The morning of the next day,,as young saeng woke up from seems not his own bed but the scent was the same like the scent he had smelled on his own bed, it seems he was in his own,,,he burried his face under the blanket smiling and smelling the sweet scent under it,,,eyes still shut, not wanting to wake up with this dream,,,do we have the same taste on perfume? or do we use the same fabric conditioner?  we,,,we,,we are really bestfriend,,am i right? oh dear father let me doze of again for another hour,,,i'm lazy to leave this sweet fresh scent...he mumbled. already addicted to the fragrance or whatsoever he had smelled into it,..but then he was a bit surprised with his words, what is he talking about,,he is not diferent with those schoolgirl who was giggling over their crush....

Of course we are,,we are bestfriend,,,get up now,,i'll be late to my schedule,,,,,suddenly a deep voice spoke snapped his thought, a silly thought and get a nudged from the whoever someone had spoken but he is sure it was hyun joong, his bestfriend, of course, who would have be if not him,,want me to leave you here? the male added asking most like threatening,,,

"wait!!!!! he exclaimed, you're leaving me here? don't go to work,,you have to tour me around,,how could i remember everything if you will not accompany me~~~~ saengie whined giving a pout and a puppy eyes to the male standing on the bed side who was tucking his sleeves into half,,"you're quick in preparing? the boy who just sat up looked up and saw the man already dressed up properly, he commented with a raise eyebrow....

The male just steps backwards with a smirk,,,i have a date actually,,,,he said,,,,,

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Hyun joong got up from bed removing his arm under the boys head,,it felt numb after offering it to the boy last night,,he somewhat felt happy that he finally slept with his lover again,,peaceful, though he didn't had enough hours of sleep but then it was worth to have him on his embrace,,,he smiled before he left the boy alone on the bed and took his early shower, earlier than usual,,he din't had sleep anyway,,,plus there's no schedule for today so he is free and got his own plan for today,,,,....

He sat on the small couch facing to the bed, silently watching how his lover sleep,,it has been a long time before he look closely at the boy, the boy that he misses a lot, the boy he longed for,,the boy he was yearning to have, but he suddenly thought, when did he ever watched his lover while sleeping,, did he ever done that? few times, many times, or maybe never,,and it is the first time he did watch the boy in his sleeping figure,,,soundly, breath seems to be hard to be out,,owhh he snore? he asked with a sheepish smile as the boy snore at once but he finds it cute of course,,

The boy on the bed moved, stretch up his arms and spread them out on the side,  smile formed on the lips,,why is he smiling? hyun joong questioned behind his mind,,he carefully look at the boy, every move, every angle,,,all were so cute to his eyes, not that he is his lover,,,but he finds the boy really cute in his actions...

"do we have the same taste on perfume? or do we use the same fabric conditioner?  we,,,we,,we are really bestfriend,,am i right? oh dear father let me doze of again for another hour,,,i'm lazy to leave this sweet fresh scent...suddenly the boy mumbled,,,hyun joong chuckled at how childish the boy look with the bare face and the pout,,he misses it,,,that pout, that melting smile,,,

"of course we are...hyun joong stood from the couch and went to the bed, he nudged the boy and reminded him,,,,get up now, i'll be late to my schedule,,,want me to leave you here? he then threaten the boy,,,

The boy sat up and exclaimed stopping the man and made some excuses to not able to go to work,,even giving his puppy eyes and cute pout to the man,,,hyun joong jaw dropped at how this cute lover of him became over childish infront of him,,how can this creature became his lover anyway,and how could he resist to the boy when stopping nd calling him for favor,,he shook his head through his mind, banging his head to the wall through his mind,,,he bit his lip and became slow at tucking his sleeves into half,,,

"you're quick in preparing? the boy who just sat up looked up and commented with a raise eyebrow revealing a bare face, though he always did see that bare face but it seems it was his first, maybe it takes too long before he had seen this again or maybe, it was the first time he'd focus on the boy's face..their affair started in an argument and not really from  liking each other or bing attracted to each other,,all just came and happened in just a blink,, thy suddenlt felt intimate to each other, they suddenlt felt the needs with each other, the beat for each other and suddenly felt missing if the other is nowhere to find,,that's how they started, and not with love at first sight,,,..

