Live Life (Xiah)
❤Taco Requests ❤ {Closed}Requested by: BananaBear
Part 2
It's been a month and Hana still doesn't have her memory back. But, I haven't given up. I still visit her everyday even though she doesn't want to see me.
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Hana is more quiet nowadays. She been feeling depressed.
I don't know what to do.
I can't do anything for her. I feel so useless.
I cry every night for her.
This pain is intolerable. I just want to hold her in my arms... but I can't because she still sees me as a stranger.
Two Weeks Later
I'm so happy. She's been a lot nicer lately. But, she's still depressed. She hardly wants to eat anything.
Well, at least there's some progress.
Two Days Later
"Hello?" I pick up the phone.
"It's Doctor Park."
"Yes, what is it?"
"She has recovered. Her memory's back!"
My eyes widen as I hear the fantastic news.
"I'll be there in a few."
Hospital
I once again run to her room. Once I get to her door, I take a deep long sigh. Please be true.
I slowly twist the door knob and walk in.
I look up to see a smiling Hana.
Tears automatically start to fall.
"Hana..."
"Xiah." she stands up and hugs me.
"I missed you so much." I tell her.
"I'm sorry."
I shake my head 'no', "Don't be. It's ok. As long as you're back." I smile.
The doctor walks in and smiles. "I'm glad you're back Hana."
"Thank you." she bows.
"But, umm..you still need to stay in the hospital for about another week. You're still a little weak; due to the depression." he explains.
"Ok, that's fine."
"I'll leave now." he walks out.
"I'll come visit you everyday." I tell her.
"Like if you haven't already."
A Week Later
Today, Hana will finally be discharged from the hospital.
I'm also going to confess to her.
I've decided not to be a coward anymore.
Hospital
I walk into her room and see that's she's asleep.
I walk to her bed and try to wake her up. "Hana... wake up."
She doesn't respond so I gently shake her and still nothing.
What's wrong with her?
"Hana." I say and shake her a little harder. "Wake up."
I'm starting to panic. "Wake up." I say louder.
"Please wake up!" I can feel the tears coming.
I start to cry as I realize that she's...
"What's going on?" a nurse comes in.
"I don't know. She's not waking up."
She lightly pushes me aside and her eyes widen.
"Call the doctor." she orders another nurse.
"What's happening?" the doctor walks in.
"She's not breathing."
After a few minutes of checking her the doctor turns around and just the look in his eyes tell me she's
dead.
I immediately, crash down next to her bed.
"No, Hana! Please! You can't leave me! I'm sorry, just please don't go. I need you!!"
After a while I out.
Now, I'm laying on a bed. I stand up.
"Sir, you need to relax." the nurse tells me.
Relax? How can I relax when the love of my life has just died?
I walk back to her room and she's still there along with the doctor.
"We wanted you to say your goodbyes." he exits the room.
I sit on a chair next to her.
"Hana." my voice trembles. "I'm so sorry. This is my fault."
I let my head fall onto the bed.
I notice a paper on the floor. I bend down to pick it up. It's Hana's handwritting.
It says:
Xiah, hi. ^^ I don't know if you'll ever read this but I'm still writing it.
I know it's been hard on you ever since the accident. Thank you for staying by my side even when I lost my memory. And, I don't blame you; it's not your fault. So, please don't blame yourself.
I'm so happy that I get to go home tomorrow... but also kind of nervous.
I don't know whether I should confess to you or not. Well, if you're reading this then I guess you already know. ^^ keke
Yes, Xiah, I like you no, no just like I love you. I started having feelings for you after high school.
I'm scared to tell you, though. What if you don't feel the same way? Well, for now, I'll confess with this note.
Xiah, I love you.~
-Hana
I can't believe this. My heart has just shattered.
Why didn't I tell her sooner?
I regret every second I didn't tell her.
We should always live today like it was our last.
I hope you liked it BananBear.
Thank you for reading everybody. ^^
-TaquitosNOMNOM 2/28/12
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