Thoughts and flashback

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With heavy steps, i made my way to the apartment. I don't wished to see Chanyeol right now. Nope, i don't wish to at all. I just want some time alone. Just by seeing his face will only remind me that he was currently friends with Lee Hyeri and i don't want to think about that for now.

 

As soon as i opened the door and let myself in, my thoughts were right. There he was standing right infront of door with his hands placed on either side of his hips. "where were you? Do you know what time it is?" He started questioning me.

 

Not even asking me if i was alright, not even asking if anything was wrong just straight away asking me where i have been. I'm in no mood for this. All i want to do was to go to sleep and pretend that everything that had happened today was just a dream.

 

I didn't bother answering his questions, i just made my way past him and walked towards the bedroom but of course, Chanyeol will follow me in and when he did, he closed the door after him. "i asked you, where have you been? the last time i saw you was like in the afternoon and that was like hours ago..."

 

Chanyeol just leave me alone can you?

 

I opened the wardrobe and changed into my tank tops and shorts before heading over to the bathroom to clean myself up. I didn't even bother taking a glance at Chanyeol. I can feel him watching my every movement but i didn't care. "i'm talking to you ~~~~~~" he called out to me and i just shut the bathroom door.

 

I don't want to talk to you

 

I heard him gave out a heavy sigh before leaving the room. The moment i was sure he had left, i let myself slid down behind the door and just hide my face in between my knees and started crying. Using my hands to silenced the sobs i'm producing. I couldn't control it. The tears just came streaming down my cheeks like waterfall.

 

I felt betrayed and just pathetic.

 

After three long months, can things change that fast? I feel like an outcast.

 

After three long months, can the person whom you had spent every single day and hour with, feels like a total stranger to you? I guess they could.

 

After three long months, can a person forget about a promise he had made with the one he loved? I sure hope he doesn't break that promise.

 

 

//flashback//

 

"i'm going to graduate soon, next month i think?" Chanyeol told me while letting his head rest on my lap.

 

"i know...." i replied while playing with those strands of hair sticking out from his hair. "you'll be out of this school soon..."

 

He grabbed hold of my hand that was playing with hair and intertwined them in his before placing a soft kiss on it. " I'm worried, i can't just leave you here without me beside you"

 

I let out a little laugh, " you are such a cheeseball~"

 

"No, i'm serious," His expression became very stern as he looked at me in the eye as he spoke, " what if she comes and do whatever she could do to you again and i won't be there to protect you?"

 

"you worry too much, she won't dare to hurt me again oppa " i ruffled his hair with my other free hand and gave him a little smile.

 

"i hope so...but i can't help but feel worried" He pouted.

 

"nothing is going to happen" i assured him. "but promise me something,"

 

"anything"

 

"promise me that whatever happens, you won't ever leave me and you won't do something that will make me hate you" i told him.

 

He suddenly sat up straight and cleared his throat. "why will i ever leave you? that is such a stupid thing to do and secondly why will i ever do something that will hurt you? Trus

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this fic is going to end soon hehehe, in about 1-3 chapters left (':

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superdupper
#1
Chapter 31: Awwww lobe it so much. Many obstacle had the oc have face. But there's always sehun and baekhyun beside her when chanyeol neglect her or when she's sad. I'm happy for the oc
saerakimj #2
Chapter 14: OH GOD I KNOW ITS 2015 AND I JUST STARTED THIS FF TODAY BUT OH GOD CHANYEOL YOU R SON OF A JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND STAY WITH HER OH PLS STOP LYING
adyoreyou
#3
Chapter 14: oh god chanyeol is such a douche!!! when will he stop lying ughhh so frustating
adyoreyou
#4
Chapter 8: awwww i dont know why im feels hurt right now T_T oh! mybe bcuz u really good in 'you' ff ^^
DeliciousChicken
#5
Chapter 31: god authornim my face is streaked with tears and I probably look like an ugly mess after reading this.

Your story kicked me in the feels so hard... Ahhh~

First tears of pity, then tears of sadness, tears of confusion, tears of frustration, and finally tears of joy. XD omg your writing, though the grammar could be fixed, impacted me a lot. The feelings that you describe seem so achingly real and heartclenching and, at the same time, relieving and light like a hot-air balloon. You had me screaming curses out at Chanyeol about halfway through the fic and squealing because of his utter sweetness in the last bunch of chapters. I love how you made Lee Hyeri so human--being so likeable but not likeable at the same time. How you manage to put detail into her story while still dealing with the main characters' story in a nice, detailed way. Lee Hyeri is a very human character and I applaud you for capturing that part of her in your writing--same with the other characters. With work you can improve your sentence structuring and vocabulary and I bet your writing would touch the hearts of others with your meaningful words and thoughts relating to human feelings.

;u; You did a great job, authornim~
_YeongGi_
#6
Chapter 31: This is just too good to be true. So much drama. I am glad she ended up with ChanYeol.
theebaeyann #7
Chapter 30: sorry for the spam! it just that it was slow and being werid on my computer so u can deleted the others:)
theebaeyann #8
Chapter 31: :))I love this stories alot:) make you feel love, hate, and sad with it. it feel like a kdrama but not much:)
i love so much that it also made me addicted to it:) love more about *you person with others kpop guys^^*
i was really enjoyed reading it:)
Wonuda
#9
Chapter 31: Hahahaha what a cute story . Yeah i hate hyeri .. so bad girl . As for sehun and baekhyun aww i love them so much . You really did great job authornim
LS35879
#10
Chapter 31: I love this story is so beautiful and so e chapters make me cried TT_TT