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Him & Chapsticks

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3.00 a.m. and I was still restless from that one message.

 

I stared at the ceiling above me, slowly letting myself slip into a pool of nothingness, still wondering of what I should do. After receiving that message, I had literally went haywire at the thought of him possibly popping back into my life but I didn't let myself break down in front of Jeon Jungkook, not wanting to burden him.

 

Few seconds after receiving that message, I had fled away from the building while asking for Jungkook's help to explain to the others that I had something urgent to do. Thankfully, Jungkook didn't ask anything further and only nodded in understanding.

 

Unfortunately, Yoongi and Taehyung were not very understanding in that matter as they were surprised by my sudden exit from the building and abruptly called me several times until I answered, demanding for a further explanation so, I gave them a very lame excuse.

 

I told them that I had a sudden major headache, slipping a fake groan here and there as I talked to them. Good thing, they bought the lie or I would have to pull out something more embarrassing. Well, it was something along the lines of me having a major headache because of a natural occurences that only happens for girls. Sighing, I tossed and my bed as I thought of the person who was sending me messages, making the bed creaking very loudly that it even made me annoyed for interrupting my own train of thought. It was a good thing that Taehyung made a decision to let me have the room by myself for tonight, thinking that I had a very bad case of a headache.

 

Now, back to the guy who had came back from the past to scare the living daylights of me.

 

I'll be honest with you.

 

It's frightening for me an-

 

My eyes glanced towards the nightstand where my phone lighted up, wanting my full attention on it in the darkness of the night and I finally resorted to go through the storm with reading his messages. Sighing, I reached out for my phone, pushing on a button and the screen lighted up, showing my notifications. With bulging eyes and a gaping mouth, I proceed to look at the notifications the second time to make sure I was not mistaking it for someone else. Seems like bad luck was on my side this time because all of it only came from one person.

 

10 missed calls...

 

30 unread messages...

 

Another sigh escape from my parted lips, a big burden weighing on my shoulders as I tried to figure out a solution but none come to my mind. All I could think of how desperate I was, to run away from the reality of having a guy who was living in his own reality. Trying to calm myself with taking deep breaths, I finally forced myself to read some of the unread messages and I couldn't help but snuggle more into my star shaped pillow, wanting any kind of protection. Any reassurance but there was none of it and I braced myself for the worst by myself.

 

From : Bad Past

Sweet cheeks, just letting you know that I'm in Seoul right now ;)

 

From : Bad Past

I also dyed my hair to your favorite colour, mint. 

 

From : Bad Past

This , just found your best friend's facebook account and he dyed his hair to the same color as mine.

 

From : Bad Past

You're not dating him, right ?

 

From : Bad Past

You've been waiting for me, all this years right ? Well, I'm finally back.

 

From : Bad Past

Why aren't you answering me, babe ? Sweet cheeks, call me -3-

 

From : Bad Past

Are you really still best friends with that dude? I'm really not fond of that Yoongi guy, he's pretty obnoxious to me....

 

From : Bad Past

If you want me to date you, you have to stop being friends with him.

 

From : Bad Past

I really wanna go on a date with you. <3 <3

 

From : Bad Past

You didn't forget me, right ? Of course, you wouldn't ! It's me, Kim Yeonghwan, your secret admirer.

Your one and only ;)

 

I closed my eyes in anguish and I couldn't help but have a moment of fear as I bring my right hand shakily to my lip and tear a bit of it, a habit I pick up whenever I felt anxious over something.  A tear slid out from my eye, one of the tears that I was trying to hold on but failed miserably after remembering an old memory that I used to cherish with him,

 

Kim freaking Yeonghwan.

 

He used to be such a good friend but then, why did he neeeded to make things awkward between us.

 

Why did he had to do something that I would never understand even if, I tried ?

 

I closed my eyes again, clueless of how I needed to react to this but I couldn't. I was scared of any consequences that could happen. It needs to be handled quietly without my brother, Yoongi, Eunji and Jungkook freaking over it.

 

But the problem was, How?

 

Worrying my lower lip as I ruffled my hair in frustration, I stared back at the ceiling, my eyelids were slowly closing on me. It was crazy to be honest. Just when I thought, I could have a break from college and problems, another problem pop up. The problem happened to be Kim Yeonghwan and I wasn't sure how to react to him after several years of avoiding him as well as changing my number numerous times. My family and Yoongi had almost questioned as to why I was changing my number so much at that time but, Yeonghwan had stopped bothering me all of the sudden.

 

I was relieved at that time but, I never knew he would come to haunt me again.

 

"Why, now?" I murmured with tears falling onto my cheeks as I muffled my voice, not wanting to attract any attention from Taehyung who was sleeping outside. I finally slept with a heavy heart and tears decorating my face.

