SACRIFICE

MY BETTER HALF

It has been months since both of them settled everything according to their schedules just to meet secretly,,since both of their agencies prohibits them to have a spare time for them both,,,,Uee act as his fiance, not just an act of course,,she is willing to make things worst for the couple,,she completely became insane, demanding and showed to the public,,taking selcas of them and ost in their pages,,,in which the two just sgrug everything, it turns into conversations but they both ended up wrapping everythings up.,,it won't help them with an arguments of course,,Juhyun act as a lover of saengie but more or less not being too serious anymore,,she knows, she can't win over hyun joong,,since she has been guilty for long time already keeping a secret that she knows will ruin everything and end the relationship between her and her fake lover, and so she decided to give up everything,,,

Everything goes well..Though the two CEO and the managers oftenly gets piss and wants to jail the two everytime the couple were missing to somewhere or nowhere they don't know where the hell they've gone to, but then they just let it pass since no medias were interfering nowadays,,with the showmanships that they both do with their fake lovers,,rumours had banished in the screens and papers..

Until one day everything suddenly ruin with just one act and mistake..unexpectedly surprised everyone,,,Uee visited the place of hyun jong without telling the other to come over,,..

Everyone, hyun joong, harabeoji, eomma and abeoji with his cousin hyungjun who ust visited to them were on the living room watching their son-in-laws performance,,hyun  joong as his good lover of course, though he watched it already, he joined the elders and his cousin in watching it with the replay,,,all were chatting and excited while hyun joong didn't bother to break his stare to the screen, biting his fingers while watching every steps of his lover, he just made smirking everytime the boy do a cute steps,,

"Aigoo,,look at him,,as if he wants to ea the tv,,,,harabeoji noticed and said,,,

"Harabeoji,,he's in love of course,,look at how he stared at his beloved young saeng hyung,,hyung jun joined harabeoji in teasing the mn,,

"Abeoji,,,just let him be,,,as long as he will not eat saengie,,,haisst poor saengie..he had to have  ert husband,,,eomma joked,,,

"eomma,,!!!! im not ert,,and who told you i will eat saengie,,im not canival,,,,haissstttt,,,hyun joong hissed pretend to be annoyed though deep inside he was giggling nonstop,,,he stood up and leave his seat,,,,

"aigoo!!what an attitude~~just admit it hyung,,,you got a fresh saengie hyung,,,,,hyung jun said while munching his pop corn,,,

"Yahhh!!!! why don't you go home? aigoo,,,you are the only singer that has lots of free time,,what are you doing to your career? hyun joong hit his cousin's forhead and left...

"Yahhhh..i just came from a show...ishhhhh....hyungjun frowned as he replied...

"Where are you going?,,,is saengie not coming tonight?,,,ahhh i think no,,that's why you act ike that now,,,eomma continuously pestering his son,,,

"Eomma~~~~ aigoo,,he's not coming,,he said his agency gave him a schedule for midnight radio,,,aigoo,,,,hyun joong shouted playfully and took the stairs to go up when a sudden rang on the doorbell was heard,,,all look at the door,,

"Omo! i thought you said he's not coming? who would it be? eomma said and proceeded to the monitor to see who it was,,,hyungjun came running towars the monitor too,,omo!!!why is she here? he uttered and eomma just look at his son..

"who? hyun joong curiously asked and went to the monitor,,,

"all were stunned and think for a while,,, observing the person outside,,,

Eomma finally opened the door,,the person came in with the flowers and fruits on her hands,,hyun joong took them,,,

"What are you doing here? hyun joong questioned as soon as the girl pass the presence he brought to hyun joong,

"visiting you..can't i?..president park told me to go here,,don't worry,,it's not my choice,,,dont you want to offer me something? uee said and smiled to everyone,,good evening,,,she said bowing to them,,,

"ahhh de,,come in,,,eomma said inviting instead in behalf of his son,,,

"de,,thank you,,,she thanked and entered the living room,,,the elders left the two awkwardly,,,dragging the still standing hyungjun infront of the two with them,,,

"Yahhh are you sure saengi will not come tonight? you'll be in trouble if he will come all of a sudden...hyungjun whispered to his cousin before leaving, hyun joong didn't able to answer when eomma dragged the younger away from the living room..

