Author's Note
In Search of MeaningHello everyone, I know it has been a while. The reason I am writing this today is to ask you a single question:
Should I continue In Search of Meaning?
For a while now I have lacked motivation to write this story, and it is time for me to be completely honest. I no longer consider myself a Starlight. About a year and a half ago, I saw VIXX live in Canada with my sister. They did a spectacular job, and their performance was amazing. However, as I watched them perform I could tell right away that they were exhausted. Even more so, I could tell they did not enjoy being there nearly as much as we did. In fact, it felt like they couldn't bring themselves to genuinely care for their audience that night. A concert just isn't any good if the performer isn't as into it as the audience is. I didn't feel that close connection between artist and fan(s) like I thought I would. As much as I hate to admit it, that experience completely changed my view of them. I still care for them, they will always be the first group I ever stanned, but I just can't bring myself to feel that same amount of love I had before that concert.
Now, onto the second, and probably obvious point: Kim Jonghyun passed away recently.
Jonghyun was an incredible artist, and an amazing human being. He was an inspiration to so many people, including myself. His passing has left me completely at a loss for words, and utterly heartbroken. Right now, for me to con
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