suddenly the sky turned grey and strong wind started to blow along with thunders  but it didn’t rain. Weird!!! Why did the sky suddenly change?? Now I got it why Mei Lin didn’t come to school. The pain inside her was more than I could imagine. She was just a normal girl but had to face such a cruel thing.

(“Riany?”)

“………….”

(“Riany, are you there?”)

“Uh yes…I…I am!”

(“I also felt wrong about it. I though Mei Lin didn’t come to school because she was ashamed and afraid that everyone would know about it.”)

“But why would everyone know??”

(“Uh..we..we filmed the scene when we her.”)

“It was cruel!!!!”

(“I know it! I wanted to check on her too. I didn’t see her come to school and I wondered how she was now.”)

“I only told you to warn her or maybe make just some skinship, but why did you……………..

(“You knew, we were too young back then and…………..)

“!!”

With that I hung up. My hand was shaking and I almost dropped my phone down. Yes we were too young back then. If I was only more immature, this bull wouldn’t have happen.
I’m sorry Mei Lin, I didn’t they would do such a thing to you like this. Please forgive me….forgive me!!! I could only screaming sorry to Mei Lin in my mind even she couldn’t even hear it.

“Noona!” Luhan appeared in front of me.

“(--)(T.T)” I looked at him while crying.

“O.O What’s wrong?”

“Nothing T_T” I said and wiped my tears away.

“Tell me who made you cry? I’ll kill him.”

“I said it was nothing.”

“But your tears kept flowing down. Something’s wrong!” He said and cupped my face in his big hands.

“Hik hik hik hik” I hugged him and cried and he hugged me back tightly.

“It’s ok noona, it’s ok I’m here!” The more he tried to comfort me, the more I cried. It was good that he’s here or els I’d become a lost cat.

“If it makes you feel better than cry as much as you want!”

“………………………………..” I cried for 20 minutes. “Go and practice, I’m fine now.” I told him.

“NO, how am I going to practice when you were in this condition?”

“I’m really ok now.”

“Aren’t you really not gonna tell me why you cried so hard?”

“Luhan….I..I used to have a bad plan on a girl but it went wrong and she ended up hurting so much. I didn’t know it’d gone worse than I thought. I didn’t mean it….i didn’t mean it…relly!!!”

I cried again. Luhan quickly cupped my face and wiped my tears.

“It’s ok noona, It’s ok!”

“I’m such a devil, aren’t I? Tell me, I’m a devil!!!”

“Stop blaming yourself, you said you didn’t mean it.”

“But still! If I hadn’t made that horrible plan, it wouldn’t have happened.”

“I understand! You’re hurt too, aren’t you??”

“Yes I am! I’m hurt a lot.”

“Then give me your hand!”

He said then pulled my hands and placed on top of his.

“What are you doing?”

“Sharing?”

“O.O”

“Your pain, you can transfer it to me.”

“Luhan……………..

“I’ll help you carry all those pain, noona.” He said and gave me a genuine, angelic smile. I can’t believe this, I really feel better.

“I feel better now.”

“See?”

“It’s enough! I don’t want to share it to you anymore.”

I pulled my hand back.

“Wahh! I thought I could hold your hand longer than this. ”

“What? You lied all those sharing pain??”

“Hahahahahahahah”

“Tsk!!!”

“But I meant it when I said I want to share all the pain from you.”

My eyes soften hearing what he said.

“Just go and practice.”

“But it’s already evening.”

“Really?”

“Yes, didn’t you say you wanted to visit your friend at the hospital?”

“Yes!”

“Then let’s go!”

We left the racing field and took the bus toward the hospital. While riding on the bus, out of the blue he spoke up.

“Noona?”

“Hmmm?”

“Earlier, did you really feel better?”

“Yes I did! You just took away some of my pain.”

“No, I didn’t!”

“Huh?”

“Actually I was sharing my love to you.”

“O//O”

“What comforted your heart earlier was my love!”

“What are you talking about??”

“I love you!”

“Yah…you ooppss……..

He shut me up with his mouth again. This was the second time he did it and I already told him not to do it but this time I didn’t push him away. I like the feeling he was giving me when our lips met. But then even know one was us because we were sitting at the very back seats, I started to feel wrong. The sense came back to me and the was when I pushed him away.

“What was that????”