''Ahhh~~ahh~~ahh auntie wait,,,,hyungjoon grimaced and just been drgged by the elders,

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"so do you wish to stay here for long? it's late already,,,i won't take you home,,,hyun joong said frankly crossing his legs and arms as he at down again to the sofa,,,

"where is your room? uee said changing the topic,,,she stood up and headed upstairs without waitng for the other's permission,,

"why do you want to see my room? nothing is special in there,,can you just go home... hyun joong said and shoo the girl ridiculously but uee insisted and opened the door that is behind the man now,,,

"waahhh,,this is your room? nice,,she compimented as soon as she enterd inside,, and lift up the photo frame with the couple's picture..,so here is where saengie sleeps with you,,the girl said raising her brows,,

"where else he will sleep if not here,,this is the bed where we do,,,you know,,hyun joong thought of pissing the girl up..

Uee just chuckled,,,"that supposedly me, the one who will be here in this bed and not him,,,she said confidently,,,

"So you wish to have it with me? hyun joong tried to humiliate and embarrass the girl but he seems to be having it as a failure,,

"And so? how i wish,,,uee replied with a smirk...

"And you really wish it,,then shall we do it? since my lover is not around,,,you can be  a replacement for tonight,,hyun joong said, uee blushed,,teasing the girl to back off and be ashamed off but the girl suddenly wrapped his arms around the guy and inch her face to him,,,

"Omo,,you really have thick skin,,how could you just agreed with it,,don't you know how to be embrrass and be humiliated? hyun joong said pushing the girl,,

"i won't,,we already did before,,so why do i need to be humiiated and ashamed of,,what for? uee said with his grin,,,

"Tskkk,,,,that was before,,and i am not your boyfriend anymore,,,hyun joong said pulling out of the girl...go,,,,he said shooing the girl...

"do you think i'll go just ike that? uee said and face the guy,,hyun joong got out of balance when he turned and both fell on the bed,,,,uee fell on top of the man and took the chance to planted a kiss to him,,,

"what are you doing? hyun joong pulled out and pushed the girl lightly,,furrowing his brows in disappointment,,he never thought that his ex girl had an attitude like this,,he don't expect an act like this, a desperate act from this girl...

"As you said i can be a replacement for your lover since he's not around,,then im here,,,uee said and planted another kiss..though hyun joong is strong enough, he still can't free himself since his arms were locked with the girl's hand and his thighs were cornered by the girl's thighs,,

The door swung open and the whole room burnt in tension,,,hyun joong pushed the girl,, teasing the other who just came in,,,

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Saengie's performance for today's music bank sucessfully ended,,,he went straight to the company with his manager and waited for his next schedule, the midnight radio,, a sudden appointment given by the company,,,he rested to the recording studio, practicing his voice,,,he sent his lover a message containing the sudden schedule so he is not able to go over tonight and got a reply containing a agreement that they will both go overseas to take a break for just 3 days,,and he immediately agreed into it,,,

"Oppa~~~ juhyun knock on the glass window and mouthed calling him,,,saengie gestured her to go inside and the girl gladly obeyed,,she sat beside the boy whie wathing him keying some keys on the keyboard,,,

"why are you here? don't you have schedule? practice? why wasting your time to the mean guy like me? saengie said..asking those questions that make the girl look at her lap...

"Oppa...can't you give me another chance? juhyun asked sighing in deep...

"why bring the topic again? saengie stopped from what he was doing and cup the girl's face,,i'm sorry for hurting you that much, but~~~~ saengie said but was cut,,,

"ahhh oppa...she interrupted,,,i know,,no need to tell me,,i just want to reconfirm it,,,she smiled pinching the boy's nose,,,, oppa,,mianhae,,,i know it has been really long that i cause you trouble,,i just hope someday i will able to say sorry to you sincerely...  juhyun suddenly said and tears fell on her cheeks...