"i have a date actually..he said and smirk as he turned around, stepping few  times backward not even breaking his sight to the boy sitting on his bed with that smirk on his lips and there his back reach the closet..he faced the innocent closet and poke it before opening,,.he looked sideways to see the boy's reaction, but all he saw was a fully pouted lips from the boy,,,he shove lightly every clothes that was hanged on the closet and stopped when he saw a blue printed shirt, he took it and run his index finger to the folded jeans just under the hangered upper clothes, he picked the one at the 6th level and unfolded it infront of him to check,,,it was a skinny jeans with a simple chain on the side...he sighed...he threw those fits to the boy,,,

The boy jumped in surprise while making a hole on the bed, poking the sheets with his fist,,,"Go get your shower and change into that,,those were yours anyway,,,hyun joong told him and went out leaving the boy before the boy could utter any question,,,

Hyun joong smiled when he shut the door,,,"you can do it joongie,,,you can,,,,he mumbled talking to his self, making a comfort and gathered all his courage to face te boy the whole day as he gestured a hwaiting sign on his fist and leave the door heading outside to prepare the  car,,,,

Just a moment later, saengie came out from the house and startled the hell out of hyun joong while cleaning the car, by standing silently behind him and there he goes, hyun joong jumped and shifted an inch when he straightened his back after wiping the tire,,,yaiisshhhhhh~! you startled me...hyun joong exclaimed with wide eyes,,,The boy laughed,,just what you have done to me when you threw this clothes on me,,,,saengie replied pointing to the clothes he was wearing and stuck his tongue out and turn his sight on the road...

"Tshhhh,,,how childish,,,,get in,,he said and commanded as he opened the passenger seat for the boy,,,saengie step in and buckled his seatbelt...hyun joong made a deep sigh as soon as he closed the same door where the boy entered before heading to the driver's side,,,

"Where are we going? you're dropping me home?,you don't have to, i have my car,, i can drive home alone,,,saengie said, asked, and rolled his eyes,,,

"why would i drop you home? if i will just drop you home why do i need to, you have your own car,,,,hyun joong brought the question back to the boy,,

"because you have a.....saengie replied and looked away but his eyes squinted to see the man still....date...he continued but in murmured,,,

"Mwo? what did you say? hyun joong asked for pardon,,,he didn't heard it clearly so he needed the boy to repeat it,,,

"I said you,,,you have your,,,your date,,right? and you'll,,, you'll gonna be late,,,he repeated,,,,,the heck is date at early in the morning~~he mumbled again, somewhat felt strange,, why he feels jealous all of a sudden,is it because he waited for this moment to have bonding with his bestfriend? that's the only reason he could assume and nothing more,,,its not even 24 hours since he met this boy,,why he feels annoyed everytime he remembered the word date,,,,

"mwo?..whatever,,,you're my date today,,,so relax yourself,,,,hyun joong told and starts to drive..

"me? why me? yaahhh what date? you're dating a boy? saengie tilted his head and asked the man,,,but felt relieved at the same time,,if he could just can jump for joy, he could have done it the moment the man told him he is his date,,,but wait, we will just having our bonding again after long time that we didn't met,,, he thought,,no need to feel to excited young saeng,,calm yourself down,,,he's just your bestfriend and not your girlfriend,,,he raise his brows and blowing air from his diaphragm....

"You said you want to go around and tour you so that you'll remember your memories of me,,,that's it,,isn't that a date? hyun joong said not looking at the boy,,,he felt somewhat hurt when the boy quesioned the word date,,they usually do it before but now,,why is it different,, can't he really accept him as his lover,,,he questioned himself and comfort himself alone..he can't show to the boy how much he was hurting right now,,considering their relationship is just basically a bestfriend which is not,,they are lovers in the first place, the ultimate enemy that turns into sacred love match and they love each other,,,,

"owhhh is it? saengie raise his brow and let a little giggle facing the window,,,mwoya...why i am like this? why i feel too excited? he thought and the smile faded,,he shook his head to erase that feeling and straightened himself to his seat..but suddenly felt uneasy with his seat, uncomfortable,,turning from the other side to another side.,,,he breathed in and breathed out,,exhale, inhale,,,he fan himself feeling too hot thought the car is 99.9 percent aircondition...

"what are you doing? hyun joong spoke when he notice the boy seems not comfortable with his seat..

"Ahhh nothing,,,he replied with his awkward smile,,,,then are we going to the place where we met at first time? saengie asked,,,just digging out something to talk too, silence akes them go too far from each othr, which he hates the most,,he came back to korea to get near to his bestfriend and not to just make him as a tourist guide,, he wants to talk about their past, ans regain memories of them but he is a little bit disappointed because up to now the man haven't spoke something informative about them,......

