pockets of my skinny jeans, worrying on my lower lip as I playfully spoke up. "Yup, here and alive,"

I couldn't help but laugh again at the distraught look Jungkook had given me, not wanting to take it to heart when it might be Jungkook's coping mechanism to take care of himself when I had hurt him before. I tried to shrug the frustrated feeling in my chest but I just couldn't that, I ended up glancing away. My ears perked up at the sound of him scoffing, earning my focus again to see his eyes scanning my body from head to toe before crossing his arms over his chest and took a few steps back from me. "How the hell, did you even have the keys to my apartment anyway?" His voice low, eyes sharply following my figure even when I was only doing small actions that I soon stopped moving, slowly breathing as I observed his tensed body that turned around when, Jungkook had noticed how I was looking over him as well. Smiling a bit when his shoulders relaxed, I finally answered him, quickly trailing behind him when he began to walk, "I met your Busan friend in front of the build- Ouch!"

I piped up, voice muffled a bit when my mouth was technically against the material of his shirt. My noise still twitching despite finally noticing the displeased look on Jungkook's sharp features as he put his hands over my shoulder, grip tightening a bit while he spoke. His eyes looking a bit dazed, "You met Jimin hyung ?"

"Yeah...." My voice almost a whisper, worried a little when I noticed how he was massaging the temple of his head after shoving me away from him. I took a step towards him but he glared as a warning, one hand against the wall while the other one was busy massaging the temple of his head. The look on his face gradually changed from pain to disbelief. The ends of his lips twitching, forming a smirk as he glared at me again. Jungkook naturally closed the distance between us and I took a step back instead, flustered by him and he held me by the right wrist while his other hand was on my chin, forcing me to look him in the eyes.

"How did... You, him... What?"

"He saw a picture of me on your phone....."

Then, I saw it. The common glint in his eyes that I noticed ever since, he confessed to me but it disappeared as fast as it appeared but, I knew I had hope when I saw that. His cheeks were flushed, his left hand letting go of my wrist as he took a step back again. His left hand now resting against the back of his neck while the other one, hiding in one of the pocket of his sweatpants. Jungkook's eyes wandered around the apartment while he said that, "Oh... I see.... I didn't use that picture anymore, for your information,"

"Oh really...?" I stated obliviously, teeth biting on my lower lip as I tried to bit back a smile, having some information from Jungkook's current roommate. My right hand went over to face, combing back some hair to tuck it behind my ear as I happily trailed a small circle into the ground with my right feet.

"If he happens to say that he changed the wallpaper of his phone, just know he's lying. Even if he did, he's going to change to it back before he goes to sleep because Jungkook's going to stare at it before sleeping,"

Jungkook must have noticed the way I was behaving as he began to become very defensive, scoffing while putting his hands over his hips, tilting his head a bit as he said so. "You think I'm lying?"

I couldn't help but panicked over it, worried if it would upset him even more. By instinct, I had waved both of my hands in front of me while vigirously shaking my head, hoping he would buy it. "No, no, no. I believe you! You hate me, you have the right to do that since, I did hurt you..." I let out, his eyes widening and the accusing look he had on his face faltered as he stood straight again and glanced at me for a few times. His lips parted as if to say something but, he close it back while shoving his hands into the comfort of the pocket of his sweatpants before mumbling along the lines of, "I don't exactly hate you..." Thankfully, I had perfectly heard him which made me smile again just as he turned around.

"Nevermind. You're messing with my head again..." He spoke by himself and walked over to the kitchen with me tailing behind him as if I was a puppy waiting to be fed. I couldn't help but let myself pout, guilt washing over me as I watched how he filled a glass with water and drank it, emptying it in one shot as soon as he entered the kitchen. Jungkook sighed and carefully put the glass into the sink, walking out of the kitchen and passed by the living room, heading directly towards his room. Just as we reached his room, he stopped and thankfully this time I had stopped myself before crashing into his back. Jungkook didn't turn unlike the first time, the hopeful smile I had from before slipped and I finally admit the awful churning in my stomach that I felt the moment I began to kiss him back. "You're not allowed in my room,"

Jungkook piped up before, slipping into his room and I vaguely heard the sound of him locking the door. My heart dropped and I went near to the door, rapping my knuckles over it before hearing the soft voice of Jungkook. "What is it?" His voice soft and I sighed  a bit, tears starting to brim as I rested my forehead against the closed door of his bedroom.

