Chapter 23

In Hope of Love ♥

"Noona! Please come back! Noooonaaaa!" I heard Jungkook's crying voice in the distance but I couldn't see him. In reality, I couldn't see anything because my eyes were shut and no matter how hard I tried I to open them I couldn't. Jungkook's voice wasn't the only one I could hear. "Please save her!" Now it was Lia's voice that  muffled through tears. "Lia you have to calm down!" I could hear Rap Monster's voice in the background alongside with nurses and doctors. "I'm sorry but you can't come further than this" said an unrecognizable voice and suddenly things became almost silent. Everything after that was sort of a blurr and I felt as if I had been wondering in an abyss of total darkness for what seemed like years.

When will I get out of here?

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"Noona, Mianhe! Cheongmal Mianhe! Come back, Chebal!".

Jungkook stop yelling at me! I wanted to shout back at the voice but I couldn't. I felt trapped in my own body, in my own world, alone.

"____-ah please wake up, I have so much to tell you..." It was Lia's voice again. She sounded as though she was trying to hold back tears.

"____-ah you need to wake up soon, if I ask Lia to be my girlfriend she's gonna need someone to talk to about how amazing I am" I heard a deep comforting voice stifle a chuckle.

Namjoon, ask her right now!

"____-ah please wake up, I need you to wake up right now and say 'Jimin you are the iest, most cutest guy I've ever seen' " said a voice in a sad tone. When I recognized who it was the voice made me sad to my very core.

Please don't be sad Jimin! It makes me sad!
 

"_____-ah you need to wake up so that we can all laugh at how stupid Jimin is for thinking that he is the iest, most cutest guy you have ever seen ... everybody knows that the iest, most cutest guy you have ever seen is me" Yet another voice came into the conversation and I just knew it had to be V. Although his voice sounded a bit more upbeat, it also sounded sad. It was as if the owner of the voice was trying to convince himself he wasn't going to breakdown.

Oh V! You and me have such a good humor! Please don't be so depressing, you are my happy pill! You have to be happy always V!

"Yah! Taehyung-ah this isn't the time for your stupid jokes!".

"Yah, Jiminnie! Everyone is sad around here, we need to be more positive! Everything is going to be fine!".

That's right! Be happy everyone. I wanted to shout.

"That's enough both of you!" ANOTHER voice was joining in.

I'd recognize that Manly-Mother voice anywhere! That's my Jin! On the inside I wanted to smile but I had no control over my body. It was as if was sitting in a chair under a single spotlight while everyone's voices boomed around me.

"____-ah please comeback.." His sweet and tender voice made me feel at ease and at the same time made me feel guilt for not being able to control my own body.

Oppa, I'm trying!

"My pretty lady has to wake up and she will. I know she will because she is a fighter. We just have to be patient and wait until she's ready".

Yoongi Oppa! I'm trying to get to you all, I promise!

"_____-ah why won't you open your eyes? I miss looking into your beautiful eyes. Please come back to us. To me." I heard a small whisper that was different from all the other voices because it wasn't loud whatsoever. I knew that sweet and beautiful voice and I could envision the face of the beautiful owner.

Hoseok, I want to see you too!

"____-ah, we don't really know each other but please comeback. I would really like to see you and get to know you and become your friend.." This voice was almost unrecognizable. I had heard it somewhere before but I just couldn't put a face on it. "You know, if you comeback, I would really like you to be my maid of honor when me and Hoseok get married. I don't really have many friends because I was abroad for so long and I have heard such amazing things about you... I can tell from everyone here that you are an amazing person.."

Marriage with Hoseok? It's Mi Soo... I wanted to roll my eyes and puke with disgust at the thought but for obvious reasons I couldn't. I am pretty freaking amazing and NO! I will not be your maid of honor!. Mi Soo went on to talk about how her parents and Hoseoks parents had been friends for years and how she was the only girl they had ever approved of. They were pratically family for crying out loud!

Although I didn't want to I couldn't help but dwell on this marriage. Maybe this is my opportunity to just end things with Hoseok so that he can start his life with her? How could things have worked out anyways? Soon I am going to have to return to America and if I stay by Hoseok's side then saying goodbye is going to be unbelievably hard. Even if I did stay by his side, what if his parents never accepeted me? I should just end things before they even start. I'm sorry Hoseok.

After what felt like a million hours, the barriers that had been preventing me from taking contol over my unconcsious body came down. I tried for the hundreth time to open my eyes and instead of failure like all previous attempts, this time it actually worked! My eyes tried to focus their attention on something besides the bright light directly above me. After my blurry vision cleared up I scanned the room and it's plain white walls, along with it's simple hospital furniture. Some of my favorite boys were scattered around the room, some on couches and others in chairs, sleeping peacefully. Namjoon, Suga, and Lia were nowhere to be seen and I was sad to not see them. I assumed it was late because of all the sleeping people but I couldn't find myself to go back to sleep. For one, I wasn't tired whatsoever and I actually had an extreme headache and two, I feared that if I slept I would fall into the endless abyss once again.

"Ow.." I whispered as I held my head in my hands trying to ease the pain as best I could. I heard someone shift in their seat and when I looked up I saw Jin open his eyes, looking directly at me.

"_____-ah! You're awake!" His face was so handsome when he smiled like that. Jin ran over to my side and his commotion woke the others.

"NOONA!" Jungkook shouted and although I was happy to see him, his loud voice hurt my head.

"____-ah!" Both Jimin and V stood at the foot of the bed smiling their adorable smiles.

"____-ah! Omo, thank god you're awake!" Hoseok ran over to my side and I saw that tears were starting to form in his eyes.

Namjoon, Suga, and Lia walked in and were shocked for a bit to see me awake but there expressions changed to joy instantly.

"How do you feel?".

"We missed you so much!".

"Noona, I am so sorry! It's my fault this happened to you!".

"Does your head hurt?".

Questions and concerns were shot at me left and right and I was so touched that everyone cared that much about me. The noise died down and everyone waited for me to speak my first words since the accident.

I'm so sorry everyone.. I couldn't help but feel bad at what I was about to say.

"Who are you all?".

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AnieNana
#1
Chapter 47: Omg this story was so so so sweet and like a drama hahah I loved it. Thanks for writing
Kyoya_kumo #2
Chapter 39: Everytime you thing everything is going to be alright it turns to worse
Kyoya_kumo #3
Chapter 39: This is not a fanfiction this is a freaking Dorama!!!
Kyoya_kumo #4
Chapter 24: I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THESE “SELF MADE” AMNESIA!!!! I have mixed feelings about the real amnesia but there is something that makes me like the self made one
K-pop_Is_my_Lifeu
#5
Chapter 47: YASSSSSSSSSSSS SO HAPPYYYYYYYYY
K-pop_Is_my_Lifeu
#6
Chapter 24: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M CRYING *le sad* *le cry*
jewel_09
#7
Chapter 47: OMG SO BEAUTIFUL ❤
Angelz0715 #8
Chapter 47: This is so cute xD
kax0314
#9
Chapter 4: This story is frustrating me!!.. I wish I have the same faith!!.. ><