Chapter 19

Chanmi POV

After the eventful practice, I went back to my house. I think of all the things that happened today.

Baek-oppa likes Chan-oppa. But, Chan-oppa promised me he will help to get us together. Does it mean Chan-oppa doesn’t like Baek-oppa that way? If Chan-oppa also likes Baek-oppa, what should I do? Can I be selfish and take Baek-oppa away from him? No. If they like each other, I should probably give up.

 I sigh and close my eyes trying to rest my mind for a while.

I have been thrown away once. My real parents give up on me once while he has the love from our parent for his whole life. I am struggling to live once; I can’t even play outside during my childhood. Should I be selfish for just this once?

My mind is a mess now. On one hand, I believe people who love each other should be together. But, on the other hand, I can’t let go of Baek-oppa. I should stop thinking about it now. My phone rings and I take it out from my bag to check who is calling at this time. It is Chan-oppa.

“Hello, oppa.”

“Chanmi-ah, how are you doing? How is your training?”

“I’m fine oppa. The training is good.” No, it is annoying.

“I don’t have time to check you out at SM, so I just want to make sure that my favorite sister is alright. You didn’t have any problem with other trainees or senior right? Some of them might be troublesome, you know?”

“You only have one sister, of course I am your favorite. And I can manage it oppa. Don’t worry. But, are you guys really that busy? I heard EXO don’t have any schedule next week. So I was thinking to maybe have lunch together next week? It would be an honor for EXO-L like me to have lunch with EXO members.” I ask nervously. Actually, the one I really want to meet is only Baek-oppa. But, better everyone than no one.

“Sorry Chanmi-ah. Next week all of us are going to Jeju.”

“Really? I never been to Jeju before. Can I come oppa? Nae?”

“You want to come? Of course you can. But, is it okay for you to miss out a week of practice?”

“Really? Thank you oppa!!! Of course there will be no problem. So, who else will be there?”

“Yeah. I will come to get you next Monday morning. We can go together from there. Aside from E