"Can we talk this out, Jungkook?" I let out, my own figure beginning to tremble as I heard him shuffling around the room before answering my question again.

"No! I want to sleep... I have a headache... Feel free to head back home... Call hyung when you need to," His voice cold and I heard him shuffling around his room again before, continuing talking with me. "It's dangerous these days.." I let out a gasp, tears were building up and my eyes were starting to sting as the tears rolled down my cheeks casually as if it was nothing new.

"But,Jung- Jungkook...." My voice cracked as I started to knock on his door again, wanting him to open the door but he didn't. Jungkook had ignored me and I heard something creaking, assuming that he was already on his bed, ready for sleep.

"There's nothing to talk. It was over the moment you said you needed time!" He hollered out loud, silencing me and  I stopped making a fuss in front of his bedroom door. The tears still falling and I sniffled a bit, eyes red from the crying, resting my forehead and right hand against his door again to speak up again. "I'm sorry, Jungkook.... I'm sorry......" 

I said one last time before pulling myself from the door, staring at it for a few moments before the door was pulled open again. My eyes enlarged, flabbergasted to see the door open so suddenly even more, when I had seen the furious look on Jungkook's face. "Stop saying sorry for crying out loud! It's annoying!" He spat out bitterly, marching towards me with a purpose, backing me against the wall with both hands beside my face, successfully trapping me. Jungkook lowered his face to become eye-level with me, his eyes red from holding back the tears and I felt how my heart was in my mouth wanting to just give him a big hug and say sorry. But I didn't have the chance when, he cut me off from my train of thoughts.

"It's annoying! I want to get rid of these feelings! It's scary, you know... Wanting to give your heart to someone, not knowing whether that person wants to keep it safely or just smashed it away. It's bad enough that I saw my dad suffered over my mom. I don't want to suffer this as well so, please... Kim Saera...." He trailed off a bit, his adam's apple bobbing a bit before continuing on his sentence as big fat tear fell from his right eye. 

"Get the ing hell out of my life!" He yelled, letting out his frustration on me before turning around to enter his bedroom. But before he could, I had tugged him by the end of his shirt, stopping him from moving even more further from me.

"I like you!" 

Jungkook turned his head towards me, a disbelief look on his face, "What ?" He couldn't help but question his own hearing, fully turning his body to focus on me. I took a deep breath, eyes closed shut before confessing to him all over again. My cheeks were already warm by now, feeling shy and vulnerable at the same time.

"I-I... I like you!"

"You like me? You sure you're just saying that to make things right again?" He said. The pupils of his eyes shaking and it was obvious that he was trying not to believe it immediately, afraid he would get hurt again. Mustering up the courage, I tiptoed towards him and pecked him on the lips.

"Then, is this enough?" I asked him, pulling away from him and there was a dazed look covering his handsome facial features. I couldn't help but bit back a smile as I accidentally let out a giggle.

"Enough ?" Jungkook asked innocently and I grinned at him, my hands went behind me to lace my hands together, internally squealing at the cuteness that was Jeon Jungkook.

"To prove that I like you~"

His cheeks were red like tomatoes and I noticed how he his lower lip in uncertainty before questioning me again for one last time, "You really like me?"

I nodded my head, both of my hands still behind me as I begin to explain him of why I was acting like the idiotic person I was, "I know I have been weird these past few months. After the Yeonghwan fiasco and everything, I have been clueless and dumb over my choices and it consequently hurted you. I'm really sorry for everything,"

Jungkook smiled, the one that shows his two front tooth and it made my chest filled with so much warm as he closed the distance between us, embracing me into a hug while kissing the crown of my head before, pulling away to look me in the eyes. "Thank you, gorgeous. It means a lot to me,"

"Thank you too, oppa," I let out, smiling as I reciprocate the hug. After a few moments, I pulled away from him and grinned at him before nuzzling my nose into his chest for a second, earning a chuckle from Jeon Jungkook before pulling away from him for real this time.

"Jeon Jungkook, would you go on a date with me ?"