I just come back from Luna's home to told her the story about me and Sehun few days ago.
I told her that me and Sehun decide to seeing each other in a romantic way.
But the thing that i didn't tell her is about my company policy. They're not banned me for dating or something like that.
But, yeah they told me once that JYP is a "nature selection" company. If you doing well and still can survive in this industry, everything's gonna be fine.
But once you can't survive, you must go out.
With all the things that i have right now, the fame,fans,money,title. I know caught in a scandal will do nothing but destroy me.
I told Sehun about this.

" I'll protect you, no matter what." He said, that he'll protect me, well i'm not really sure if he can't do that, because once this thing going wrong. Both of us will be destroy.
But yeah i believe him. He always be my saviour since years ago.
Sehun is still busy with his promotion. Even though several days ago there's news about him and some unknown girl who actually me broke out to public.People seems start to forget about that.
For all these years, i know Sehun. He always more childish than me, maybe you know how he acts in front of TV. You see he talk on TV , you see he act on TV, he's always like that.
Me and Sehun grown up in different atmosphere. Since i was a kid, i always see my parents hard work for me and my family.Meanwhile Sehun live as a last child of his family with all the love he receive.
I have him as my protector that i never had before. i always act like one for my family.

" I'm on my way to radio station right now, watch it if you have a time." He talk to me in the phone this afternoon
" Arraseo, pick sit closest to the camera so i can watch you better."
" allright, I will." He hang up, after told me that.
If you ask me how i feel about dating an popular idol with so much fangirl, like Sehun. I'll tell you that i feel uncomfortable, i feel like i'm a bad girl in a fairytale.
I feel bad for my fans too, they must be think that i'm complete with all the fame and miney that i have.
But the truth is i need someone, who know the real me, someone who run together with me not someone who chasing me from behind.
I don't know if i choose the right person, but for now he's more than the right person he feels like the most right person.

I already sit in front of my laptop while place my phone beside it, i can see the radio show begin to on air.
This is my first time seeing him in the past 2 days. He's always so busy with his song promotion.
I can see him, wearing a baby blue suit, he looks really good. I start to fan girling my boyfriend, i take a few picture on my laptop screen when he showed up.
I realize how much i like him, when i feel my heart fullfiled for seeing him smile.
He took a back sit, behind s, i feel a little dissapointed, because i can't see him clearly in that position.
After a while, the radio is on break and playing several song, meanwhile EXO members is having their own time.
I see Sehun, pull out his phone and start looking at it dilligently.
I can hear my phone ringing, text message from him.

Sorry for sitting in back, you can't see me, right? I'll come to you as soon as possible.