“Gikwang-ah..lets break up“ Gikwang stared at me in shock, I smiled at him before looked down and playing with my fingers, I can felt his stare and sigh. “I am really sorry, kwang-ah, but I..”

 “what do you mean” he cut me off, and laugh “d-don’t play around, that’s not funny Hyo-ah”I bit my lips, he kept laughing as all I just said really a joke, but it is not

“its not Joke Gikwang-ah.. let all this over..I am so tired” I said softly, Gikwang looked at me in sadness and soon he throw his eyes away off me.

“is this because of him.. Yang Yoseob am I right..??” he asked me, I shake my head.

“no..its not”

“so..??..”he asked again, higher his note this time, I looked at him and smiled bitterly.

“I will leaving seoul after the graduation, I want to continued my school at new york” I says, Gikwang looked at me in silent, I know I hurt him, but.. this is my choice. He stand up slowly and kneel down infront me, took my hands into his, I staring at him as his eyes look back at me.

“why..??? don’t you know my heart.. my feeling to you…don’t you feel it..?” he ask, I just kept shuting my mouth don’t want to let my weakness grabbed me again.

“I don’t wanna break up....” he says, I looked at him.

“b-but..”

“no buts…HyoSung-ah, I don’t want to break up..you can’t be like this..playing with me like this…”he said harshly, I flinched and he noticed it and softened his gaze on me.

“but we weren’t in love.. I want this over, finishing all my suffers..I like you.. really like you.. but..it just like brother and sister..nothing more..please understand me..” Gikwang looked at me in disbelief,

“NO.. don’t you know how much I tried to make you felt comfortable beside me, even I make you laugh even though it just a second..but isn’t that enough.?? Now You want to leave me… I hurt if you like this ..I hurt when I see how much you love him..“ he gritted his teeth and stand up looking down at me, I stood up too and bow at him.

“mianhae..” I whispered and turn back ready to leave.

“YAA…!! I LOVE YOU JEON HYOSUNG…!!” I froze in shock as I hear it, my eyes widened and my heart beating so fast, it can’t be.. no this not supposed to happen.. “I-I love you… can’t you feel it..can’t you see it..all I do is to make you happy.. but you….I hate if I remember your name is YANG HYOSUNG I hate it so much…I hate it when Iyou’re your teary eyes..because its not to me.. but to him.. I REALLY HATE IT HYOSUNG-AH.. Can’t you understand me ”

I let a tears falling down as I hear it, a pair of arms wrapped around my waist, hugging me tightly.

“don’t go..don’t leave me.. don’t let me cry because I can’t see you anymore..I can’t know where were you.. don’t make me can’t see thea sky indifferent place from you..”

I felt a tears touching my hand, this boy who always beside me, the boy who crying because of me.. the boy who always embraced me when I cry.. the boy who always support me..I hurt him.. I hurt this boy.. but I should let him go.. is this what Jieun’s feel when Yoseob let her go.. Slowly I caress his cheek, wiped his tears away, Gikwang grabbed my hand and kissing it, it just make my hear cringed, how can all be like this.

“I am sorry Gikwang-ah… I should leave.. but I promise I will be back again.. and in that time.. I promise.. I will back with happiness, laugh and smile.. no more cry again..please believe in me.. I just.. just want to feel happy like you all.. please Kwang-ah” I said hoarsely, Gikwang looked at me with sadness, make me want to hugged him and tell him to stop crying.

“let me be happy please” Gikwang still silent, staring at me, soon he looked down and spoke..

“so.. I should let you go..??” he aksed painfully, I nod can’t let him sad anymore. “if like that.. please be back again.. back again with no more cry and just happiness to me.. to us..I will let you go.. but please don’t let any tears wetting your cheeks again.. back.. back again for your new life..let this over and please be happy.. for me.. for us.. for Yoseob and Jieun..”

I broke in tears as he said it.

“I promise.. thank you so much..”I cry hugging him tightly, Gikwang chuckled.

“but.. just one I want to ask you.” He said, I looked at him confused.

“and what is that..??”

“at least.. when we were dating, just once..are you feel in love with me.. just once ..??” he asked, I looked at him in silent, but soon I smiled softly at him.

 “I will never dating a someone I didn’t like…, although it just a few minutes or hours.. but I think I falling in love with you.. I used to love you” I says, honestly that is my feeling..

Gikwang smiled as he heard it, he look happy.

“thank you.. now.. lets break up..and search for our happiness..I love you.. but I love your smile more.. so let this over… and good bye Hyosung-ah.. I am so happy dating you and love you..” he said softly, I smiled.

“me too.. dating you and know you really one of the best thing ever happen to me..you are a miracle and I will never forget it” I smiled.. Never…Gikwang.. I promise I will be happy.. and no more tears..

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tbc...

hahahaaha don't excpect this to come don't you my lovely readers.. btw next chapters will be more angst...so prepare yourself