"Here, I'll help you." Yongguk said while extending his hands out to me so that I could pull myself up from the hospital bed.

It's been a week since I first landed in the hospital and I was finally being released. Lia, along with all the boys, had spent every living and breathing moment of this week trying to bring my memories back to me but sadly they had failed, or so they thought. They would show me pictures and videos of all the things we had done since I landed in Korea, videos like the one when Yoongi and I rode a rollercoaster at Lotte World and screamed our heads off and pictures that the boys took of Lia and I when we fell on our butts at the ice rink because we didn't know how to skate all too well. Every time they showed me a video or a picture they would retell the story behind it and everytime it brought tears to my eyes. I cried because I felt like the most worthless person in the world and I recognized that I didn't deserve these amazing people as a part of my life.

"How are you going to keep up with the lie when I'm not around?" Yongguk collected my belongings and held my hand as we headed down to the lobby where the BTS boys were waiting for me to go home.

"I'm an actress, so don't worry about me, I'll manage." I smiled half-heartedly while we stepped into the elevator and downstairs. It felt nice to have someone that I could talk to at the moment when I was most alone. I truly enjoyed Yongguks company.

"I promise I'll stay by your side, I won't let you go through anything alone, alright?" He smiled and leaned down to kiss my cheek. At that same moment the doors opened to reveal Lia, Mi Soo, Jungkook, Namjoon, Jin, Hoseok, Yoongi, Jimin, and Taehyung all waiting patiently by the elevator for me. All eyes widened at the sight of Yongguk's lips on my cheek and before anyone could say anything I grabbed my belongings from Yongguk and sprinted out through the glass doors of hospital. I stood out front and hailed a taxi in less than a minute, jumped in and before I could tell the ahjusshi where to go someone else jumped in from the other door.

"Hanggok Park, Ahjusshi." Jimin told the driver and the car drove off, leaving the rest behind. I was shocked but I didn't turn to look at Jimin and he didn't question my silence either. I felt my phone vibrate and I pulled it out of my pocket because I had a new text.

'Where'd you go? I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable by kissing you. Mianhe .

Yongguk ^^'

I texted him back and told him I'd call him later, I didn't want to deal with insignificant things when I had bigger issues at hand. I put my phone away and sat in silence with Jimin again. When we arrived to the park, Jimin pulled my bags out and paid the taxi driver then helped me out as well. We walked in silence until we found a bench and sat down.

'Something is wrong with him, Jimin is never this quiet'.

"So is it weird to have to be around people you don't know?" Jimin broke the silence while we both stared at the pond that extended majestically before us.

"Sort of. I want to remember really badly because you are all such nice people and I want to remember all these amazing things you all keep telling me about." I sounded geniuinely upset but not for the reasons I was mentioning to Jimin.

"You and I were really close you know?" He said as he moved in closer to me.

"Jeongmal?"

"Yeah, you use to have a thing for me" He winked and leaned in as if trying to kiss me.

"Yah! Jimin what's wrong with you? I told you the second I met you that I didn't like you that way!" I shouted and stood up while scolding him.

"I knew it, you liar. If you really did lose your memory then you wouldn't have known that!" Jimin pointed his finger at me and I realized at that moment that I had been caught in the act.

"Yah, don't point your finger at me!" I said while swatting his finger away from me, making the best attempt to change the subject.

"Why'd you do it?" Jimin's expression softened and I could see a wave of dissapointment wash over his face.

"Mianhe" was all I managed to say before he pulled me into a hug and I buried my face into his chest while I cried. Jimin patted my hair in comforting motions and waited patiently while I finished. I pulled away and we sat down again gving me a chance to explained the motives behind my deceit. "I hope you don't hate me" I said when I finished my confessional.

"I could never hate you. I feel dissapointment towards you, but never hate" He smiled.

"Please don't tell anyone.." I asked and his smile faded.

"I don't think I can do that ____-ah" He scratched the back of his head and shook his head signaling no.

"I understand". I knew that it was too much to ask of Jimin and I figured that soon my cover would be blown. Jimin must've seen the sour expression on my face because he sighed and spoke up again.

"Alright, as long as no one brings it up, I won't say anything".

"Omo! Gomawoyo Jimin Oppa!" I gave him a huge hug.

"But if anyone asks, I'm not going to lie!" He stated his conditions and grabbed my stuff while we stood up. "Now come on, let's go home" He smiled again. I stood and we walked down the winding road of the park, "Did you call me Oppa earlier?" He winked.

