Into the Woods

In Search of Meaning
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Hakyeon stood in front of a small white building with a white sign hanging above the glass door saying in black elegant letters Cha's Animal Health Center. He grinned at the sign and glanced around at the empty streets surrounding him. It was still early in the morning and the sun had just risen over the horizon. Back in Seoul, the streets and sidewalks always had people going somewhere, so seeing the stillness in this small town was new to Hakyeon. 

A month ago, Hakyeon had a horrible fight with his boyfriend/fiance when he caught him cheating with the girl who worked at the front desk in the animal hospital Hakyeon was working at. When he had run out of a certain antibiotic, he went to the storage room himself to retreive more. He didn't expect to find his boyfriend making out with the pretty receptionist from downstairs, quite passionately he might add, when he opened the door.

Two weeks later, he made the decision to move out of Seoul and out to a small town called Gangsan. He figured he would try living a simpler life out in the country rather than forcing himself to survive the bussling city, dragging himself to the hospital where he would see that devil woman's face every day. So, he packed his bags, quit his job, and moved out to the sweet little town surrounded by farmlands and green forests to open up his own clinic. When he arrived, the building before him had boarded windows, chipped paint, and a bunch of junk piled high inside. It took Hakyeon two weeks to clean up the place, and now here he was finally opening it for business.

He grinned as he unlocked the front door and stepped inside the now clean little lobby. With a deep breath, he switched the 'closed' sign to 'open', and sat himself behind the counter to wait for his first patients.

 

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It was nearly five o'clock in the evening, and Hakyeon heaved a sigh as he looked at the clock hanging above the door. He knew that he shouldn't expect to be very busy on the first day, but having only three patients come in for the entire day was a little discouraging. Many people had come in, but most of them were there to just welcome Hakyeon to Gangsan and they told him how excited they were to finally have a clinic so close. Even though he was a little disappointed in his first day of business, he had to admit that talking to the locals was refreshing and pleasant.

I think I like the country life already, Hakyeon thought to himself. I wonder what tomorrow is going to be like? Will I have more patients? Should I extend the hours so I close at seven instead of five?

Just as Hakyeon locked the front door and was about to switch the sign back to 'closed', a young man came running up with a panicked look on his face. 

"Help me, please!" The young man knocked on the glass frantically with one hand using his other to hold a small fluffy body. Immediately, Hakyeon unlocked the door and swung it open for the man to enter.

"What's wrong?" Hakyeon asked as he lead the taller man to the back of the building where the examination rooms and kennels were.

"I was just watering the plants outside when I heard her yelping in the backyard. When I went to see what was up, I found her fighting with a red fox. It ran off, but she was covered in blood and I don't know where it's coming from."

He set the fluffy creature on the metal table in the center of the examination room, and Hakyeon could see blood matting multiple areas on the pomeranian's body. The small dog looked up at him and wagged her tail excitedly, showing no signs of being in pain despite the red staining her fur. Even though it looked like a lot of blood, upon further inspection Hakyeon found that there were only a few cuts and bites on the back of her neck and her legs.

"Don't worry," Hakyeon said reassuringly to the animal's owner as he cleaned the wounds. "It looks worse than what it actually is. She's only got a couple cuts and bruises, and with a few bandages and antibiotics she'll be good as new in a week or so."

The young man visibly relaxed with a sigh of relief, "Thank god. I thought she was going to die in my arms or something."

Hakyeon chuckled, "Nope. There will be no dying today." He spoke as he finished cleaning and bandaging the wounds on the pomeranian's neck and legs. "So, what's this little angel's name?"

"Amber," he replied with a smile. "Oh! I'm Sanghyuk by the way." He quickly extended his arm out for a handshake which Hakyeon gladly returned.

"Hakyeon. It's nice to meet you," he tilted his head toward the metal table, "and little Amber."

Sanghyuk chuckled, "Don't be fooled by her size. She had that fox hightailing it out of our backyard."

"Ah, so our little Amber is a fighter?" The vet scratched behind Amber's ears and the little dog closed her eyes and wagged her tail at the attention. Hakyeon leaned down so he could let her his face. "Well, let's not get into any more fights. We don't want our Amber in here too often now, do we?"

The dog suddenly yipped a high pitched bark, startling Hakyeon slightly.

"That was either a bark of agreement, or a bark of defiance." Sanghyuk said with a smile.

"I think it was the latter." Hakyeon patted Amber's head, and lifted her off the table to hand her over to Sanghyuk. "Come on. I'll give you some antibiotics, and some more bandages to take home."

