" They won't told me to die and repeat my death again, right?" I suddenly feel scared and panic.
Luna is only taking a picture with him, how about me,who loving him and being loved by him. i'm not as strong as Luna so what can i do.
Suddenly i feel my tears is flowing on my cheeks.
" Suzy-ya, don't be like that." Luna come to me and give me a hug, a tight one.
" I'm afraid, Luna-ya."
" Don't be, people still don't know, everything's still fine." She pat my back several times.
" No, there some people who know." I told Luna about the conversation that i had with Jia onnie yesterday.
" Really? are you told Sehun about this?"
" Not yet."
" I think he should know, Suzy-ya."
" I don't know Luna-ya, I'm afraid i don't want to lose him, but this thing is getting harder." I talk to her while wipe my tears.
" I still can't accept if my career is frozen because of this thing, How could i face my fans, my parents, my staff?"
I suddenly thinking the worse for everything.
" Suzy-ya, you love him. That's the matter." Luna still don't understand what i put in line for my relationship with Sehun.
" At first i think like that, but no,Luna there's so much things that involved in our relationship."
" Suzy-ya, you know me. I'm only care about you and Sehun being happy." Luna is talk to me, yeah, she really stubborn about my relationship with Sehun.
I just reply her with a nod.

In the midnight, Sehun is calling me.
" Suzy-ya, how is Luna? Joon said she's there." Sehun talk to me with husky voice, he seems really worried.
" She's fine, she's sleeping right now." I talk to him with low voice.
" what happened?" He asking me so suddenly.
" what do you mean? "
" your voice is so lame, are you tired?"
" Sehun-a.." I call his name with my husky voice.
" why? something's wrong?" His voice is low and deep.
" Do you enjoying your life right now?"
" Why? so suddenly? "
" No, i just want to know."
" I'm enjoying it, so much, i have my dream, i have my members, i have my fans, i have my friends, and i have you."
He talk to me with low voice, and i start to have teary eye.
" that's good." I talk to him with husky voice. i start to crying
" Are you crying? "
" No, i'm not." I lie to him again.
" what's wrong, Suzy-ya?"
" I miss you." I talk with a low voice to him. I do miss him.
" you want me to come?"
" No, that's fine."
" But i miss you more right now." He talk to me with that sweet tone.
" how about a date with me? running away from all our schedule, come with me to Gwangju? Tomorrow morning, i'll wait you here."
" Are you serious?"
" More than ever."