Hyeri's pov.

Some people get the best out of all things while others became like me.

Alone and guilty.

I left Seoul just a week ago and I think life here isn't so bad. The school I'm attending now wasn't so bad but to have a conversation with the people around here isn't easy. 

I wouldn't say I'm bad in English but I wasn't fluent. I know the basics that's all but I guess, it takes time to learn a different language. I met someone here whom I knew back in high school. 

It was Yoongi. He was the guy that I had a relationship with back in the days. Those days that I just feel embarrassed of myself. He was the guy that I had accused ~~~~~ of flirting with. 

Was it coincidence that I had met him here? I guess it was. I met him while I was taking a walk after a day of coming to New York. I met him in some cafe and I wanted to avoid him at first but he saw me and called me over.

I didn"t know how to have a conversation with him. I remember he hated me after he saw what I did to ~~~~~. He was the one who broke up with me. I guess I forgot to mention that he was my first love. 

I was embarrassed and I didn't know how to face him when we sat at the dame table just sitting there awkwardly. Then he asked me about what I had been doing the past years and I didn't know what came over and I started telling him everything. 

Everything that happened and not missing out on anything at all. 

I regret everything I've done to ~~~~~. I truly did. How did I became such an evil person? I basically insulted her, physically and mentally hurting her. I had spent 3-4 years just tormenting her life. 

I'm sorry. I had been repeating these words over and over again. I wonder if she had read the letter? I know I won't be forgiven. Anyone who is in ~~~~~'s shoes would never forgive a person like me. I know that.

I'm truly am sorry. 

......

"So, you going out today?" Baekhyun came in and took a seat by the edge of my bed while I was trying to tying up my hair to the side.

"Yup!" 

"With?" 

"Chanyeol...there all done" I looked at myself once more in the mirror and then turned around to face Baekhyun who had a shock look on his face. "What?"

"Chanyeol? Really? So you guys are getting back together?" 

"Nope" I told him as I walked over to my closet and took out my favourite purse.

"Then? Why are you going out with him?" He gave me a questioning look.

"Why cant I go out with him? Didn"t I tell you I'm teying to give him a chance ti prove to me that he is worthy of my love"

"Oh god ~~~~~, since when were you so cheesy?" Then he started smiling. "Oh I have taught you well in life, I'm so proud of myself!" 

"Shut up Mr Byun," I laughed and then stepped out of the room. "I got to go now, see you later~"

"~~~~~, come here for a while" Baekhyun shouted out and i walked back into the room. "You do know that your hair is all slanted to the side right? I mean your hair isn't even tied up properly, how did you managed to even tie your hair?"

I cast a glance in the mirror and think i did a fairly good job in tying my hair with one hand which i had managed to learned. "Nope, i think you should just let it go you know, it's nicer that way"

"Fine" I let go of the ribbon on my hair and let it loose. "Happy now?" and he nodded his head and i was out the door.

"Hey, don't forget to get some of those delicious bread nearby the apartment once you are done with your date with Chanyeol!" He shouted out.

It's been almost two weeks since i've met up with Chanyeol, the day he came by Baekhyun's apartment. I hadn't seen him since then, well not exactly. We still see each other once in a while in school but other than that, we hadn't really hold up a conversation until he texted me yesterday and asked me when our "one day" going to be.

I think the time has come and i shouldn't make him wait any longer so i told him to meet me today. Since its the weekend so why not? It's been a week since i last saw Hyeri, i wonder what she has been up to in New York. Was her life okay there? As much as she doesn't wish to see me anymore and that we had said our final goodbyes to each other, she was still once my friend and the thought of her will appear once in a while.

I hope she is doing okay there. Alone in a foreign country and hopefully she changed that attitude of hers and be the Lee Hyeri i once knew. Well, that's the past and i should move on with the present right? And my present right now was to meet with Chanyeol.

I decided to meet him by the park near a river. It was actually the place where we first had our date. We hadn't been there since then. I didn't know why we never visited that park anymore ever since our first date so i guess going back to that place will be a good idea.

Finally, i'm here. Since it was the weekends, all i could see around me was kids with their families, old couples sitting by the river together and a few couples here and there, kids and their families. Kids and their families. It suddenly started to repeat in my mind that sentence.

I glanced up to the sky and wished my parents were here with me. Just like those kids over there. I hadn't been visiting their cemetery for awhile, maybe one of these days i should. I was too busy with my own problems these past months.

"You're here! Don't you know i've been searching everywhere for you? Why didn't you tell me you were here already?" Chanyeol came by and he was breathing so heavily.

"Oh, i'm sorry" I bit my bottom lip and gave him an apologetic smile.

"Nah, it's fine. So this place huh?" He gestured with his head.

"Yup, you still remembered