Bad Wolf

In Search of Meaning
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"Yes, sir," D.O spoke into the phone cheerfully, heart-shaped smile in full bloom. "I'll be sure to pass the message on to Mr. Lee. Thank you, again, for your generous donation. If you are not busy tonight, Mr. Lee would like to personally treat you to a fine meal at Pierre Gagnaire à Séoul." He paused for a moment to listen to what the man on the other end had to say, and his smile faltered slightly. "No, sir, I'm afraid it will only be the Director who will accompany you, for I am far too busy." He bowed his head a little as if the man was right in front of him, "You flatter me, sir. Mr. Lee will contact you later to confirm the details. Have a good day, sir. Au Revoir."

He chuckled as he pulled the phone away from his ear, and as soon as he set it down on the receiver, his smile switched to a scowl, "Vous avez le corps d'un chien et le QI d'un enfant de cinq ans." 

"Woah," Kai commented as he entered the office, and laid files on D.O's desk. "Who has the body of a dog and IQ of a five year old?"

D.O waved his hand nonchalantly as rested his feet onto his desk, "Just some wealthy old fart the Director ered into donating a load of money to SM." He jerked his chin up at Kai, "What about you? What took you so long to get here? It's not a long walk from the Records Room."

Kai shrugged, "I got held up by Kyuhyun on the way."

"Really? What were you two talking about that added an extra," he glanced at the clock on the wall, "ten minutes to your walk?"

"Nothing much," Kai said as he sat down on the left edge of D.O's desk. "He just gave me the whole spiel about not betraying the company over personal feelings."

"Let me guess," D.O brought his feet down, and leaned forward in his chair. "You told him about your mixed feelings regarding Jinki." Kai nodded, and the older man sighed, "You're just too soft for this line of work, Jongin."

"I know, 'Soo," Kai agreed with a frown, having had this conversation multiple times with his co-worker. "But, you know why I can't just quit."

D.O wheeled his chair closer to Kai in order to take one of his hands into both of his own, "Yeah, yeah. You want to make your father proud, and uphold the family reputation, blah, blah, blah." He rubbed soothing circles into the back of Kai's hand with his thumb, and said, "In my opinion, you should just stick it to them, and come with me to the States. We could get married, and have a future, a life, together without anyone saying otherwise. Forget about your crappy family, and this damn lab. You know I have connections, connections that'll help us disappear. Just say the word, Jongin, and we're gone."

"Kyungsoo," Kai exhaled shakily, and looked down at D.O with watery eyes, "I can't. As much as I want to, I can't just abandon my family."

D.O pressed his lips together, and nodded in understanding, "Of course, because you're too soft. Come here, and give me a kiss." He motioned for Kai to scooch closer, and the younger obliged as he moved so that he was sitting directly in front of D.O. Cupping the nape of his neck with both of his small hands, D.O pulled Kai down into a chaste kiss. 

When they separated, Kai asked, "Shouldn't we have closed the door before doing this?"

"Oh, yeah. Here," D.O smirked, and waved his left hand at the door. Kai looked over his shoulder to watch the wood door close and lock itself. "Done."

He looked back at D.O accusingly, "You're wearing the ring again, aren't you?"

"Yep," the older grinned up at him as he wiggled the fingers of his left hand, one of which was donning a metal ring with a line of circuitry banding its center. He waved his hand again, and all the blinds on the windows next to the door closed, blocking anyone from seeing inside.

Kai groaned, "'Soo, it's supposed to stay locked up in the warehouse, especially since it's a prototype. How many times do we need to go over this?"

"Oh, come on. I know it turns you on whenever I use it. Besides," he grinned devilishly as he curled his fingers like he was holding an invisible pole. "How can I resist having the ability to touch you whenever I want to?"

Kai gasped when D.O moved his hand in an upward motion, and he clutched onto the elder's wrist, "Stop. Not here."

D.O chuckled at the adorable blush spreading on Kai's face, "Aw, so cute."

Glaring down at the shorter man, Kai replied firmly, "I'm not cute. You're the squishy one, here." He emphasized his words by pinching D.O's cheeks, causing the older to grimace and return the glare. 

"Yeah, a squishy Satan if you don't let go," D.O threatened, and Kai heeded the warning, letting his hands fall to his lap with a smirk on his lips.

"Seriously, though, I'm not in the mood for office ," Kai stated. "As tempting as it is, I don't want a repeat of what happened last time."

"Haha!" D.O barked a laugh at the memory. "Oh, the look on Suho's face was priceless."

"Sorry, I didn't see it over my life-altering, apocalyptic embarrassment," the younger deadpanned.

D.O only laughed harder, "Hey, at least you were the one topping then."

At that moment, the phone sitting at the opposite corner of the desk started ringing, and D.O groaned as he moved away from Kai to answer it. After saying a curt 'Hello', D.O's eyes widened as he looked over at Kai.

"Yeah, we'll be right down," D.O said into the phone before hanging up.

"What's going on?" Kai asked as he hopped down from the desk.

