“hate me..”I hissed, and forced a smile, yeah.. everybody hate me..nobody want me, no one like me..I’m always alone.. they hate meos easily.. I know..and I understand.. but why..my heart felt so sick like this, I try to hold back my tears, but before I knew the tears already escaped my eyes, I hate myself..why am I so weak like this..??, why can I just smile and agree with what they says about me.

“mom… help me..”

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I wake up from my dream and blinked, my body felt so heavy, I’m so tired.. ah..mayeb because last night I’m sleep little bit late than usual, I rubbed my eyes again and suddenly I realized, I’m not in my bedroom, I looked around me and covered my mouth with my right palm.

“where am I..??” I whispered, I blinked again and want to sit up, but something stoppedme, I looked at my left and my eyes widened in shock as I face an angel like person who sleep peacefully beside me, our face jus few inches, I stunned, and tried to remember about last night, why the hell this Myungsoo boy sleep beside me..???, I too f-cuz with my mind and didn’t noticed Myungsoo already wake up and now stared at me in silent, I shook my head and looked at him again, I flinched as we look at each other, he let out a soft chuckle, he gave me  a small peck, just causing me to frozed while my eyes widened.

“morning, Noona.. how your sleep..??” he asked as his hand poked my cheeks gently, I quickly realized what happen and Immediately get out of the bed, I looked at him in disbelief, but Myungsoo just smirked looked at me.

“you..why are you in here..?” I asked confused, Myungsoo  chuckled.

“noona, hahaha..you are so funny, don’t you remember about what I says to you last night..” he answered me, Myungsoo slowly get oup of the bed and walked closer toward me, he leaned closer and whispered in my ears.

“geuss what..?? Yoseob hyung will hate you if he know his wife sleep with another man..” Myungsoo smirked and leaned back, I shivered as I heard those words, we stared at each other for awhile until, suddenly I heard someone opened the door.

We turn around and I stunned as Jieun and Yoseob walked into the room, Yoseob walked toward me and grabbed my hands without saying anything, he dragged me out from the bedroom and push me into our room, he slammed the door and looked at me angrily, I ull my hand from his grip and sat on the couch, try to calm my heart about what happen earlier.

“what the hell are you doing..??” he asked me in low tone, but I Know he just tried to calm himself, I just silent and looked down.

I heard Yoseob sighed, I lifted my head and looked at him, his eyes stared at me coldly.

“its time to breakfast.. just take a shower first..”he hissed then walked out and slammed the door harshly, I just silent staring at the closes door, and let out the tears, why I’m this stupid, why can’T I tell him the truth, maybe he will hate me after this and just look at me like I’m a cheap girl.

I closed my eyes and clenched my fist.

“stupid Yoseob..stupid myungsoo” I mumbled and wiped my tears.