The next morning,,youngsaeng smiled while he stretch out his arms,,he felt someone moved on his back,,,he almost forgot what happen last night,, he squinted his eyes on the side checking the person beside him,,an arm suddenly run through his stomach and cuddled him,,omo~~he mouthed and widened his eyes,,he bit his lip and grab the sheet on his chest,,,he pulled it up and saw himself, ,,he bit his nail and thought,,"what happen, he asked?and with his fast processing of his brain,,it flashes the kisses he shared to his bestfriend last night,,,he buried his ace to the sheet covering their body,,,and didn't move again,,,he stiffened,,afraid that the other will wake up and he is not ready to face him now,,he needs much more time to face the embarrassing moment last night,,,

But hyun joong yank him into a hug,,squeezing him lightly and smelled his scent,,,good morning" hyun joong whispered after giving the other a sniff on the hair,,,,

"hy~~Hyun~~~hyun joong,,,young saeng called,,, his voice is trembling,,,,

"Hmmm? hyun joong replied,,a simple response yet it makes young saeng to shift a bit,,,

"I~~I want to go to the bathroom,,,he excused,,,his heart skip a beat everytime hyun joong squeezed him with his embrace,,,

"Okay,,hyun joong simple answer that makes young saeng jump up abruptly and run to the bathroom,,,he sighed as soon as he locked the door,,"eotteokke? he cried,,,yahhh,,young saeng what did you do?..he pressed his forehead to the mirror and stare closely to his eyes,,he remembers how he told the other that he loves him too,,,it was like a dejavu that this thing happened in the past,,,but it frustrates himself being so dumb and not knowing or remembering about the past,,,

""young saeng! aren't you done? i want to use the bathroom too,,,hyun joong called from outside,,,young saeng turn his head to the door,,,Young saeng,,the other calls again,,,

Young saeng took his steps to the door and opened it,,he saw the man standing on that door,,he stare at him but  didn't utter any words,,,,,

Hyun joong smiled as the door swung open and revealed his precious one,,he cup the face and kissed him on the lips and run inside towards the bowl,,,

Young saeng froze,,,"it's~~it's true,,he mumbled,,,

What is it? what true? hyun joong lean on young saeng's shoulder and ask,,,the latter jumped in surprise,,,,

"Nothing,,saengie answered and headed out the bathroom and immediately wore his clothes,,and hyun joong too....

"i'll drop you home,,i have schedule today,,,,hyun joong announce while wearing his clothes,,,

"Eo,,de...saengie answered so short,,he can't make longer phrases yet,,,his mind is in the process of recovering, still,,,

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The car stopped,,they reach young saeng's house,,,"i will no go inside anymore,,,i'm late already,,hyun joong spoke,,,and seems there are guests inside,,,i'll call you tonight,,,he said looking at the car that was parked few steps from their spot,,,

"I guess so,,,i'll be heading inside,,take care,,,saengie said awkwardly,,,

"Young saeng,,,hyun joong called,,,the boy turn to him again,,,he smiled and pulled him into a hug,,thank you,,he said,,,and planted  a soft touch on lips with his,,

Young saeng beam,,,,thank you too,,,he said,,,and quickly exited the car,,,,

Hyun joong drove and saengie immediately gets in to see who were the guests,,,,"eomma~~~ he shouted,,,,who came?,,he added,,,,he jog inside excitedly,,,,,

''eo~~ saengie-ya,,,,eomma spoke,,,,

"Whose your guest? hi! he greeted and wave,,,

"Yo~~Young saeng,,,the man sitting on the sofa stood up with his shock expression,,he can't believe the boy had forgotten him,,,or maybe ignored him,,,eomma left them to talk,,,

"Young saeng scratch his head while staring at the man,,,the man seems familiar,,,he thought,,he paused when he remembers, the man looks like the man in his company,,the man that hyun joong had showed to him,,his agency's CEO,,,

"Kyu jong froze waiting for the boy to speak,,,he's a little bit upset and sad,,,his own bestfriend doesn't remember him,,,