The shorter man stood up, and straightened his black jacket, "We're called to be on standby for Cage 3. There's going to be a match in 20 minutes, between Leo and Bad Wolf."

Kai's expression mimicked D.O's when the older answered the phone, "You're ting me."

"I wish I was," D.O responded as he started towards the door. "Now, come on. Let's go get the stun guns from the armory. I'm pretty sure we're gonna need the maximum strength ones."

 

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Leo's ears drooped as he was being led away from the hospital wing, through the familiar white hallways of the lab. His hands were cuffed in front of him, and there were eight suits escorting him; four walking in front, and four trailing behind. As soon as the doctors deemed him perfectly fine, the suits came to take him away. To his dismay, he knew where they were going, for there was no other reason to have so many guards with him.

They're going to make me fight, again, Leo thought dreadfully. 

I wonder who....

They came to a stop in front of a large elevator, and as soon as the doors opened they all filed in. Leo turned around to face the front of the elevator, and glanced over the shoulders clad in black standing between him and his way out. Even though he knew there was no way he could actually escape them, he liked to daydream about multiple ways he would do it. He even zoned out during the brief 30 seconds it took for the lift to descend to their desired floor.

I'd hook my cuffed hands around this guy's neck, Leo imagined the scene, eyeing the man standing in front of him.

Then, I'd pull back as hard as I can in order to either choke him, or break his neck. While doing this, I'd turn us both in a circle, so that I can kick away the guards standing behind me while simultaneously using the first guy as a shield.  

Or, even better, if I just got a hold of one of their stun guns- scratch that, it's my daydream, so let's make it a real gun- and I'd slowly take them all out one by one. By the time the elevator comes to a stop, all of them would be lying on the floor; dead, or passed out.

Ding!

The elevator jerked to a halt, and the doors opened; the small smirk that grew on Leo's face during his dreaming vanished as he realized all the suits were perfectly fine.

Tsk....

With a heavy heart, he followed the deplorable men out and into the familiar concrete corridor that always promised pain. Along the hall were many metal doors, built for withstanding the force of a nuclear bomb. However, they weren't meant for keeping enemies out, but to keep the subjects in. Leo has heard the suits and scientists refer to the rooms as "cages", and he thinks they were right to label them as such. 

They arrived at the end of the hall, where the largest cage was. One of the suits stepped forward, and pressed his security badge against the scanner to the right of the doorway. With a beep, the heavy metal barrier slowly sank down until it disappeared into the floor. 

Leo dug his heels into the tile floor as two suits grabbed him by the shoulders, and dragged him across the threshold to toss him into the large room. Like most rooms in the lab, the walls were white. However, what made the cages different were the dirt covered floors, making the small spaces into mini arenas. 

The wolf man fell onto his hands and knees, or more like his elbows and knees for his hands were still

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Kasou9
#1
Chapter 46: Hi i know its been a long time since you wrote this but anyway...i understand that you are no longer a starlight its sad but things like that hapoen to every fan ..... i also know that a lot of people love this story just like me and honestly i really want a happy ending for this the main reason is jonghyun because i only started reading this this week and when i first saw his name i was really sad he was in the fic then i realised you wrote this in 2015 _2016 and as the story went on i couldn't help but somehow just wish this would end happily because jonghyun is alive here and he gets to live and be happy in the end idk its weird to think that way but i felt glad he was in the fic and i was grateful to you but like
Dont remove him please it would be too sad at least like this remember him from time to time ppl will remember him while reading this fic i would really want to see the rest of the fic but its your choice after all and in case you dont finish it i still wanna thank you for the story it was lovely and thank you for sharing our love for vixx and shinee even if it ended somehow ♡
BlingBlingTiger
#2
Chapter 46: I think you need to do what you feel is best for you. We all need time to grieve and come to terms with what happened. I cried for days when I got the news and it feels like a part of me has been ripped away. I understand you not wanting to continue with him as a character in the story.
As for VIXX... Everyone has different opinions and ways of seeing things and dealing with situations...personally, when I see them exhausted and struggling, I worry about them, I want to lift some of the burden somehow. I want to tell them to rest and take care of themselves, but I also want to tell them to keep doing their best. I believe that VIXX and Starlights are a unit together and that it's our job to support and encourage each other. I love them all so, so much and their well-being (physically, mentally and emotionally) is of the utmost importance to me and so I worry a lot but I am also immensely proud of them. They always do their best and work hard to be the best that they can be while showing their appreciation for Starlights and I find that really admirable. Even exhausted, they give it their all to show their fans something amazing because they love Starlights and their passion for what they do is boundless. Seeing their determination despite the difficulties they face just makes me love them even more. To be honest, I could never abandon them like that. Leaving them because they were tired... is not a good reason. It's a shame that you couldn't grasp the immense effort they put in to show you a good performance.
Do what you want with the story and don't continue if you really can't, but please try to be more understanding of others in the future. We are all human beings and it is imperative to remember that they are humans too.
SuperShinee2pm2ne1 #3
Chapter 46: I think you should still continue writing the story. Though I understand the point about Jonghyun and with that I think you can 3 things with his character. The 1st option is to keep writing it with him in it, 2nd option is to exchange someone from another group with him and take the time to rewrite his parts to fit said new character and the 3rd option is to remove home out of the story completely. I personally would be sad if you take his character out but it's not my story to say any of the final stuff regarding the story. What ever you end up doing I'll respect it.
lunaticJTW
#4
Chapter 1: Whoa Taek calm ur
shuzyah
#5
Chapter 46: I am fine with not reading Jonghyun in the story for the time being, as it will hurt for the fans, and it will be tough for you too since you are questioning it. As for supporting VIXX.. considering what happen to Jonghyun, everyone r humans, including VIXX & yourself. If u need to stop the story, or keep it on hitaus, or continue, it is totally up to u, and i will support u & respect ur decision.
JungHyunRi
#6
Chapter 46: Hi authornim.. Finally u are back.. Or atleast have inform ur whereabouts..
1stly.. I am very agree with ChaYuume comment bellow..
Its up to u.. If u want to resume this story or not.. If u alr lost interest abt this story.. Bcz If u keep write this story.. U'll feel burden in fact.. U also can't give soul to ur story..
2nd abt ur experience in VIXX concert.. Well
I have my own experience for VIXX in SEA last July.. And truth to be told as ChaYuumee said.. We can't decide that some idols not give them all to fans (I telk this not only in name of VIXX but every idol in general)
Yepp u must be known that before VIXX have a concert at ur country, they alr had many scheduled they done.. And don't u think they stamina and energy almost zero? But they keep their scheduled over ur country.. If that not a way of their act to show Starlight Canada how they really appreciate ur invite?

