To Save a Life

In Search of Meaning
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Hakyeon rolled to the side, the wolf man landing and skidding into the wall next to him. While the wolf regained his footing, Hakyeon ran around to the other side of the metal table, hoping to put something between him and the beast. The wolf was on his hands and feet again, glaring at him before launching into the air with a snarl. As he clawed over the table, Hakyeon dove underneath back to the side with the counter. He grabbed the syringe without looking back to see if the wolf was coming at him, he knew he was. As soon as the tranquilizer was in his hand, he whirled around and felt a body collide with his, pushing his lower back into the edge of the counter top.

His eyes were closed as he waited for claws and fangs to rip his throat out, but when they never came he slowly peeked through his eyelids. The needle in Hakyeon's hand was buried deep in the wolf man's chest, and the collision forced his thumb to press on the end fitting, emptying its contents into the man's body. He looked into the wolf's eyes as they faded from a vibrant yellow to a dark brown before the man collapsed to the floor, falling into a deep sleep.

Hakyeon exhaled a deep breath he didn't realize he had been holding, and relaxed, leaning on the counter placing a hand over his rapidly beating heart.

That was too close, Hakyeon. Noted: Don't ever wake a sleeping wolf man by touching his face.

When his heart rate returned to normal he looked down at the sleeping man, and noticed that his stitches had come open and the wound was bleeding again. He hesitantly poked the toe of his shoe into the man's side, double checking to make sure he was definitely asleep. Seeing no response, Hakyeon leaned down and lifted the man back up onto the table. 

Once again, he pulled on a pair of rubber gloves and grabbed the sewing kit from the counter. He made quick work of removing the bandage and redoing the stitches, keeping his eye on the man's face for any signs of him waking. As he was tying off the last stitch he saw one of the man's eyebrows twitch, and he immediately dropped the sewing materials and bolted to the door. Hakyeon swung the door open, rushed through, and closed it behind his back panting in relief.

"Psst." He heard someone hiss from the lobby, and he turned his head to look through the entryway leading to the larger area. Through the empty frame he could see the end of the front counter, and crouching behind it was a figure of a man.

"Who-" Hakyeon was interrupted by a loud bang coming from outside.

Was that a gun shot?!

Walking into the lobby, he looked down at the stranger and realized there was a second one who looked up at him with a frightened expression. Hakyeon then glanced outside through the large windows, and his blood went cold when he saw two men in black suits walking past with guns raised in their hands. A hand grabbed his wrist, and pulled Hakyeon down to the floor to sit next to the strangers.

"Stay down." The one closest to Hakyeon whispered.

Hakyeon replied, "What the hell is going o-"

BOOM! 

Suddenly, the glass of the windows exploded into a shower of shards. The building quaked from the startling noise outside, and the three men covered their heads as glass shards rained down on them. They heard shouting from outside, and there were three more gunshots before another BOOM shook the ground beneath them.

Hakyeon dared to look around the corner of the counter, and through the empty windows he saw that the two men in suits were no longer there. However, three more appeared aiming their pistols down the sidewalk in front of the clinic. They were shouting orders to someone to 'get down' and 'freeze'. In the back of the clinic, he heard a door creak open, and in a blur the figure of the wolf man shot past them, racing across the lobby and soaring through one of the empty windows.

 

~  ~  ~

 

Hongbin's breathing came in heavy pants as he watched the three men approach him and Hyuk who was lying still in his lap. The first two men were lying face down on the pavement a block away in the middle of the street. He kept one hand pressed against the wound on Hyuk's back trying to stop the bleeding. His other hand was raised up in front of him, the center of his palm shining a bright blue light that was beginning to flicker and dim.

, I don't have enough power for another electric pulse.

He felt Hyuk stir a little in his lap, and he lowered his hand as his attention instantly shifted to the other, forgetting about the danger in front of him.

"Hyuk?" Hongbin called to the younger. "Hyukkie, are you with me?"

Hyuk lifted his chin and looked up at Hongbin, fighting to keep his eyelids from drooping. His breathing was shallow, and he winced a little every time he inhaled as if it hurt to expand his lungs.

"Hongbin..." He said almost inaudibly, his voice raspy. "Are you-" His body convulsed as a coughing fit disrupted his sentence, and blood trickled out of the corner of his mouth as he wheezed.

"Don't talk." Hongbin said shakily, looking down at the other with tears in his eyes. "Just breathe." Every time Hyuk's face contorted with pain he felt like someone's fist was reaching into his chest and squeezing the life out of his heart. "You're going to be okay. Just keep breathing."