The vet led the younger man to the front of the building where Hakyeon's computer and cash register remained behind the counter. Hakyeon went to the computer while Sanghyuk moved to the opposite side of the counter. He watched the vet type into his computer and then pull out a small white paper bag that rattled as it moved.

"Have Amber take a half of a pill once a day for about ten days. The pills are already halved, so you don't have to cut them." He handed Sanghyuk the bag, which the younger took with his free hand. "The bandages are also in the bag, but I'm sure you won't need to use all of them. I suggest that you change them about once or twice a day until her wounds are scabbed over. Do you have a cone at home for her to wear?"

"No. She's never needed one before." Sanghyuk answered.

Hakyeon leaned down behind the counter, opened a drawer, and brought out a transparent semi-circular sheet with velcro on two opposite edges. He stood up and walked around the counter so he could place the cone around Amber's neck.

"Usually while wounds heal they tend to itch, so she needs to wear this until they're all healed up. We don't want her scratching at and reopening them to let in infections.Then she would be in some trouble." He returned to his computer to finish typing whatever he was working on before, and when he finished he grinned at Sanghyuk. "Your total is 40,691.23 won for the antibiotics and cone."

"Really?" Sanghyuk furrowed his eyebrows slightly in confusion. "I thought it would be more than that."

"I gave you a discount since it's my first day in business." Hakyeon cheerfully explained.

"Ah, thank you so much." Sanghyuk said with a smile, and he looked down at Amber as he continued which allowed him to see the watch on his other wrist. "Amber and I really tha--- !"

Hakyeon jumped at the unexpected shout, and Sanghyuk was suddenly running to the door with the pomeranian tucked under his arm like a football. As he swung the door open, he

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Kasou9
#1
Chapter 46: Hi i know its been a long time since you wrote this but anyway...i understand that you are no longer a starlight its sad but things like that hapoen to every fan ..... i also know that a lot of people love this story just like me and honestly i really want a happy ending for this the main reason is jonghyun because i only started reading this this week and when i first saw his name i was really sad he was in the fic then i realised you wrote this in 2015 _2016 and as the story went on i couldn't help but somehow just wish this would end happily because jonghyun is alive here and he gets to live and be happy in the end idk its weird to think that way but i felt glad he was in the fic and i was grateful to you but like
Dont remove him please it would be too sad at least like this remember him from time to time ppl will remember him while reading this fic i would really want to see the rest of the fic but its your choice after all and in case you dont finish it i still wanna thank you for the story it was lovely and thank you for sharing our love for vixx and shinee even if it ended somehow ♡
BlingBlingTiger
#2
Chapter 46: I think you need to do what you feel is best for you. We all need time to grieve and come to terms with what happened. I cried for days when I got the news and it feels like a part of me has been ripped away. I understand you not wanting to continue with him as a character in the story.
As for VIXX... Everyone has different opinions and ways of seeing things and dealing with situations...personally, when I see them exhausted and struggling, I worry about them, I want to lift some of the burden somehow. I want to tell them to rest and take care of themselves, but I also want to tell them to keep doing their best. I believe that VIXX and Starlights are a unit together and that it's our job to support and encourage each other. I love them all so, so much and their well-being (physically, mentally and emotionally) is of the utmost importance to me and so I worry a lot but I am also immensely proud of them. They always do their best and work hard to be the best that they can be while showing their appreciation for Starlights and I find that really admirable. Even exhausted, they give it their all to show their fans something amazing because they love Starlights and their passion for what they do is boundless. Seeing their determination despite the difficulties they face just makes me love them even more. To be honest, I could never abandon them like that. Leaving them because they were tired... is not a good reason. It's a shame that you couldn't grasp the immense effort they put in to show you a good performance.
Do what you want with the story and don't continue if you really can't, but please try to be more understanding of others in the future. We are all human beings and it is imperative to remember that they are humans too.
SuperShinee2pm2ne1 #3
Chapter 46: I think you should still continue writing the story. Though I understand the point about Jonghyun and with that I think you can 3 things with his character. The 1st option is to keep writing it with him in it, 2nd option is to exchange someone from another group with him and take the time to rewrite his parts to fit said new character and the 3rd option is to remove home out of the story completely. I personally would be sad if you take his character out but it's not my story to say any of the final stuff regarding the story. What ever you end up doing I'll respect it.
lunaticJTW
#4
Chapter 1: Whoa Taek calm ur
shuzyah
#5
Chapter 46: I am fine with not reading Jonghyun in the story for the time being, as it will hurt for the fans, and it will be tough for you too since you are questioning it. As for supporting VIXX.. considering what happen to Jonghyun, everyone r humans, including VIXX & yourself. If u need to stop the story, or keep it on hitaus, or continue, it is totally up to u, and i will support u & respect ur decision.
JungHyunRi
#6
Chapter 46: Hi authornim.. Finally u are back.. Or atleast have inform ur whereabouts..
1stly.. I am very agree with ChaYuume comment bellow..
Its up to u.. If u want to resume this story or not.. If u alr lost interest abt this story.. Bcz If u keep write this story.. U'll feel burden in fact.. U also can't give soul to ur story..
2nd abt ur experience in VIXX concert.. Well
I have my own experience for VIXX in SEA last July.. And truth to be told as ChaYuumee said.. We can't decide that some idols not give them all to fans (I telk this not only in name of VIXX but every idol in general)
Yepp u must be known that before VIXX have a concert at ur country, they alr had many scheduled they done.. And don't u think they stamina and energy almost zero? But they keep their scheduled over ur country.. If that not a way of their act to show Starlight Canada how they really appreciate ur invite?