"why? did you do something that i can't even forgive you? saengie asked,,,understanding me is enough for me to forgive you,,,,he added,,,

Juhyun shook his head,,,,nothing oppa,, but i'm hoping you will forgive me,,i will tell you when i already have my courage to face everything,,juhyun said and stood up wiping her tears...she then left the boy kissing him on the head with a tight hug,,,,

"why are you so strange today..as if i'm leaving already,,why i feel so strange today?..saengie said with his cute pout,,,

"aigoo...oppa,,why you keep pouting,,are you still a kid huh? juhyun said and laughed with his tears,,,

"yahhh!!can you stop crying? saengie shouted while the girl is leaving him....

Time passes with the, well, unclear conversation with his girl,,he became a bit feeling strange with that sudden burst of tears and apologies that he can't get what it means........

The manager came to inform the boy whose fingers on the keys but not moving,,,"young saeng~~~you can go home now,,,,the schedule was canelled,,,he told,,,

"De? haissst why did you just inform me now?,,,saengie pressed down his hand on the keys that made a horrible sounds,,,

"Yahhh~~~they just told me now,,so get up and i'll take you home,,ahhh no,, the driver will take you home,,i have something to do first here...so go,,,!,,,the manager said and leave after yelling out,,,

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Saengie heavily leap over the back seat..he sighed and took his phone to tell the lover that he will going over tonight since the schedule was cancelled,,but he immediately erase the messge he typed and just thought of surprising him,,,,hyung,,,can you drop me there? he said asking childishly to the driver again...

"aigoo,,do you know why? you're slowly killing me,,,do you know what will happen if they found out that i'm not actualy dropping you home? and you were secretly meeting him,,,the driver said worriedly...

'hyung,,no need to worry,,no one will know unless you tell them yourself,,and of course i will deny that you were the one helping me out to meet him,,,saengie said with his cute wide smile...

"im not helping ok? aigoo,,,,the driver hissed,,,

"arasseo,,,you don't,,so can you please take me there? saengie said and smiled again,,

The driver had nothing to win over so he did what the younger had told him,,They safely arrived at the front gate of the lover and of course he wore his hood to hide himself before the van had left,,,he rang the doorbell and immediately swung open revealing a stunned eomma and a cousin...

"eommeonim,,,good evening..he greeted and kissed the elder on forehead,,,hi hyung jun,, you're here too?  visit? he added smiling at the younger..

'Eo!!eo!!de..saengie,,i thought you were not coming? eomma said,,,hyungjn just nod his head and waited for an answer in which it is not something that needed to answer elaborately,,

"ahhh,,my schedule was cancelled so i decided to go here...where is hyun joong? he answered quickly and asked while looking around the living room,,,

"eoo~~~ saengie..you came,,,hyun joong is in his room,,abeoji came and immediately gesture the boy where his lover is,,,eomma elbowed him and just then he realize that their son has someone inside too...

Saengie happily took the stairs heading to hyun joong's room...but the moment he took the last step near the front door he heard some conversation and one is a girl, teasing each other...

"As you said i can be a replacement for your lover since he's not around,,then im here,,a girl said with the familiar voice,,his heart race too fast,,he was praying that his assumption is wrong...not her..not uee,,,he keeps shaking his brain to delete it,,but the voice...He gulped and twisted the knob and it opened,,,he fully push the door out of the door frame and saw the girl at the top of his lover,,,the two person on the bed looked on his direction,,it confirmed,,it is uee,,he skipped a beat and almost fell on the floor,,he grip on the knob as the tears started to formed on his eyes,,he was avoiding to blinked, afraid that his tears will fall on his cheek but it didn't helped him, the tears got more blurry on his vision and didn't control to blink,,he lowered his head, speechless,, he took his steps out of the room,, and sprinted in race,,,he run passing by the elders who keeps blaming one another for not telling the boy the truth,,not even make an excuse to save their son.....

"saengie!!!! hyun joong shouted calling the boy who just run fast and disappeared from his sight,,he pushed the girl and run after trying to catch the boy but he was gone inside,,he quickly run outside and saw the boy exiting the gate but he catches him before the gate have totally opened...he pulled him into a hug instead..wait!!please don't misunderstand it,,it's not what you think..it's not it,,,please,,please,,,he told and begged but young saeng wiggle continuously to free but hyun joong keeps locking him into his embrace...

