Days passed by and everything got worsen.

The two haven't talk about everything. Jinah would always make a way to not encounter Myungsoo.

Even at school, during his class on their Math class, he can feel that she's avoiding him. She wasn't talking at all, and not even looking at him when he was discussing.
And at home, he noticed that she's just always in her room. Sometimes, he would try knocking on her door but she wasn't responding or even if she'll respond, she'll push him away by shouting "GO AWAY".

It had been so hard for Myungsoo. But it was much harder for Jinah.
She doesn't know why she's acting like this. Like... Like SHE WAS BROKEN.

TOTALLY BROKEN.
She would even thought why is she acting like this every night.
 

Maybe... maybe I like him?
Tss. NO WAY.

Maybe because he kept his secret from me?
That he has a girlfriend while he's already married with me?
And worst! He's on a relationship with my number one idol?!

Yeah maybe. That's why.

No... maybe I like him?
Aish. Freaking urgh! This is so hard.



It wouldn't hurt like this if I only like him right? No way that this is freaking love! That would be so damn impossible! Well, maybe it'll hurt even if I only like him. But... why does it hurt soooooooooooo damn freaking much?!

She's been like that every night. Thinking the same thing. 
She felt like she was already going crazy every night.
Even her tears got tired from falling that when she wanted to cry, there were no tears falling already.

Until one day...

Jinah went down on her Minnie Mouse Pajamas. She was even stretching her arms as she walked straight to the living room.
She sat down on the big couch and leaned her head on the backrest. She was still really reaaaally sleepy. She's been studying last night for the upcoming exams next week. She wanted to try something new, like studying in advance. That's why she's still so sleepy.

That's why, also, she didn't felt that someone sat down beside her. He smiled sadly while looking at her sleepy face.
He leaned closer to her ears and whispered, "Jinah~~"

"Hmm?" She replied, her eyes closed. And still unaware of her surroundings.
"Why are you still sleepy?" He asked, watching her with a smile now. He wanted to hug her right now and just stay like that. He missed her a lot! He missed her presence so much!

"I've been studying.." She answered on her sleepy voice and slowly turned