"Ahhh right,,,,mr president,,i mean,i'm sorry but,,,but,,,,,,saengie doesn't know what to say,,he was battling whether to say the truth to the man or not about his memory lost,,,

"you don't remember me? it's me,,kyu jong,,,your bestfriend,,the man said with his face down and disappointed,,how could you forget your bestfriend? saengie,,i know i did something that you didn't like but,,i know i didn't like, you having the relationship with him,but ive done that for your sake,,the man said,,,

Young saeng is wondering what this man is talking about,,,is it about the past? whose him? a relationship with him? what is it? who? he wanted to ask,,,but his tongue tied and can't let a single word,,,

"what are you talking about,,you~you're my bestfriend? but hyun~hyun joong is my bestfriend,,,yong saeng  finally asked,,,he frrowed his brows, confusing the fact that he has now two bestfriends,,,one is hyun joong which everyones telling him he is his and now a stranger claiming his bestfriend too,,,

"what? hyun joong,,you're bestfriend? kyu wonder,,,he doesn't have any idea yet about his friend's condiion,,,saengie,,i am your bestfriend,,hyun joong knows it too,,,i thought you both still in a relationship....kyu added,,

"What? still in a relationship? saengie reconfirmed it,,still, it catches his attention with this word,,he just confesed to the man last night, and they just started to have a pecial relationship,,, it means they were in a relationship even in the past,?,,he thought,,

"saengie, you were gone for a almost a year,,i was looking for you and hyun joong didn't let us to know where you are,,,i'm worried about you,,,after that accident i never saw you again,,that day i know it, your condition is not good, i went to the hospital the next day but you were gone already,,,

"I'm overseas,,with my hyung,,,saengie answered and waited for the other to say something,,he himself doubted it, having a brother at all which he can't remember even a single memory,,he doubted it,,,he stare at the man waiting patiently for the reaaction,,,

"Hyung~~ saengie,,whose hyung? i didn't know you have your hyung,,,kyu continued, being innocent to what is the present situation,,,

"go,,,,saengie said calmly pointing the door,,

"saengie,,,,what is happening? kyu mumbled, felt sad about it,,he asume,,saengie is still mad at him,,,

"just go,,,saengie said again,,he run upstairs eving the astounded friend,,,he slam his door and t on the floor,,,placing his hands on his face,,the eagerness to know everything was being processed in his mind,,,,hyun joong~~ he whispered,,,what was that man talking about? what does he knows about us?,,he thought asking,,

"He stood up from the cold floor,,grabbing his keys from the small tray in his small table and dashed outside the house,,he drove his car recklessly, making his speed more than the normal speed,,,its not even two hours since he stayed at his place and not even 30 minutes since he shoo the man claiming his bestfriend,,it wasn't 30 minutes since he knew he was in a reltionship with hyun joong even in the past,,maybe it is the reason of everything, he needs to confirm it,,he needs to know if it is true from the man named hyun joong, his lover now who claimed as his bestfriend for almost a year and the man he just met just more than a month ago,,,he sped up his car, racing to all the cars he was overtaking,,screeches is heard,,,he search the place where hyun joong is working,,,as far as his memory remembers,,it named PJMent,,,he looked up every billboard every signboard of every buildings as soon as he reach the main city,,,finally the building was just in the corner,,he stopped his car and exited, not even disguising himself as what he was told from his lover, he needed to hide himself from the people,,but now he can't even recall that reminder,,,he shrug everything aside,,,he needs to see his lover,he needs to confirm it,,,what happen exactly that time,,that accident,, the cause of it,,,why his lover needed to change his relationship status to him,,if he is his lover then why he needs to hide it and claimed as  bestfriend only,,,he needs the answers for every questions now,,or else he would die in frustration or he will break down mentally,,

He confidently step foot on the floor of the building and headed to the information counter,,,all eyes were looking at him,,shocked and surprise, the obvious stare to him,,he wonder what is really happening,,what is it behind that time,,,what is that mystery that he can't remember,,,

"Can i see mr Kim Hyun Joong? please,,it's just an urgent,,,,,he spoke to the lady in the counter,,

"ye~Ye~ yes sir,,just wait for  moment,,the lady sad and immediately turn his focus to the computer screen,,,

