In Search of Meaning

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Hakyeon is an ordinary veterinarian who has recently moved from the city to a small town in the country in order to start over after a horrible break up with his fiance. On the night after opening his new clinic, he gets lost in the woods on the way home and comes across a wounded man lying unconscious on the forest floor. But as soon as he tries to help him, Hakyeon discovers that the man is sporting two wolf ears and a tail to match.

Wonsik is a young musician who works at a music store and is dating Jaehwan who struggles to hold onto a job. One day, Jaehwan disappears after going to a job interview leaving Wonsik to search their city desperately. Two weeks after his disappearance, a grief-stricken Wonsik recieves a call from a woman in the country who claims to have seen Jaehwan wandering in her town. With newfound hope, Wonsik rushes to countryside only to find that his lover has lost all of his memory. But what disturbs Wonsik even more are the two new feathery appendages on his boyfriend's back.

Sanghyuk is a college student working three part time jobs in order to pay for his tuition. One night after work, he finds a beautiful stranger collapsed in an alleyway. He takes the man to his house to nurse him back to health, but he quickly learns that there's more to him than meets the eye. 

Foreword

Okay, so I'm still new to writing fanfiction, and I hope this doesn't turn out too badly. I have no idea where this story came from or where it's going to go, but I'm gonna write it anyways. XD This is a sci-fi story that is also my first romance, which means I'm pretty sure there will be NO . I'm going to try to keep it PG-13 here people, so if your looking for something hot and steamy, then this is not the place. (Unless somewhere along the way I find the courage to unleash my erted fantasies...) Anyways, I apologize if my writing is tacular or if I don't update regularly. It would also be very helpful if you would be so kind as to grace me with your feedback, both positive and negative. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK! I can't stress enough how much I want people to tell me what they think I could improve on or if they have suggestions for my story. Silent readers will be the death of me!

Welp, I guess that's all I have to say for this foreword. So without further ado, let's get this thing rolling! 

~Update 6/20/2016: Hehehe, so the whole 'NO ' thing didn't happen. It didn't turn out as PG-13 as I thought it would be. (Sorry, not sorry)

However, this fanfic is still focused on plot and character development, so don't expect it to have tons of .

~Update 8/24/2016: I thought I'd add that there are also minor pairings that will be mentioned in this fic, such as Jongkey, 2min, and Kaisoo. There may be more as the story goes, but I don't know :p

While this story is clearly Vixx-centered, I do also take time to develop and go into detail with minor characters and ships, because that's just how I am. I am not fond of empty characters that are just there for the heck of it. In my opinion, all characters that are introduced in a story should have some sort of purpose, no matter how small. Each character that appears in this fic is meant to enhance the story, and bring it to life. So, bare with me if you dislike having to read about characters other than the main ones. However, if you're one of those people who is a part of multiple fandoms, like myself, and enjoys reading fics that are a Kpop cocktail, then I think you'll enjoy this one. :)

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Kasou9 #1
Chapter 46: Hi i know its been a long time since you wrote this but anyway...i understand that you are no longer a starlight its sad but things like that hapoen to every fan ..... i also know that a lot of people love this story just like me and honestly i really want a happy ending for this the main reason is jonghyun because i only started reading this this week and when i first saw his name i was really sad he was in the fic then i realised you wrote this in 2015 _2016 and as the story went on i couldn't help but somehow just wish this would end happily because jonghyun is alive here and he gets to live and be happy in the end idk its weird to think that way but i felt glad he was in the fic and i was grateful to you but like
Dont remove him please it would be too sad at least like this remember him from time to time ppl will remember him while reading this fic i would really want to see the rest of the fic but its your choice after all and in case you dont finish it i still wanna thank you for the story it was lovely and thank you for sharing our love for vixx and shinee even if it ended somehow ♡
BlingBlingTiger #2
Chapter 46: I think you need to do what you feel is best for you. We all need time to grieve and come to terms with what happened. I cried for days when I got the news and it feels like a part of me has been ripped away. I understand you not wanting to continue with him as a character in the story.
As for VIXX... Everyone has different opinions and ways of seeing things and dealing with situations...personally, when I see them exhausted and struggling, I worry about them, I want to lift some of the burden somehow. I want to tell them to rest and take care of themselves, but I also want to tell them to keep doing their best. I believe that VIXX and Starlights are a unit together and that it's our job to support and encourage each other. I love them all so, so much and their well-being (physically, mentally and emotionally) is of the utmost importance to me and so I worry a lot but I am also immensely proud of them. They always do their best and work hard to be the best that they can be while showing their appreciation for Starlights and I find that really admirable. Even exhausted, they give it their all to show their fans something amazing because they love Starlights and their passion for what they do is boundless. Seeing their determination despite the difficulties they face just makes me love them even more. To be honest, I could never abandon them like that. Leaving them because they were tired... is not a good reason. It's a shame that you couldn't grasp the immense effort they put in to show you a good performance.
Do what you want with the story and don't continue if you really can't, but please try to be more understanding of others in the future. We are all human beings and it is imperative to remember that they are humans too.
SuperShinee2pm2ne1 #3
Chapter 46: I think you should still continue writing the story. Though I understand the point about Jonghyun and with that I think you can 3 things with his character. The 1st option is to keep writing it with him in it, 2nd option is to exchange someone from another group with him and take the time to rewrite his parts to fit said new character and the 3rd option is to remove home out of the story completely. I personally would be sad if you take his character out but it's not my story to say any of the final stuff regarding the story. What ever you end up doing I'll respect it.
lunaticJTW #4
Chapter 1: Whoa Taek calm ur
shuzyah #5
Chapter 46: I am fine with not reading Jonghyun in the story for the time being, as it will hurt for the fans, and it will be tough for you too since you are questioning it. As for supporting VIXX.. considering what happen to Jonghyun, everyone r humans, including VIXX & yourself. If u need to stop the story, or keep it on hitaus, or continue, it is totally up to u, and i will support u & respect ur decision.
JungHyunRi #6
Chapter 46: Hi authornim.. Finally u are back.. Or atleast have inform ur whereabouts..
1stly.. I am very agree with ChaYuume comment bellow..
Its up to u.. If u want to resume this story or not.. If u alr lost interest abt this story.. Bcz If u keep write this story.. U'll feel burden in fact.. U also can't give soul to ur story..
2nd abt ur experience in VIXX concert.. Well
I have my own experience for VIXX in SEA last July.. And truth to be told as ChaYuumee said.. We can't decide that some idols not give them all to fans (I telk this not only in name of VIXX but every idol in general)
Yepp u must be known that before VIXX have a concert at ur country, they alr had many scheduled they done.. And don't u think they stamina and energy almost zero? But they keep their scheduled over ur country.. If that not a way of their act to show Starlight Canada how they really appreciate ur invite?