Truth be told.. I alr attend Super Show concert in my countries for 5 times.. And the 2 times I attend were SS4 when they held 3 days a row in my country.. And they seriously exhausted at the 2nd day (1st day I attend the concert) And when I attended the last days (I atrended the 2nd and 3rd days).. They looked so hype and excited.. Maybe bcz that day is their last so they could rest.. And they really gave their all out energy in the final days..

Its humanly abt idol tho..

So If u seriously thinking,u couldn't be a starlight anymore just bcz of ur 1st experience,, well sorry to say.. Im a little bit disappointes with ur fell tho.. Huhu..

If u told them not give their all just bcz of ur guessing abt they weren't as excited as the fans there.. Its not wise for them too.. ㅠㅠ
Sorry..
edrylla_Dya #7
Chapter 46: I love this story. I love it's character. I hope the characters stays until the end. But if it's hard for you, I can understand. Thank you for your hard work author-nim

In the light of Jonghyun's passing and in the light of your experience to VIXX concert. Shinee is forever one of my favourite group. They're the second one after tvxq. When I love a group, that's mean no picking biases because I love them all. It tattered me very much, as a person who's much less experiencing the same mental illness. He could have a better future but maybe this is the best for him. And VIXX is, we can see from their schedule how packed it is. Entertaining people seem easy because we're watching without experiencing. Somehow, I hope you still love them the same.

-for we're neither immortal nor invincible-
verse2wo
#8
Chapter 46: While I would like for this story to continue, I understand why you would want to stop.
In light of recent events, it would be a different story without Jonghyun.
I wish you well and support whatever choices you make.
ChaYuume
#9
Hello~!☆
So, first of all...
Your story is one of the best I ever read, the suspense and all were really... Overwhelming?
Anyway thank for writing such a story.
But, if you feels like you can't continue to write it, I think we can all understand it.
It's true that only you knows what future you had reserved to the characters of this story, and with Jonghyun's passing, I understand that it's harder, knowing also what the story is about.
Whether we are fans or not, it affect us all. We all knows who Shinee are, their songs, they had a major impact on kpop.
Even if it's in different ways, even if we dont have the same way to cope with that, to mourn, or whatsoever, it'll leave an impact on all of us.
(It's still a sensible point, I'll move on...)

Secondly, concerning your experience at VIXX's concert.... Well...They are humans.
You can't expect idols to always give it their all when they are exhausted or feels down, even if they are trying it could also not works sometimes. You can't say that they dont care for their fans, not after all they do FOR their fans. Even over their exhaustion, Idols gives you a good performance, even if they're feeling down or aren't in the mood, they take over themselves.
Say, when you are exhausted, are you in a state where you can do anything else aside from resting?
So why would it be different for idols, they are not robots. They push themselves and push their problem asides for the sake of their carreer. For the sake of their own health. The recent situation is sadly the proof of that.
You don't know what is really happening in their lives, they all have their own problems, whichever idol it can be.
And, with all that we know about Korea's idol industry,...

With all of that said, if you lost your motivation over this concert experience and the loss of Jonghyun; if you don't want to continue this story, I think that it's better to just stop it there (even if, I'm sure, we would have liked a proper ending).
In the end, its your story, we are your readers; as long as you feels good with your decision, we must respect it.

Thanks for your hard work~*