Appa never came out of the library that day. I was too tired to find Sehun Oppa so I walked around the house the whole house. It wasn't even a house, it was like a castle. First built as a fortress as the last resort for South Koreans during the Korean war that started in 1950 located in Busan, it was later left out as nothing, no owner, no residents no nothing. Sehun Oppa's family and mine bought the castle from the people and decided to give it a makeover and make it our summer villa. It had high cream outerwall that surrounded the hexagonal structure and were initially grey, and has four tower peaks with giant bells that no one goes to anymore. The castle contains 29 bedrooms and 40 bathrooms spread all over the house and its majestic 4 floors. 

I knew a place where no one is going to be able to find me, so i went up the bell tower. The view was amazing from up here. You could see the blue skies, the turqouise ocean and the greenery farmlands. I was depressed, maybe not depressed since I didn't think 9 year olds could be depressed, but I was a usual fun self. I passed by Sehun Oppa in the morning and he looked at me, waiting to run, but later gave me a confused look since I didn't even look at him. I was half asleep at that tower when I heard a familiar voice call me

"Jin Boogie!! Are you sad?" A voice called

It was an angel's voice, mixed with worry and sadness. It was the voice of Luhan, my oldest friend aside from Sehun Oppa. But unlike him, Luhan was very sweet, caring and good looking to, in a very cute way. He had big curious eyes like a deer and he had a smile that could brighten up anybody's day. He was a 3rd descendant chaebol, and he had 3 other brothers so the company didn't get him much, since 3 generations have been spent over fighting and splitting up ownership rights. 

"Luhan Oppa, I'm stressed, I feel like I'm going to die" I said back

"Jin Boogie ah, don't be stressed, your only 9, wait till you become 11 like me then you'll feel the pressure of all things." Luhan said using my nickname. You see, actually, Luhan made that nickname for me, since he used that name to get rid of my boogie man's fear. But Sehun Oppa overheard it and started calling me that too, but made it as if I was sticky like (sorry to be disgusting and rude) a booger. I was so sad when he called me 'Jin boogie' because of that

Luhan, sensing my worry said "Hye Jin ah, it's all right, you can tell me anything"

That's the good thing about Luhan, I could tell him everything snd anything and still he wouldn't judge. He would listen to it until the end whether he was bored or tired and give his usual wise-like reply.

"Sehun Oppa doesn't love me back" I said, tears daring to come near my eyes.

Luhan had a look on his face that I couldn't decipher, it wasn't acceptance or care, it was something else......

"He said he hated and doesn't want to be with me, and at the same time, Omma left us, me