"yes,,,he answered blankly...no, we're going to our house,,, he thought.. but not now,,maybe later on,,that's special place so we will just go there sometimes,,,he added,,

"do we play too,,sports? like basketball, baseball. football? soccer? are we?..saengie questioned again...what's your favorit food? color?  owhh perfume?..saengie added in follows of his question,,he looks like he was asking the information written in a slam book but he was just securing something to talk furtherto avoid the annoying silence,,it's killing the time,,wasing the time,,,,

"No....he answered,,we are busy to do that...yes we play, like on bed the whole night,,he thought again and unknowingly a curved  lining slowly forming his lips as he turned his sight to the boy...and let a small chuckle,,,

''why are you smiling,,what was that for?..saengie looked back at the man and showed irritation...annoyed how the man just smile alone like crazy..

"ahmm,,nothing i just thought of something,,,,hyun joong replied and immediately turn his focus on the front,,,you're asking questions like a teenager,,later on you'll find everything about me,,don't worry,,,hyun joong cheekily giggle a little,,

After few minutes of silence,again, hyun joong stopped the car infront of a building with some crowds,,it has a logo of KKJ ENT, what are we doing here? saengie muttered and look up to the building, curiously looking around,,,,

''That building,,that's where you work as a soloist singer,,,hyun joong answered,,,but we can't go in there because you've lost your memory, nobody knows about your condition except your family and my family....

"Then why you didnt told them,,i'm sure they are looking for me? saengie said shifting his eyes to the man,,,

"It will create ruckus,, and there are other things that happened back then,,first,,you have to be familiarize to the place where you usually go...you can't interact  with people especially those fans,,you see those bunch of students out there, they are Y.E.S your fans,,,you can't show yourself to them,,it's dangerous,,,

Saengie didn't say anything again but rather listen to the man's instructions and lecture to him...he just nodded and nodded everytime hyun joong tells him what to do and what not,,,a man in black suit came out from the entranc of the building, with two men and a lady behind him,,seems to be employees,,,the man in black suit tried to talk to the students calmly,,,

we want opa,,,

we want oppa..

saengie oppa where are you,,

we want sengie oppa...

The students keeps with their grievances and shouting nonstop with the name of heo young saeng while the man in black suit and the other persons  behind him keeps begging the students to go home,,,,Saengie felt a little dismaze to himself,,he is the cause of this things,,the cries he heard from the fans, but what can he do? he lost his precious memory,,,

"That man is the president of your agency,,,he's a friend of yours too...hyun joong opened the window and pointed to the man,,,and that other man on his left is his your manager plus the other staff,,,he added,,,the car is not too far from the crowd and to the building so it is easy to see the face of those important persons he need to know...Hyun joong sighed,,

''He is my friend? saengie murmured..

"Kim kyu jong..hyun joong mentioned..

"Kim,,kyu jong? he repeated as he stared at the man,,,he can't remember any but the name is familiar,,,but if he's my friend why you didn't told him about me? he's worried too i'm sure,,,

"because he is one of the reason why you were hurting before,, because he dislike me for you,,and they tried to make as apart...this words he uttered in mind are the answer he wants to reply to the boy's question but he can't just spit them out and say them out right now,,,it will make the boy confuse and added to the puzzle in his brain to solve,,,

Saengie faced hyun joong, waiting for the reply but their eyes just met, he finds the man just staring at him with that furrowed brows and teary eyes,,,,he finds the man just an inch away from him,,when did they became closer to each other? he didn't notice it that hyun joong lean closer to the window to show him his workplace,,he didn't mind it at first until he met the almond eyes of the man and his heart beaten too fast,,It's strange..he thought while entering the mans eyes,,,he felt the man's breath, he felt the man's warm temperature,,suddenly he felt the electricity coming up his top head,,this is familiar,,he felt it before,,a dejavu? he asked his mind, he felt numbness in his whole body,,,this is totally strange,,,,he thought again as his eyes stuck on the other's lips,,,hyun joong tried to lean closer and break the gap between their lips,,he was somewhat felt seduced with those kissable lips,,he wanted them, he needs them right now,,he wants to touch them, but disappointedly, he needed to endure this yearning to the boy until he regain his memory...he touch the nose to the cheek,,,i'm sorry,,,he uttered and lean unto the boy's shoulder...