Hongbin's grip on Hyuk tightened when he heard footsteps coming closer to them. He glared up at the three men, clenching his jaw as he prepared to fight tooth and nail to protect his friend. The armed man closest to them was about to his gun when a body sailed through the window of the building next to them, knocking him to the pavement with a loud crack.

"Leo!" Hongbin cried out in surprise.

The wolf man then leaped up to the second gunman, dodging to the right as he fired the pistol. He grabbed the man's arm and stepped forward to elbow him hard in the temple, knocking him out with a single blow. Holding the unconscious body to his chest as a shield, Leo charged at the last armed man with a vicious growl. Shoving the limp human forward, the third man stumbled as the body's weight collided with him, causing the firearm to slip from his hand. Before the suit could regain his balance Leo stepped around the mess of tangled limbs with incredible speed to stand behind him, grabbing the sides of the man's head. With a hard twist of his hands, a loud sickening crriick was heard as the gunman's neck broke in multiple places, and the two men fell to the ground unmoving.

"What the HELL is going on?!" A shout came from the clinic's front door. Leo looked over his shoulder, and recognized the shorter dark-haired male that was fuming in the doorway.

"Help!" Both heads turned towards the source of the cry.

"Hongbin!" Leo replied with a loud yet soft voice that surprised the vet, but at the sight of a bleeding Hyuk lying in the young man's lap the revelation was instantly forgotten. The two of them rushed to Hongbin's side, Hakyeon placing his hands over Hyuk's wound while Leo examined the other crying male for injuries.

"We need to get him to the hospital," Hakyeon said when he saw how critical the damage was. "Now."

"I have a car."

The three looked up at the brunette emerging from the clinic with a hunched over hoodie-wearing man in to

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Kasou9
#1
Chapter 46: Hi i know its been a long time since you wrote this but anyway...i understand that you are no longer a starlight its sad but things like that hapoen to every fan ..... i also know that a lot of people love this story just like me and honestly i really want a happy ending for this the main reason is jonghyun because i only started reading this this week and when i first saw his name i was really sad he was in the fic then i realised you wrote this in 2015 _2016 and as the story went on i couldn't help but somehow just wish this would end happily because jonghyun is alive here and he gets to live and be happy in the end idk its weird to think that way but i felt glad he was in the fic and i was grateful to you but like
Dont remove him please it would be too sad at least like this remember him from time to time ppl will remember him while reading this fic i would really want to see the rest of the fic but its your choice after all and in case you dont finish it i still wanna thank you for the story it was lovely and thank you for sharing our love for vixx and shinee even if it ended somehow ♡
BlingBlingTiger
#2
Chapter 46: I think you need to do what you feel is best for you. We all need time to grieve and come to terms with what happened. I cried for days when I got the news and it feels like a part of me has been ripped away. I understand you not wanting to continue with him as a character in the story.
As for VIXX... Everyone has different opinions and ways of seeing things and dealing with situations...personally, when I see them exhausted and struggling, I worry about them, I want to lift some of the burden somehow. I want to tell them to rest and take care of themselves, but I also want to tell them to keep doing their best. I believe that VIXX and Starlights are a unit together and that it's our job to support and encourage each other. I love them all so, so much and their well-being (physically, mentally and emotionally) is of the utmost importance to me and so I worry a lot but I am also immensely proud of them. They always do their best and work hard to be the best that they can be while showing their appreciation for Starlights and I find that really admirable. Even exhausted, they give it their all to show their fans something amazing because they love Starlights and their passion for what they do is boundless. Seeing their determination despite the difficulties they face just makes me love them even more. To be honest, I could never abandon them like that. Leaving them because they were tired... is not a good reason. It's a shame that you couldn't grasp the immense effort they put in to show you a good performance.
Do what you want with the story and don't continue if you really can't, but please try to be more understanding of others in the future. We are all human beings and it is imperative to remember that they are humans too.
SuperShinee2pm2ne1 #3
Chapter 46: I think you should still continue writing the story. Though I understand the point about Jonghyun and with that I think you can 3 things with his character. The 1st option is to keep writing it with him in it, 2nd option is to exchange someone from another group with him and take the time to rewrite his parts to fit said new character and the 3rd option is to remove home out of the story completely. I personally would be sad if you take his character out but it's not my story to say any of the final stuff regarding the story. What ever you end up doing I'll respect it.
lunaticJTW
#4
Chapter 1: Whoa Taek calm ur
shuzyah
#5
Chapter 46: I am fine with not reading Jonghyun in the story for the time being, as it will hurt for the fans, and it will be tough for you too since you are questioning it. As for supporting VIXX.. considering what happen to Jonghyun, everyone r humans, including VIXX & yourself. If u need to stop the story, or keep it on hitaus, or continue, it is totally up to u, and i will support u & respect ur decision.
JungHyunRi
#6
Chapter 46: Hi authornim.. Finally u are back.. Or atleast have inform ur whereabouts..
1stly.. I am very agree with ChaYuume comment bellow..
Its up to u.. If u want to resume this story or not.. If u alr lost interest abt this story.. Bcz If u keep write this story.. U'll feel burden in fact.. U also can't give soul to ur story..
2nd abt ur experience in VIXX concert.. Well
I have my own experience for VIXX in SEA last July.. And truth to be told as ChaYuumee said.. We can't decide that some idols not give them all to fans (I telk this not only in name of VIXX but every idol in general)
Yepp u must be known that before VIXX have a concert at ur country, they alr had many scheduled they done.. And don't u think they stamina and energy almost zero? But they keep their scheduled over ur country.. If that not a way of their act to show Starlight Canada how they really appreciate ur invite?