 

***

 

I walked out of the police station, my shoulders feeling heavier than ever as I bumped into people, earning ugly glares as I walked passed them. Tears slowly b in my eyes, hindering my line of vision, crouching in front of the police station as I thought back to the conversation I had with one of the policeman.

 

"I'm sorry, Miss Saera but you don't have enough proof to request a harrassment prevention order,"

 

"But I feel unsafe knowing he can be near to me. Isn't that enough ?"

 

"I'm sorry, miss but South Korea don't go by that law,"

 

"How come that's not enough ?" I croaked out a question to no one in particular as a tear fell. All of the sudden, I fell to ground when someone accidentally shoved me. I only sighed, not even caring if the person even bothered to say sorry as well and I couldn't care less to be honest. Dusting away the dust from my shirt and jeans, I stood up again and breathed in slowly with eyes closed.

 

I felt hopeless at the moment.

 

My phone vibrated, signaling someone was calling and I quickly got it out from the pocket of my jeans, glancing to the caller's id. My heart throbbed at the name.

 

It was Kim Taehyung, my brother.

 

I stared for it awhile as it vibrated in my hand, waiting for it to die down, wanting to clear my throat so that, I didn't sound like I was just crying before and waited for him to call me again.

 

Faking a smile, I finally answered the call with a chirpy voice, "Hey, oppa," Taehyung scoffed while I could hear people laughing in the background, having the time of their life.

 

My heart felt heavy all over again.

 

How could I ruin this for all of them ?

 

Even Eunji was busy helping her family in Busan happily, repairing her old broken bond with her entire family.

 

"Hey, baby sister. All of us are getting out to eat. Where are you ? Yoongi wants to pick you up on the way to the restaurant," My brother said and my body stiffened as I looked around cautiously, my legs walking towards an empty spot, wanting some privacy.

 

"It's okay, oppa. I'll go to you guys." I said, adding another fake laugh at the end.

 

"Whatever suits your plate, sis. By the way, did you found the book you wanted to buy ?" He asked and I leaned away from the phone for a moment when, music was blasting a bit too loud at first. I glanced at the papers in my hand, the screenshots of the messages Yeonghwan sent to me and scrunched it into a small ball.

 

I sighed, "Maybe next time. I didn't have luck this time," I murmured and throw the small ball into a trash can near me. Taehyung faked a whine for me while the others yelled from behind saying, 'don't cry, Kim Saera,'. I smiled, feeling good for awhile as I genuinely laughed at them. 

 

Shoving my left hand into one of the pocket of my jeans, I tilted my head as I asked, "So, where do you wanna meet ?"

 

***

 

I was happy that I was friends with them but I was sad at the same time as well since, Eunji was not here. I was the only girl here, sadly. Well, I finally got to meet Yoongi's bandmates officially and they are such kind people unlike, Min Yoongi. I had said sorry to them for leaving the building before meeting them officially and they were so cool about it except for my brother and Yoongi. 

 

"So, Namjoon and Hoseok.. How did you guys end up meeting with Yoongi, here ?" I asked them curiously while swinging my arm over Yoongi's shoulder, bringing him closer to me as he showed a naughty smirk at me.

 

"Are you still surprised that I have friends, beautiful ?"

 

He asked me, making me go silent for a moment, acting as if I was thinking very hard with a both of my hands cupping my cheeks innocently.

 

"Well, you are pretty anti-social, sprinkles," I uttered quickly, garnering laughter from the others except for Min Yoongi who was scowling at me, showing that he was offended by my remark.

 

Namjoon brushed away a tear from laughing too much before saying anything, "Saera is right, though. Hyung is really grouchy when I first met him. I'm just glad that I was meeting Yoongi hyung with Hoseok or I might just peed myself,"

 

The tall lad joked and earned a groan of embarrassment from my best friend as I swing my arm over his shoulders again, teasing him with a funny face.

 

"I was not grouchy,"

 

Yoongi snapped childishly and in return, he received a retort from me and my brother that made everyone bursted into more laughter.

 

"Yeah, just grumpy," 

 

I laughed with all of them again but froze for a second when, I felt the phone in my jeans vibrated. Worrying my lower lip, I finally opened the phone and read the message very discreetly, under the table.

 

From : Bad Past

I really miss you, sweet cheeks. Can we meet ?

 

From : Beautiful World

Stop bothering me, Kim Yeonghwan. 

 

"Hey, gorgeous," Jungkook whispered into my ear and I quickly pushed a button on my phone, making the screen of the phone dark and I awkwardly answered him back, turning my face towards him.

 

Wrong move, maybe. 

 

"Hey, yo-" My voice squaked at the distance between the both of us, our lips inches apart and his eyes were trained at my lips and I was doing the same thing as well.

 

"Hahah, we should totally make a nickname for you to call me," Jungkook laughed as he said it, his breath hitting my lips as my cheeks went red from the mere contact.  I looked away and played with the food in my plate.