"why~~why you didn't told that man that i'm alive? saengie goes back to the question but his mind bacame blank with the sudden urge of his temperature...he was feeling too strange with the man's action,,they almost kissed again,,the second time already,,,but why he never shove the man to resist with that action,,,he was puzzled,,he was confuse more about the man's action and suddenly felt not interested to the other things...

"just that,,we can't tell everyone about you especially he is still your employer,,,eomeonim,,i mean your family wanted to make it secret between your family and mine,,,so i just followed their instruction....hyun joong found an excuse,, saengie just nodded but hyun joong knows it didn't satisfies him with his answer,,,,the atmosphere became awkward..silence,,sitting together and no one moves even an inch,,,

"i'm sorry if i shocked you with my action,,it. won't. happen. again,,hyun joong looked away and told,,his eyes felt releasing a tear so he hid his face by looking to the opposite side..

"It's nothing,,it's alright.,,he answered,,.oh my gosh,,what am i talking about? what has been alright?..he thought,,he doesn't know how to nswer anywaymmhe hates silence so he needed to break the awkwardness but strange words came out to hi mouth,,

Hyun joong faced him quickly,,,It's alright? what does he mean?..he thought too,,confuse with the answer,,

Where are we going now? saengie light up his head and found a question to divert the awkward situation into a normal one,,,hoping that his words won't be notice by the man,,,

Hyun joong closed the window when he saw kyu jong roaming his eyes around and stopped to their direction,,afraid that they will be caught,,so for the safety,,he drives away the car from that building,,,,,

They started their tour,, drop by the places saengie had love to go..playground, hotels, restaurants even just small convnience stores, and also the stages they had performed, the stations he had been but of course he just showed them outside,,,

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Kyu jong was sitting in his chair in the office,,,tapping his chin with his index finger while looking at the newspaper containing the article about the missing heo young saeng,,,an flipping he pen on the other hand,,,

"mr president..the students are outside again,,,,the secretary informed the president...the secretary look so helpless...

He stood up and gestured the secretary to follow,,the two managers were at the door waiting for him to come and followed behind as kyu jong passed the door,,,he talk to the students and calmly begged to go home but the students never listen,,he rom his eyes around,,to crowded than yesterday,,their company is always in commotion because of the missing singer,,,he furrowed his brows as he stopped his gaze to the car covering the crowd,,,but then the car moved immediately,,,

"Young saeng? he thought,,he wasn't sure but he thought he seen a familiar face that looks like his bestfriend,,,he trace the car until it disappears from his sight and to the crowd,,,he thought carefully but he doesn't know whether to asked the manager if they seen that or not, surely they don't because they are busy with the fans,,,,he goes back to his office forgeting about the crowd he needed to scatter,,,the car and the face, he can't shove it away from his mind,,,"young saeng....your alive...he mumbed whilewalking blankly suddenly spacing out,,,,

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It was just a day, but young saeng's mind filled with puzzles and questions.. he was trying to remember everything after this day...but not even just a singl thing he remembered,,,he threw his body on the bed and shut his eyes,, remembering how close  their gap between each other this morning while hyun joong showed his workplace to him,,how his heart beaten too fast,,,,the image of them being almost kissing pop in his mind repeatedly,,,

"Saengie felt a hand sliding on his waist,,so arm and it left a rising temperature on his body,,he opened his eyes and found the man he just thought of,,,he didn't feel anythin strange at all, he met the eyes again,,unintentionally, his hand suddenly run on the man's nose and both palms cup the face,,,

Hyun joong smiled as he smiled back,,he look at those lips,,,and hyun joong smirked as he leaned more closer, filling up the gap and brush his nose to the boy's cheek that makes the other shivered from wanting more,,,the boy left a small groan,,,hyun joong smiled and slowly touch the lips with his,..saengie shut his eyes again with that little breath he let out, he slip his palms to the man's neck and lock them behind,,,pulling the head towards him to press their lips together,,,,

"Hyun joong,,saengie uttered in between their lips,,..

Hyun joong pressed softly his lips to him nd nibbled the lips that lets the boy begged for more,,,they kissed as soft as the cotton,nibbling like a sweet candy,,,feeling each other's presence,,,their temperature is rising that heats up the whole room...

"Saengie,,i love you,,,if you just know how much i miss you,,how much i long for you... forgive me for all this,,i promise to bring back all your memories,,,i promise to bring back all the memories we have,,the memories of our love,,,i promise, no one will make us apart again,,,,i will show you to the world,,i will show you to everyone,,,,hyun joong said before kissing the boy again and more passionate, more gentle and more loved..."

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