Truth be told.. I alr attend Super Show concert in my countries for 5 times.. And the 2 times I attend were SS4 when they held 3 days a row in my country.. And they seriously exhausted at the 2nd day (1st day I attend the concert) And when I attended the last days (I atrended the 2nd and 3rd days).. They looked so hype and excited.. Maybe bcz that day is their last so they could rest.. And they really gave their all out energy in the final days..

Its humanly abt idol tho..

So If u seriously thinking,u couldn't be a starlight anymore just bcz of ur 1st experience,, well sorry to say.. Im a little bit disappointes with ur fell tho.. Huhu..

If u told them not give their all just bcz of ur guessing abt they weren't as excited as the fans there.. Its not wise for them too.. ㅠㅠ
Sorry..
edrylla_Dya #7
Chapter 46: I love this story. I love it's character. I hope the characters stays until the end. But if it's hard for you, I can understand. Thank you for your hard work author-nim

In the light of Jonghyun's passing and in the light of your experience to VIXX concert. Shinee is forever one of my favourite group. They're the second one after tvxq. When I love a group, that's mean no picking biases because I love them all. It tattered me very much, as a person who's much less experiencing the same mental illness. He could have a better future but maybe this is the best for him. And VIXX is, we can see from their schedule how packed it is. Entertaining people seem easy because we're watching without experiencing. Somehow, I hope you still love them the same.

-for we're neither immortal nor invincible-
verse2wo #8
Chapter 46: While I would like for this story to continue, I understand why you would want to stop.
In light of recent events, it would be a different story without Jonghyun.
I wish you well and support whatever choices you make.
ChaYuume #9
Hello~!☆
So, first of all...
Your story is one of the best I ever read, the suspense and all were really... Overwhelming?
Anyway thank for writing such a story.
But, if you feels like you can't continue to write it, I think we can all understand it.
It's true that only you knows what future you had reserved to the characters of this story, and with Jonghyun's passing, I understand that it's harder, knowing also what the story is about.
Whether we are fans or not, it affect us all. We all knows who Shinee are, their songs, they had a major impact on kpop.
Even if it's in different ways, even if we dont have the same way to cope with that, to mourn, or whatsoever, it'll leave an impact on all of us.
(It's still a sensible point, I'll move on...)

Secondly, concerning your experience at VIXX's concert.... Well...They are humans.
You can't expect idols to always give it their all when they are exhausted or feels down, even if they are trying it could also not works sometimes. You can't say that they dont care for their fans, not after all they do FOR their fans. Even over their exhaustion, Idols gives you a good performance, even if they're feeling down or aren't in the mood, they take over themselves.
Say, when you are exhausted, are you in a state where you can do anything else aside from resting?
So why would it be different for idols, they are not robots. They push themselves and push their problem asides for the sake of their carreer. For the sake of their own health. The recent situation is sadly the proof of that.
You don't know what is really happening in their lives, they all have their own problems, whichever idol it can be.
And, with all that we know about Korea's idol industry,...

With all of that said, if you lost your motivation over this concert experience and the loss of Jonghyun; if you don't want to continue this story, I think that it's better to just stop it there (even if, I'm sure, we would have liked a proper ending).
In the end, its your story, we are your readers; as long as you feels good with your decision, we must respect it.

Thanks for your hard work~*
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