 

"Like what ?" I said passively with my hand trying to fork a pea in my plate but, another fork was getting into my plate, forking the pea perfectly and feed it to me. 

 

Jungkook laughed as he put his fork down. He smiled, his eyes turned into beautiful crescents and I stared at him in awe while munching on the pea, "Oh, I don't know. How about darling ? Or oppa ?" I almost spitted out the munched pea at Hoseok who was sitting opposite to me while Jungkook grinned, propping his face over his hands.

 

"I'm older than you, right ?"

 

"Well yeah, we're only a few days apart though," I answered and Jungkook made a sad face at me.

 

"23 days to be precise. Yes or no ?" Jungkook said playfully and I rolled my eyes as I answered him, "No. How's your right eye by the way ?" My eyes scanned his right eye and the bruise was barely visible. He might've used BB cream to cover it.

 

Jungkook pouted, shoving his face nearer to mine and I leaned back a bit, almost bumping into Yoongi, "It still hurts a bit but all is well. I just need to put on some BB cream to cover it but, I think it'll heal even more if you kissed the bruise away,"  He said flirtily and I just laughed it off while shoving his face away, being mindful of his bruise.

 

"You're crazy,"

 

"Crazy for you ~" He speaked in a sing-song manner. I chuckled again but froze in the middle when I felt my phone vibrated again and I faked a smile at Jungkook, showing the new message I got. He cutely nodded at me in understanding and talked with Namjoon and Hoseok while I slowly sighed without nobody noticing me.

 

From : Bad Past

Date me then :)

 

From : Beautiful World

It's a no, Kim Yeonghwan. Stop bothering me or I'm gonna report you to the police.

 

From : Bad Past

I'm not stupid, Kim Saera. I know how our country's law works and I'm very sure you don't have enough proof.

 

"I do," I said out lout all of the sudden, dread washing over me and tears slowly gathered in my eyes. I was feeling frustrated with Kim Yeonghwan. My head glanced upwards, all eyes were on me but I couldn't be bothered. I was only thinking of Kim Yeonghwan and his annoying messages.

 

When will he understand that I don't belong to him ?

 

"Pardon ?" Namjoon asked politely and I quickly faked a laugh, earning even more worried looks from all of them.

 

I slowly wiped away a tear, "Oops, sorry. I was just daydreaming. Sorry, guys," I tried to make it as if it was nothing but, Yoongi and Taehyung saw through me while, the others just laughed awkwardly, not sure how to react.

 

"Beautiful, could we have a talk outside ?" Yoongi mumbled under his breath before standing up and got out from the restaurant with me trailing behind me, tears threatening to spill as I let my head fell, my hair covering my face.

 

"What -" I cut him off from talking by jumping into his arms as he stumbled backwards a bit, surprised from the skin contact as well as the tears that were seeping into his shirt, making it wet. I was crying in Yoongi's arms and it felt so good to let it out for a moment. I was so stressed with how to deal Kim Yeonghwan and I just needed a hug to know that everything was alright. 

 

"Just hug me and don't ask anything," I mumbled against his chest, my voice muffled. I could feel him sighing over my hair as he slowly my hair.

 

"You'll tell me when it gets bigger ?" I nodded in reply and brought my arms around his waist, our embrace became even more tighter.

 

He my hair even more with the other hand my back, "Just wanted to know that, beautiful," He mumbled more and stregthened his arms around me even more when Yoongi felt me sobbing even harder.

 

The mint haired boy sighed, kissing the crown of my head while embracing me in his arms, "Just cry, beautiful. I'm here for you,"

 

 

 

 

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Jaslynn #1
Chapter 5: What why such perfection in this Sweet like Suga guy!!!
nfs_95 #2
Chapter 6: okay
m betting on yoongi at this moment!!
kookssi #3
Chapter 43: whats wrong with yoongi :(
pastelyoghurt
#4
Chapter 42: OMFG YEAHHHHHH <3
kookssi #5
Chapter 41: finally :')
emi_martini #6
Chapter 40: I think this story is absolutely amazing. You have done a wonderful job as an author and i know for sure that you will continue to do a wonderful job! Thank you for always putting your best foot forward even when it is a bit tough for you to do so. Keep up the good work and I look forward to your next update.
kookssi #7
Chapter 40: I'm sorry because I always read your story without left a comment on it. I'm am very sorryyyy . Cheer up authornim. I always support your story . You know , every person beautiful with smile on it? :) Cheer up!
pastelyoghurt
#8
Chapter 39: dont delete it ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Noobynoobster #9
Chapter 39: I'm so sorry that you're suffering right now :( I'm not good with providing any sort of advice, hence, all I shall say, whatever is okay for me. I can understand your situation (I've kinda been through it)
reithelostone #10
wow i never thought that someone else uses 2 chapsticks like me but LOL this is gonna be a fun story