"Hyu~~hyun joong...saengie was shocked seeing his lover on the door,,

"why? why so serious? hyun joong smiled while walking towards the two...

"i'm looking for you,,where have you been? saengie asked but he was worryng that the man heard their topic not too long before the man came,,

"ahm,,i have to go,,see you arounf oppa,,,juhyun excuse herself and bowed to hyun joong before she left,,

"You look so startled,,,were you talking about~~~hyun joong uttered while getting himself closer to young saeng,,,

"saengie it's your turn,,,,manager insie the room and interrupted the conversation,,

"eo,,de,,im coming,,,,saengie response,,,,baby, i need strength saengie said standing infront of his lover,,

"de,,,good luck,,you can do it,,see you later,,,i love you,,,hyun joong said,,,,i love you,,,,he added in whisper,,,he then peck the other singer's lips...

"i love you too,,,saengie replied and kissed him back softly and passionately,,,

Saengie left his lover heading to the stage,,but he was thinking if the husband had heard what they were talking about a while ago,, He doesn't have the plan to make his husband to worry more, he doesnt want him to know that he is sad leaving the music,he doesnt want his husband to be bothered by it,, He took the stage with confident,,lights were of starts to light on slowly as the music starts,,he begun to sing and dance,,,he smiled inront of the fans and smiled more when he sw his lover cheering silently infront of the stage smiling with him too,,,

The song ended and all performers gathered on stage,,hyun joong came up and went beside his lover,,it's time for the announcement of the winner, both he and hyun joong were at top 3,, both exchange glances and goes back to face the fans while others were just busy chatting,,Emcees were thanking all the sponsors and hyun joong took the chance to hold his lover's hand,,intertwine the fingers and lock them,,saengie look at him like he was begging to release his hand,,,

The winner was announced,,,and hyun joong came out to the screen, an the song played again,,,he got the first place of course,,,chants filled the station and all the artist cleared the stage,,The show ended with remaining 15 minutes which is not usual of course,,,saengie is about to go too when the music had change into another song,,,Hyun joong stared to sing it whie holding young saengie's hand,,fans stopped screaming and dance with the flow of the melody...

"The song finally ended,,saengie was stunned that he can't let his eyes off of the man,,he never breaks the stare,,with those tears fallling non stop...and the tears that his man was shedding too, een if this event may cause of their career to gone, there is one thing that both of them were sure,,they can now love each other without hiding to everyone,,,they are free to move like a normal couple...

"baby,,i love you so much,,,saengie whispered,,

"i love you too,,hyun joong replied in whisper,,,He then face the fans and strted hiss speech,,"everyone knows that i have someone i love, it wa spred to all sites and newspapers,,,but we hide it for so long,,,i once arrange into marriage, a silly agreement between my harabeoji and a silly halmeoni,,then i met my better half, i met this person,,i hated it at first, how can two men ended up being married,,we lived together, we have no choice, but we started to mold something that it wasnt suppoedly happening,, i had feelings for him, but then we found out that the marriag is just a false one and it wasn't legal,,we then ended that relatonship and went back to our usual life me being with a girlfriend and so the same to the other, hoping that the feeling we hd will transform again into normal for our own lovelife,,but then we realized that the feelings we had is true and it isn't a mistake,,,then we decide to get back together after that chaos came,,brutal things happened, but i can't let go of him,,this person beside me is the one...He is my life...he's definitely my breath to live,,,,

"Heo Young Saeng, i know this is a silly thing to do but i want everyone to know how much i love you, how much i treasure you, not just a fellow singer, not a friend nor a brother but being a lover that i had love for years and a lover that i will love FOREVER..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

"I LOVE YOU TOO kim hyun joong,,and thank you for not leaving me,,i know i cause you pain, hert aches and i even forgot who you are in my life but ven though i don't know who you are and everyone told me that you are just my bestfriend, my heart always tells me that i want you, i need you, and i suppose to love you as a lover, and this heart always tells me that i love you and i will love you always,,,,Saengie reponded with his sobs and tears flowing non-stop,,,fans murmuring, crying along with the two,,,this wasnt usual but the hearts of people around them was touched by them,,,

"dont cry,,,hyun joong said s a joke,,,

"i once forgot you and forgot who i am,, nobody knows that i lost my memory of course, and now that i recovered everything, i will not allow myself to forget you again,,hyun joong,,i know and you know that leaving this career is a pain to me but i will, i will leave it, because i am afraid and scared to forget my heart again,,,young saeng added and face the fans bowing to them and thanking them making goodbye's for his leaving,fans were sad,,but for sure sooner or later they will accept it along with the acceptance of their relationship...

"Young saeng,,i'm sorry for this,,,hyun joong said and paused, just then he pulled his man closer and planted a soft kiss to him,,saengie was stunned more and shocked,,,fans screams and everyone was in awe,,,it's like they were in their own dreamland and darkness covered the surroundings, and a light only light their spot and a  melody of music surrounds the background,,,Hyun joong just passionately kiss the lover..

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A year later......

