Life  is always full of surprises.
You can never ever predict what will happen the next day, the next hour, the next second, it's all just full of surprises.
But not all surprises are the ones which will give you a happy ending.
What if it hurts you instead?

In a blink of an eye, everything is just falling apart.......

I know, he has fallen for someone else..
I can see it in his eyes but i'm too afraid to ask if it was true or i was just seeing things..

You see, i love him too much that i couldn't bear to let him go,
But those eyes, those eyes are no longer longing at me...
And that heart no longer seems to be my possession...

I should let him go right?
 

But.....It's hard.....Really difficult....

"I love you" he always whispers in my ear every night before i go to bed.

He is a nice guy, the nicest guy i could ever wish for..
Why me?
Why am i the one who has to go through this pain?

We love each other, we fell in love with each other...
But that love, where has that love gone to?

Just because i no longer speak as much,
Doesn't mean that i have nothing to say...
Just because i act like nothing is wrong,
Doesn't mean i don't see things happening around me...

You said i was your forever        
Then why are you doing this to me? Its killing me inside..

Help me build enough courage so that i could just end this relationship if you don't feel the same way anymore,
Stop being nice to me,
Just stop everything, if i can't seem to leave you by my own,
then....
 

Leave me, Park Chanyeol...