Birdy: Skinny Love   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StFF5s5-Wfk

“Huffffffff” I opened my eyes and tried to catch some air to fill my lung. I was greeted by the rays of sunlight when I fully opened my eyes. That was when I realized I just had another nightmare. I found myself lying on the couch where I sat last night.

“Eh?” Someone slept hugging me on this small couch?

“Aw you’re awake, Noona =O=” Luhan half opened his eyes and greeted me while his hands were still around my waist. Were we sleeping in this position the whole night?

“When did you come back -///-?” I asked

“I forgot!” He wore an innocent face.

“Where did you go?”

“Grabbed some drink around the neighborhood.”

“Why didn’t you tell me? Didn’t you know that I was worried sick about you?” I shot him a glare.

“Noona, I’m still sleepy. Let’s continue our sleep =O=” He tightened his grip around my waist and my face got even closer to his but I didn’t care.

“Don’t change the topic, Luhan, I didn’t finish yet. You know, when you wanted to go somewhere you need to tel—uh oopps!!” Suddenly he closed my mouth, maybe because he was annoyed with my voice or whatever the reason is. But you know what? HE USED HIS MOUTH TO COVER MINE!!!! Dear Lord, did he just kiss me? Seriously, right now my heart was racing. I quickly pushed his face away.

“=O= you didn’t like it?” He made a face.

“Yah I’m your sister!”

I struggled from his grip and walked to sit on another couch. Luhan sat up with confusing face (?)

“What’s wrong?” He raised his brow.

“Seriously Luhan, I’m your sister!”

“Yes I knew, but why needed to behave like you feel disgusted?”

“Because it was wrong. If I wasn’t your sister, I wouldn’t feel disgusted.” I said and rolled my eyes.

“Then stop being like my sister. My chest’s gonna explode soon!!!!” He yelled making me jump in shock. Did I hear it right?

“LUHAN!!!!”

“Last night, where did you go and what were you doing with him? Did you remind your old love flame with that idiot? Why did you being so protective over yourself with me after you came back?”

“Luhan, what the hell are you talking about!?”

“Tsk Noona, you know what? I’m still mad at you from last night. Why did you have to agree to go with him? Did you guys kiss? Hugged? Or did something else more than it?”

Puffffffff

I unconsciously slapped him hard. The finger printed remarked clearly on his cheek.

“Luhan, I didn’t mean-----ahhhhhhhh”

He suddenly grabbed my wrist and threw me on the couch then climbed on top of me. In spite of his babe face, Luhan right now looks like a hungry scary wolf.

“What did he do to you? Tell me!!”

“Luhan, what are you doing? Yah get off of me!!”

“I’ll do what he did to you last night-WILL DO EVERYTHING.”

“Are you crazy, Luhan?”

“YES I AM!!”

“I’m your sister-your blood sis—

“STOP SAYING THIS WORD! I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE MY SISTER, I DON’T WANT IT. YOU HEARD ME?” He yelled at my face.

“Luhan, you don’t want me to be your sister. You hate me this much??” I let my tears flew down on my cheek, I couldn’t hold it anymore.

“What did he do to you?” Instead of listen to me, he asked me through his clenched teeth. The longer I stared at his eyes, the scarier I felt. He snuggled his head in the crook of my neck. I felt the shiver run down to my spin as he whispered in husky voice.

“Did he do this?” Then he continued to kiss and bit my neck.

“Luhan, stooopp!!”

“DID HE DO THIS TO YOU??”

“He didn’t—uh do anything.

“Lied!!”

“I didn’t! We only talked.”

“I’m jealous.” He rose his head up and stared at my eyes.

“O//O”

“Did you hear? I’m jealous.”

I was stunned by what he said. Jealous? Why did he use this word?

“Did you know what you were saying, Luhan?”

“I knew and understood everything.”

“Then why did you still say it?”

“I just said what i was thinking. Wasn’t it good?”

“You can’t be jealous, you’re just my brother.” My tears flew down again.

“But I’m jealous, I’m really jealous. You got it???”

“I think you misunderstood something, Luhan. Maybe you stayed in Chinese for too long that you confused with Korean word. What you felt was just an overprotective feeling that you have toward me. But that word “jealous”, don’t use it with me but with your girl.” I gave him a long explanation but he just acted like he didn’t get anything.

“I was confused or you didn’t understand, Noona?”

“You were surely confused!”

“You were the one who didn’t understand.”

“Understand what?”

“You didn’t understand that I love you!!!”

I swear my heart skipped a beat hearing what he said.

“Wha---what??”

“I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU! YOU HEARD ME?” He yelled at my face again like a bomb just exploded.

“I, too, love you Lulu! T.T”

“You still don’t understand, Noona.”

“I got it, Luhan. I love you, you love me! We’re sibling and we’re supposed to love each other, right?”

“See? You didn’t understand a thing.”

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t love you the way you love me.”

“Luhan???”

Suddenly I remembered what Jongin talked to me.

He cupped both of my hands in his.

“Yah, what are you doing?”

“Look at my eyes!” He demanded and leaned closer to me. I could only meet his eyes for a short time because I could feel my heart beat in a wrong rhythm.

“Let me tell you something!”

“O.O”

“The way Luhan looked at you is like the way I looked at you just now, do you understand?”

“No!!”

“I’ll get to the point then.”

“-///-”

“I think I’m falling for you again, got it?”

My heart raced again. Jongin’s eyes and Luhan’s, the same??? I met eyes with Luhan again and stared in them deeply. That sparkle, what I saw in Jongin’s eyes!!!!! I saw it in Luhan’s too. Or it means------

“I love you in a way that a boy loves a girl, why you didn’t understand huh?” He said and kissed the corner of lips. What he said and what he did shorted my breath. I almost black out again. NO, GOD TELLS ME!!! THIS ISN’T HAPPENING!!!!