"He was tapping his chin and dance his feet, as if he was feeling nervous or what,,he face the counter when he saw two perons holding cameras,,he assume they are reportrs,,

"on the 6th floor sir,,,,but the photoshoot is ongoing,,,you can go up and see him.....th ldy instructed,,,,

"Thank you,,,he said and made hi way to the elevator, passing the two reporters who are standing at the other elevator,,,good thing that other elevator oened immediately,,he remain on his spot and waited for his turn,,,he look up to the number telling what floor he is now,,,then a *ding sound came and the door slide opened,,he is now on the 6th floor,,,he walk for few steps ans saw a single door,,,he faced the door obviously it is where hyun joong is,,,

"He peek inside as he opened the door slightly. he slowly walk inside and search for his lover,,,"where is hyun joong? he asked one of the crew,,,

"A boy holding a light pointed to the door behind the set,,,he bowed and left to see the door,,,

He nervously reach the door again,,he didn't knock, he forgot,, he twisted the knob and opened it,,,his eyes widened an his heart skip a beat,,,

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Hyun joong went straight to his work where his second photoshoot will be holding,,,he saw Uee already in there,,,He ignore her presence and headed to the dressing room to make his face done and prepared for his suites,,,

"trying to ignore me huh?? uee came with her devilish laugh,,

"You should know it from the sart,,uee im busy so if you excuse me,,,,just leave,,hyun joong sarcasically said,,,

"unnie,,can you leave us for a while? she told the codi,,,the codi left,,,

"why are you here for?hyun joong anoyingly asked her,,

"Mr kim kyu jong know that young saeng is already in seoul,i saw him the last time, he's infront of young sang's house,,,uee announced...

"what,,,wait how did you know? stalking me? stalking us? don't you have work lately and you keep stalking us? hyun joong dug his sharp eyes to the girl,,,,

"Ahh,,no,,,noooo it just happen that i passed by there,,,uee denied,,,

"so what now,,,is that all you want to say?? then leave,,,hyun joong aid as if he don't care about kyu jong knowing that saengie is now here in korea,,,

Uee grab the mans back and hug him from the back,,,hyun joong please,,,she plead suddenly,,,hyun joong unclasped the arms wrapping his waist,,,he sarcatically faced the girl as he lean closer and mouthed,,go,,,

Uee cant let his ego fail,,he yank the man's back head and pressed his lips,,,he didn't able to move,,,the door silently opened and they didn't notice earlier,,,

"hyu~~hyun joong,,a soft voice spoke from the door,,,

Both of them looked at the direction and saw saengie standing in there with wide eyes,,,"Sae~~saengie,,,what are you dong here? hyun joong pushed the girl and went to the boy,,,

On the other hnd,, sengie who got surprised had frozen to his spot,,his feet ws pinned and he can't move,,he felt a hnd run on his shoulder and mak him snap out as soon as the mn asked what is he doing in there,,,He shove the hands on his shoulders,,he burried his face to his plms and flashes came again,,clearly this time,,,,,

flash~

he was excited  that time to see his lover,,he was jogging on the stairs skipping some steps on t staircases to reaach the upper immediately...

he opened the door of his lover,,but in his surprised a girl on the top and a man under the girl was revealed,,almost kissing with the closeness o their faces,,

He run ater,,he race outside the house,,the ale, the road is too black,,its darker thn he expected,,he stopped in the middle of the road and a few minutes later he saw some cars on the corners,,oe is approaching fast but there is a pair of light was approaching faster than the other, and in just a blink of an eyes,,those lights were infront of him and all became dark,,,

He was happy the night before,,,he's making out with this man,,they both cuddled in each other 's arms,,hyun joong kissing him passionately,,,

He run shoving the man,,,it is like a repetition of the past,,,he rced outside and chased by hyun joong, his lover,,,it ws just few minutes and he reach the down,,he was panting running using the stairs from 6th floor to the 1st floor,,they played chasing game,,he conitnued to run until he reach the outide and  bike came abruptly without his notice,,,it was like a dejavu that he saw an illusionary flash of lights and blocked the light with his hands,,,