"Yeah but don't get used to it!".

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"Welcome home!" Jimin tried his best to seem excited as he pushed open the door that led up to my loft.

"Thanks oppa" I smiled.

"Come down when you feel like it, alright?" He said while heading out the door and I nodded.

I layed on my couch and just stared at the ceiling.

'Why hasn't Hoseok asked me if I remember our relationship? Not that it was a long relationship but still .. It's worth bringing up, isn't it?'

"Aigoo, what are am I thinking? This is what I wanted in the first place" I huffed while I ruffled my hair in frustration. After a few more minutes of just laying there I stood up and went to changed into some comfy clothes I used as pajamas and headed downstairs.

I opened the door to the boys apartment just a crack and on the inside I saw V, Jimin, and Jungkook on one couch while Yoongi and Jin oppa were in the kitchen and Namjoon sat on the other couch with Lia on his lap.

"Aigoo, they are just the cutest couple in the world" I gushed silently from the door. I scanned the room and I couldn't help but wonder where Hoseok was but since Mi Soo wasn't around either I could only assume they were together. I made my way into the room and sat on the floor in between the two couches.

'Wow, I was so silent nobody noticed I came in'  I patted myself on the back because I had done such a good job at sneaking in and hiding between the couches. About ten minutes went by and I was still undercover, watching the boys play video games and Namjoon and Lia cuddle and talk quietly to each other. Everyone seemed calmer and less tense now that I was at home.

"Achoo!" A sneeze interrupted my thoughts and everyone around me stopped, turning their attention towards where the noise had come from.

"Omo, Noona! What are you doing down there?" Jungkook ran over to me and extended his arms to pull me up and off the floor. "Come and sit up here with us!" He smiled and I did as I was told.

"How long have you been down there?" V asked and the conversation continued from there. Soon we ended up talking about the show and how they had post-poned it the whole week that I had been in the hospital.

"What's going to happen to the show?" I asked, never once having thought of the problems that could occur with the show now that I 'lost my memory'.

"It's going to continue on normal schedule as soon as you're up and running again" Namjoon spoke up from his seat.

I nodded in understanding and my lips made an "O" shape at the same time. "Where is Hoseok?" I tried to ask without being to eager or curious.

"He went out with Mi Soo.." Jimin's voice replied quietly.

"Oh, I see" My voice almost faltered and at that same moment the door opened and Mi Soo walked in holding Hoseok's hand.

"We just came from the best dinner ever! We had dinner with our parents and we officially have a wedding in motion!" Mi Soo shouted and threw her hands in the air. Everyone was silent and the awkwardness was intense but I had to act as though I had no idea why. On the inside my heart felt as though it was being torn apart into a million pieces and at the same time I felt tears welling up, threatning to pour out at any second. Mi Soo came over to where I was sitting and motioned me to stand up and subconsciously I did so.

"_____-ah, I know it must be a bit strange that I ask this of you but I can't think of anyone better. Would you do me the honor of being at my side throughout one of the most precious days of my life? Will you be there with me on the most beautiful day of my life? Will you help me choose the perfect dress and best cake and the prettiest flowers? I want you to be with me the day that I marry the man I love and vow to spend the rest of my life with him". As Mi Soo spoke I couldn't help but envision everything she was describing and I couldn't hold in my tears any longer. "Omo, why are you crying?" Mi Soo hugged me.

"It's just that no one has ever asked me this before, these are happy tears" I forced out my best fake smile when I pulled away from her embrace.

"So _____-ah, will you do it?" She smiled and for the first time since they arrived I looked over to Hoseok who was teary eyed as well. His eyes looked as if they were begging me to remember us. I stared at him and all the wonderful memories we shared came flowing back making me want to shout out to the world that I was a big fat liar and that all I wanted was to be with him but I couldn't.

'This is what's best for you Hoseok'.

"So will you do it? Will you be my maid of honor?" Mi Soo interrupted my thoughts and I looked back at her and smiled, breaking eye contact with Hoseok.

"Yes".

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Finally a new chappie!

There's a wedding coming up soon :|

Anyways, I haven't updated lately so I didn't get the opportunity to tell you guys my thoughts on the boys' new album...

I LOVE IT! :D

Let me know what you all thought about the new chapter and also about the album, I would love to hear what you have to say :)

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