Truth be told.. I alr attend Super Show concert in my countries for 5 times.. And the 2 times I attend were SS4 when they held 3 days a row in my country.. And they seriously exhausted at the 2nd day (1st day I attend the concert) And when I attended the last days (I atrended the 2nd and 3rd days).. They looked so hype and excited.. Maybe bcz that day is their last so they could rest.. And they really gave their all out energy in the final days..

Its humanly abt idol tho..

So If u seriously thinking,u couldn't be a starlight anymore just bcz of ur 1st experience,, well sorry to say.. Im a little bit disappointes with ur fell tho.. Huhu..

If u told them not give their all just bcz of ur guessing abt they weren't as excited as the fans there.. Its not wise for them too.. ㅠㅠ
Sorry..
edrylla_Dya #7
Chapter 46: I love this story. I love it's character. I hope the characters stays until the end. But if it's hard for you, I can understand. Thank you for your hard work author-nim

In the light of Jonghyun's passing and in the light of your experience to VIXX concert. Shinee is forever one of my favourite group. They're the second one after tvxq. When I love a group, that's mean no picking biases because I love them all. It tattered me very much, as a person who's much less experiencing the same mental illness. He could have a better future but maybe this is the best for him. And VIXX is, we can see from their schedule how packed it is. Entertaining people seem easy because we're watching without experiencing. Somehow, I hope you still love them the same.

-for we're neither immortal nor invincible-
verse2wo
#8
Chapter 46: While I would like for this story to continue, I understand why you would want to stop.
In light of recent events, it would be a different story without Jonghyun.
I wish you well and support whatever choices you make.
ChaYuume
#9
Hello~!☆
So, first of all...
Your story is one of the best I ever read, the suspense and all were really... Overwhelming?
Anyway thank for writing such a story.
But, if you feels like you can't continue to write it, I think we can all understand it.
It's true that only you knows what future you had reserved to the characters of this story, and with Jonghyun's passing, I understand that it's harder, knowing also what the story is about.
Whether we are fans or not, it affect us all. We all knows who Shinee are, their songs, they had a major impact on kpop.
Even if it's in different ways, even if we dont have the same way to cope with that, to mourn, or whatsoever, it'll leave an impact on all of us.
(It's still a sensible point, I'll move on...)

Secondly, concerning your experience at VIXX's concert.... Well...They are humans.
You can't expect idols to always give it their all when they are exhausted or feels down, even if they are trying it could also not works sometimes. You can't say that they dont care for their fans, not after all they do FOR their fans. Even over their exhaustion, Idols gives you a good performance, even if they're feeling down or aren't in the mood, they take over themselves.
Say, when you are exhausted, are you in a state where you can do anything else aside from resting?
So why would it be different for idols, they are not robots. They push themselves and push their problem asides for the sake of their carreer. For the sake of their own health. The recent situation is sadly the proof of that.
You don't know what is really happening in their lives, they all have their own problems, whichever idol it can be.
And, with all that we know about Korea's idol industry,...

With all of that said, if you lost your motivation over this concert experience and the loss of Jonghyun; if you don't want to continue this story, I think that it's better to just stop it there (even if, I'm sure, we would have liked a proper ending).
In the end, its your story, we are your readers; as long as you feels good with your decision, we must respect it.

Thanks for your hard work~*