He didn't expect what he saw,,his heart sank again,,now he knows the cause of that accident,,and the worst memory he has is none other than hyun joong, his lover itself,,,his tears wells up as he walked through his car,,

A pair of hand grab his back and hug him,,,saengie,,it's not what you think,,,,please don't run away again,,don't run,,,don't,,  hyun joong felt nervous when he saw the boy runs,,it hits the head of him from the past,,when the boy runs and had been in the accident,,,

''let go of me hyun joong,,now i understand,,,you lied to me,,,you betrayed me,,,,saengie said,,unexpectedly, hyun joong had this goosebumps that he never felt,,those words hit his brain and it processed too fast,,now his lover is angry,,he was preparing himself to all of this before but he never expected it to be so painful like this, being hated by the one he loves...

Young saeng shove the guy agin and entered his car,,he drove it and recklessly sed the engine...hyun joong followed behind with his car,,,,

Young saeng was crying,,,,why this feeling so painful that it gonna kills him,,,the worst memory he had,,why is it about hyun joong,, why is it about his lover,,the one he love the most,,,,there are lots of meories he recalls,, this memory is now on the process of recalling everything,,,

He went to the house,,the house his halmeni had ttold him to live,,,there another man came,,it's hyun joong,,,they were arguing nonstop, they hate each other

You wre leaving together,,he's your husband,,,he's your husband,,,two elders announced to them,,they were shocked and furious about it,,they refused but ended up living in the same roof,,,

i love you,,hyun joong told him those words,,,he refused to accept,,,

they unpacked their things and left the house and started to live apart,,you are not ofiially registered as husbands,,the news that revealed makes it worst,,he misses the guy,,,

I love you too,,those three words delivered to his man by himself,,accepting him as his lover,,,

Kim kyu jong, his bestfriend,,,how would he knew,,he was arguin with him about hyun joong,,,,

They are happy with their parents, gathering altogether,,,the an is teasing him,,

There are cries,,sad moments,,there is this time he was watching the man from afar under the cherry blossoms,,the man seems to have a problem,,,but he was jut standing behind the cherry blossoms until the an walked to leave,,,

The enggement he read from thenwspper,,the fake relationship he had to his hoobae, his ex-girlfriend,,,

All the memories flashes while he was driving,,all of this happy and sad,he wiped his tears staining his face,,Hyun joong how could you betray me like tht,,i love you,,,but you betrayed me,,he mumbled with his grudge inside his heart,,,,

Nevertheless,,, hyun joong who was behind the lover's car keeps dialing his lover's number t it was only an electronic voice who answers every call...he hit the steering wheel,,he gritted his teeth,,how could the first mistake lead to a second mistake,,,he anxiously hitting the horns of his car to get the other's attention and make him stop but the boy just keeps speeding his car to avoid the other,,

Finally saengie had stopped the car and so hyun joong immediately step on the break and exited the car too,,faster than the other to ctch him,,,

"saengie let me explain,,,hyun joong grab the boy to him,,,saengie wiggled and insisted to free himself,,,

Hyun joong planted a force kiss to the other's ips,capturing the soft lips of him and hold him tightly,,,i love you,,,he uttered in between the kss,,,

I hate you,,you gross,, don't just touch my lips with those dirty lips of yours,,,you ,,you betrayed me even before,,,saengie pilled out and told,,,

"hyun joong stiffened,,saengie you remember everything now? he said,,cupping the lover's face,,

"Saengie didn't answer, he race inside the house,,hyun joong follows again,,,

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...here you go,,sorry i ell asleep while making this and i got up 10:30 so i needed to rush again,,,i was tired with my laundry thi dy so yeh here it goes,,,,can you ense something? hw many ore chapters you want me to do before reaching the end,,,be wise,,,i'll be fixing my completed stories the three sequels, oter side of love, forbidden relationship and love you yongwonhi,,i reread them and it didn't satisfies me,,,,if you havent read them try to follow and read them when i start to re-do them,,,

not edited well,,,,sorry it'salmost 1 in the morning and i still have work this morning and have to wake up at 5,,good night,,