With your natural charisma you possessed, everyone automatically recognize you the moment you step into the JP Building. They all greet you politely and you flashed them a simple smile before making your way towards the elevator with Yongguk.

"your brother's office?" He asked and you nod.

"Are you going to practice again?" you ask.

"yeah... i have to perfect my rap and all that.."

"you never let me hear your new song..." you pout.

Yongguk let out a laugh.

"I'll let you hear it today. How does it sound?" he said and your eyes brightened.

"okay!! I'll come to your studio after i go to my brother!! see you oppa!" you run out the elevator, towards your brother's office.

"Oppa!" you open the door.

Jay Park's face softened as he puts away all the papers and walk towards you, enveloping you in a big hug.

"Let's go eat." he said.

You put your bag on the sofa and take his hand as both of you walk together to the cafeteria.

***

"Who is she?" you point at a lonely girl sitting on the corner of the cafeteria.

Jay Park squints his eyes to get a better look at her before he continues eating.

"It's Kim Hyojung but we have decided to give her the name Hyorin. She's a very talented girl but also a loner..." Jay park sighed.

You just nod.

***

"Annyeong!" you greet the lonely girl when you met her in the dance studio you used to come into when you want to dance.

She looked at you and smile a little before she looks at her books again.

"I'm ___. You must be Hyojung right?"

She looks at you and smiles again, shaking your hand.

"You have the same name with Jay Park Oppa's sister. I haven't seen her since i came from a pretty outback city..." she sheepishly smile.

Both of  you talk and got closer in no time. You, in the other hand, are more than just glad. You finally found someone that doesn't know your status.

"do you want to go to my oppa's studio?" you asked but she just shook his head before she looks at you in confusion.

"your oppa?"

"uh, yeah.. he's a trainee in here.." you said.

"Oh... i can't i have to practice .." she said and you just nod, waving her good bye before you left her.

***

"OPPA!" you walked inside and found Yongguk lying on the sofa, with sheets of lyrics covering his face. 

Smiling, you tiptoe towards him and poke his cheek.

"ugh.. what the-.. oh, it's you ___." he was about to curse but stop when he saw you.

"oo~ you're about to curse! you're going to be an idol oppa, oh my god..." you exaggeratedly said and he just chuckles.

Getting up, he take you to the computer and starts to browse for his song.

"This.. will be my song.. Tell me what you think..." he said as he clicked the 'play' button.

All of our memories that used to be like hell 

I don’t know why all of them are still stuck on my mind 

I will remember all of our past days, you who used to play with me

Thanks to you everything flip flopped for me

There is no longer the past image of me who used to smile in front of you brightly

No matter what kind of love comes for me, it’s funny, my crinkled heart 

I tried everything to forget you 

I hoped that I would have recovered the fastest 

And you would regret looking at me 

That’s right, even my music that you used to ignore so much 

Now that song is spreading around the streets of Seoul (Rock on)

Holding on to our past habits 

I drowned effortlessly in your nightmare like memories many times 

But still, because you were the one I loved 

I will never forget, Yes, I Remember

Even when I close my eyes, the light that used to shine on us is still there

Our precious times, I’ll cherish them deeply 

Even when the pain comes in many times 

Those days we promised of forever

I will never forget those moments until the end 

I Remember

You look at him, speechless before you make a big grin and put both your thumbs up.

"This is awesome oppa..." you said.

"yeah, Jay hyung said i'll debut soon so i think i'm gonna be very busy..." he said, plopping on the couch.

you look at him before you sit next to him, resting your head on his shoulder.

'are you going to abandon me?' you asked in your head, fearing that he'll soon forget about your existence.

***

2011/08/27 saturday

By Seoulchae