"Yahhhh..hyungjun,,you're late again? jungmin yelled as soon as the singer came in his office...

"wae,,,it's too early in the morning and you already screaming your throat my goodness,,,,hyungjun said narrowing his eyes to him,,,,,you look like an ajjussi already,,,,

"mwo? aigoo,,,haisttt,,aigoo,,,aigoo,,jungmin shut his eyes and massage his temple,,controlling his temper to this man,,,

Hyungjun laughed silently and went closer to the CEO,,"hey,,he called, face an inch with him,,,,jungmin opened his eyes and saw the singer that close,,,hyungjun make a quick stolen kiss on the president's lips, jungmin left in awe,,,hyungjun backed off, he knows what will happen to him now,,,it's already a year and he keeps doing it to his president but he got no response..

"Kim~~~~hyung~~~~~~jun~~~~~~!!!!!! jungmin screamed and tried to cath the boy but hyungjun had able to exit the room,,,

Hyungjun laughed and hopped like a kid, too happy,,,,he doesn't know when was the first time he stole a kiss to the President but one thing he assured himself, he likes the name park jungmin and the owner of it, though there is no response yet, he has the instinct that the other feels the same too, just that junmin is not ready for this kind of relationship since he was one time opposed into this kind of affair,,

"Aigoo,,,eo,,juhyun,,,good thing i saw you,,where re your members,my goodness,,your comeback stage is in a week from now and i haven't saw you all practicing,,,,aigoo,,find your members and see me at my office arasseo!!!!kyu jong said and shouted,,,

"arasseo, but~~~~ junhyun trie to protest, 

"No buts, go!!! kyu jong yelled and walked towards his office,,,

"are you the one shouting at the corridor? sengie talked as soon as the door to the CEO's office opned and revealed the president with  pissed o ace...

"aigoo,,,kyu jong jumped to the voice....you scared me idiot,,,,

"Owh i'm sorry,,,saengie apologize,,,,

"what are you doing here,,,kyu asked,,,are you going back to work,,,you can replace the comeback stage of Spica,,they are so~~~argghhhhh i can't express an i don't know what to do to them,,,,he added furiously,,,,,

"no...i'm not allowed yet,,,im here because of the ost you were talking about,,,,sengie replied,,

"ahhhh de,,,,so you can do it? kyu asked,,

"of course,,,jut one song, and how many ost that i made in the past one year,,,,,,,as long as it won't get me to a hectic schedule, because if that happens,,hyun joong will lock me in our room,,,he's busy with his coming album that's why i have to do something i'm bored you know,,,,saengie said,,,

"ohh arasseo,,,here is the song,,tomorrow is the recording,,kyu told giving him the sheet,,,

"i'l be back tomorrow,,,,i'll get going,,and stop worrying about spica,,they know what they are doing okay? they are in the rooftop,,they are practicing there i think,,,i saw them couple of times there,,,

"eo really..that's good then,,,,kyu said but he wonder why at the rooftop,,they have their practice room,,,,

"bye,,,,saengie waved and got out from the office,,,

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Hyun joong is in the living room waiting for saengie to come home,,,,it has been a year and his career blown up more,,like nothing had happened back then,,,fans accepted the fact that their idol had an affair with the same man, he didn't expected it to turned out like this,,,fans even asked about how's young saeng and him nowadays..and now they both still successful with their career,,he is busy with his albums and promotion while saengie doing OSTs..He told saengie to stop working and just stayed home but everything had change,,

~flashback~

Hyun joong heard his lover what he had converse with juhyun and he knows how sad his lover from leaving his career so he talk to kyu jong, the agency and company of his lover...

"you mean saengie can sing still? kyu asked, confuse because saengie already told everyone that he will stop singing,,,

"i  know that is what i wanted him to do, to stop ,, but he can't leave his career,,and i don't want to let this career gone just like this,,,so just give him some projects,,,OSTs and once in a while appearance on tv or radio,, but never give him a hectic schedule unti he fully allowed by the doctor..and one thing more,,don't tell him that i talked to you about this,,,,hyun joong exlains and said,,,

"arsseo..kyu response

~end~

"Hi baby,,thinking so deep? saengie popped from behind,,,

"eo baby,,you're home,,hyun joong snapped out and reach his lover's hand and sit him beside him,,

"tired? saengie asked leaning his face to his husband's chest,,

"no,,,you?,,are you? hyun joong raise his husband's face to see,,,

"i'm not,,,you told me not to get tired right,,,sangie mock and raise a brow,,

"anyway,,,so anything you feel on your body? headache? diziness,,,,? hyun joong worriedly questioned,,

"mr kim hyun joong, stop worrying on me,,i am fine and i take all your words so don't worry okay? okay,,,saengie assured and tickles the man,,,

"yahh~~ hyun joong stopped the husband and pinned him on the couch,,,i missed you all day long,,,i love you,,,hyun joong said kissing him on lips,,,,

"i missed you too and i love you,,,,saengie replied wrapping his arms around the neck and pulled him closer and press the kiss more,,,

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....finally ended,