As I watch your sleeping figure beside me, I start to wonder about the endless possibilities.

What if we never met?

What if we never got into an arranged marriage that we both disagreed to?

What if one of us ran away on our wedding day?

Would I still have the happiness and freedom that I had?

Would I get the chance to experience the feeling of love?

Would I be able to find the person of my dreams?

But who am I kidding. There are no ‘what ifs’ in this world and I already know that you are the one that I want in my life.

But is it the same with you? A player would never be able to change his game. I sigh and lay down on the bed with endless questions running across my mind.

But there’s one question lingering on my mind ... how much longer will I be able to keep up this act? Slowly I drift off to dreamland, a place where I want to stay forever.