Truth be told.. I alr attend Super Show concert in my countries for 5 times.. And the 2 times I attend were SS4 when they held 3 days a row in my country.. And they seriously exhausted at the 2nd day (1st day I attend the concert) And when I attended the last days (I atrended the 2nd and 3rd days).. They looked so hype and excited.. Maybe bcz that day is their last so they could rest.. And they really gave their all out energy in the final days..

Its humanly abt idol tho..

So If u seriously thinking,u couldn't be a starlight anymore just bcz of ur 1st experience,, well sorry to say.. Im a little bit disappointes with ur fell tho.. Huhu..

If u told them not give their all just bcz of ur guessing abt they weren't as excited as the fans there.. Its not wise for them too.. ㅠㅠ
Sorry..
edrylla_Dya #7
Chapter 46: I love this story. I love it's character. I hope the characters stays until the end. But if it's hard for you, I can understand. Thank you for your hard work author-nim

In the light of Jonghyun's passing and in the light of your experience to VIXX concert. Shinee is forever one of my favourite group. They're the second one after tvxq. When I love a group, that's mean no picking biases because I love them all. It tattered me very much, as a person who's much less experiencing the same mental illness. He could have a better future but maybe this is the best for him. And VIXX is, we can see from their schedule how packed it is. Entertaining people seem easy because we're watching without experiencing. Somehow, I hope you still love them the same.

-for we're neither immortal nor invincible-
verse2wo
#8
Chapter 46: While I would like for this story to continue, I understand why you would want to stop.
In light of recent events, it would be a different story without Jonghyun.
I wish you well and support whatever choices you make.
ChaYuume
#9
Hello~!☆
So, first of all...
Your story is one of the best I ever read, the suspense and all were really... Overwhelming?
Anyway thank for writing such a story.
But, if you feels like you can't continue to write it, I think we can all understand it.
It's true that only you knows what future you had reserved to the characters of this story, and with Jonghyun's passing, I understand that it's harder, knowing also what the story is about.
Whether we are fans or not, it affect us all. We all knows who Shinee are, their songs, they had a major impact on kpop.
Even if it's in different ways, even if we dont have the same way to cope with that, to mourn, or whatsoever, it'll leave an impact on all of us.
(It's still a sensible point, I'll move on...)

Secondly, concerning your experience at VIXX's concert.... Well...They are humans.
You can't expect idols to always give it their all when they are exhausted or feels down, even if they are trying it could also not works sometimes. You can't say that they dont care for their fans, not after all they do FOR their fans. Even over their exhaustion, Idols gives you a good performance, even if they're feeling down or aren't in the mood, they take over themselves.
Say, when you are exhausted, are you in a state where you can do anything else aside from resting?
So why would it be different for idols, they are not robots. They push themselves and push their problem asides for the sake of their carreer. For the sake of their own health. The recent situation is sadly the proof of that.
You don't know what is really happening in their lives, they all have their own problems, whichever idol it can be.
And, with all that we know about Korea's idol industry,...

With all of that said, if you lost your motivation over this concert experience and the loss of Jonghyun; if you don't want to continue this story, I think that it's better to just stop it there (even if, I'm sure, we would have liked a proper ending).
In the end, its your story, we are your readers; as long as you feels good with your decision, we must respect it.

Thanks for your hard work~*