https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHsrosmuU8w ( i was watching Monstar and this song came up in one of the scene and i wish there was a longer version of this, is so niceeee <3)

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It cant be...

Chanyeol would never do that...

Would he?

I didn't know what to do, everything else was a blur except those two figures in front of me. I didn't know how to react. Then something i didn't expect to happen to me started to happened. This feeling inside. I felt something breaking. It was my heart. It hadn't broke into pieces yet but a little crack, i felt a part of it cracking just begging to break.

I'm not allowing it to break yet. No, i can't.

I can't judge so quickly about others but why her? Why is he with her?

Those eyes, why are they staring so deep into hers? What is happening? What did i missed out during the past weeks?

"I'll have to go now, she'll be lonely if i don't go home soon" i heard his voice.

"alright then, i'll see you at school tomorrow? Bye!" and then she walked off.

Why her? I asked myself as i sat back down onto the bench.

I didn't feel like going back up to the apartment. A little part of me felt betrayed or just moodless. Did i really just saw what i saw a few minutes ago? I turned my head around, Chanyeol might probably already reached the apartment by now. I'll just head back later not now.

The sky was getting darker, how long had i sat there just staring blankly into space. Half an hour? Maybe just an hour? I should get back before Chanyeol gets to worried. I stood up and slowly walked back to the apartment.

As soon as i opened the door and let myself in, Chanyeol pulled me into his arms and held onto me tightly.

"Where were you?" he asked, his voice sounded worried.

I didn't say anything and just stood there, locked in Chanyeol's arms. "I tried searching for you downstairs but i couldn't find you" he told you.

I was just sitting behind the trees, maybe you didn't search good enough but of course i didn't say anything yet again.

Eventually i just pulled myself away from him and walked into the room. Leaving a confused and worried Chanyeol standing there by the door.

Why her? That question still lingers in my mind.

"~~~~~?" Chanyeol came and stood by the door. Should i try to talk? But nothing ever comes out. I sat by the bed, facing the window. Unexpectedly a tear came streaming down my cheeks. I quickly wiped it off, in case Chanyeol saw it.

"~~~~~, what's wrong?" I could hear his footsteps coming closer to my side.. I held out a shaky hand infront of him and i could feel him coming to a stop.

"~~~~~?"

"Don't" the voice that unexpectedly came out from my mouth sounded so foreign, i couldn't even recognized my own voice. Was that how my voice used to sound like?

Had i just spoken a word out loud? After months and months of silence. Had i finally began to get my voice back. I turned around and faced him. I showed him the emotionless face i had always put on. "Don't" i said again.

"~~~~~" he called out my name and i could tell he was just as shocked as i am right now. "~~~~~, you've finally spoken something" A glimpsed just a little glimpsed of happiness appeared in his eyes.

I shook my head and i could feel the tears begging to fall. I musn't cry infront of him.

No i can't.

"why are you behaving like this? Is something wrong?" Chanyeol's face was now full of worry.

I felt out of sorts..

Just get out of the room Chanyeol but this time, no words came out and i just stared at him in the eye.

"I'll just give you some space, i'll be back once you are calm down" and then he left the room while scratching his head. As soon as he left the room, another tear decided to stream down my face and this time, i didn't bother wiping them off.

A flashback of what i saw earlier replayed in my mind.

The one when i looked into Chanyeol's eyes while he was talking with Her. Those eyes, they were really staring deep into Her eyes.

Back during my high school days, i was known as the matchmaker. I could easily tell or predict when one is in love with another person just by looking into their eyes. My friends used to called me The Love Doctor. I helped or tried my very best to help my friends or classmates get together and it worked. I fell in love with Chanyeol in the process and that's how i got together with him.

I was in my 2nd year in high school, that was when i met him. He was my senior. Even though my friends called me the love doctor or matchmaker, i haven't really fall in love with anyone before because i don't want to be caught up in a relationship just yet. It was during our school event. April 4, i