"on the other hand,,uee was shocked too,,she became speechless,,,what did i do? she mumbled in panic,,it is supposedly the time of his celebration since he ruined the two from his petty act of seducing hyun joong and make saengie suspected that it is real...

"do you know what love is?,,that is love,,,,harabeoji came beside the stunned girl who was on the edge of the stair,,,you just ruin a pure love,,do you know how much they love each other?,,i 'm you realize it already, you know it but you just trying to convince yourself that it is really not like that,,,,,because if they don't really love each other,they are already broken up since the day their relationship was revealed in public...

"de? why is it my fault? uee questioned,,feeling guilty..

"do you know that someone told me that there was this mailed information, a source to one of the media revealing about young saeng and hyun joong's relationship,,i think there is someone that is trying to ruin the two,,,they live peacefully in that house,,we gave it to them,,it was far from people but why it suddenly been revealed?,,harabeoji said...

"ehh..why did you accepted their relationship,,even tolerating it,,,i had a good relationship with him that time,,uee questioned almost blaming the old man,,,

"we did engage them into it,,we told them that they are already married,,it was just a petty agreement  of me and saengie's halmeoni but we didn't expected them to last long and fall to each other since they were both male,,,so we ended up supporting them,,,,harabeoji explained..if its not with that person who tried to ruin them,,,im sure she or he is happy now,,,,

"de? so you are trying to suspect that i am that person who revealed their relationship? harabeoji~~~uee assume and panic...she left the old man and get in his car,,his eyes burning towards the couple who were still arguing,,hyun joong pleasing the lover which it hurts his eyes that much,,he can't take the scene,,seeing the boy runing outside the house and being hard to please makes his heart sunken in jealousy and been hurt so much, why the one he loves willing to give up everything for this guy? why his love one is pleasing a guy this desperately?,,,she chuckled as he started her engine and drove not even breaking her sharp glare to saengie and hyun joong who is approaching towrds the mad boy on the road,,....

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Young saeng hit the guy on the back since he can't pull out,,,,he cried but no words were out of his lips,,,hyun joong pull out and wiped the tears..i'm sorry,,i can explain it to you...you have to listen to me,,all you have to do is to calm down first,,,hmm? he said,,,but the moment he loosened his hold to the boy,, young saeng took the chance to run away again,,he run straight on the road but since it was dark he didn't realize that it is dangerous to run in the middle of the road,,,a sudden flash of light appeared approaching the same direction,,,until is world turn into white cloudy surroundings...

Hyun joong didn't able to hold tight unto the boy again and the boy totally free himself from his grip,,saengie!!! he called again trying to get the boy approaching to the location, but the next scene was a shocked and everyone left in shock too,,the sudden screeches that comes from outside makes everyone skipped their beats,,

"sae~~~saengiee~~~~ hyun joong simple reaction,,he skip  out of his world and everything turned upside down,,,he can't move,,why he can't move? he can't talk, why he can't talk,,,he cant even shout again and call his lover,,,,the lights from the road had faded and leaves a lying body on the middle,,he shut his eyes and tried to calm himself from shaking until eomma and abeoji walked to see the condition,,,they immediately called an ambulance for a rescue,,,hyun joong walk slowly towards the spot where his lover is now laying unconscious on that place,,what had happened? he asked in his mind,,i just blinked once? what happened? he keeps pestering his mind until a single tear escaped his eyes,,he tried to breath normally but seems he lacked air to do so,,

"Sae~~saengie? wake up...he said undertoning his voice,,,

"hyun joong,,get your senses now,,we need to take saengie in the hospital....eomma said who is shaking seeing a bloody saengie, lifeless on the road..,,

"hyun joong come on,,let the medics take him,,,abeoji said holding his son to stand up and leave the body as soon as the ambulance came,,,

"No!!abeoji,,no!!eomma,,,we have to go with him,,,,,hyun joong has been crazy now,,he can't think properly,,

"we will..we will..they need to take him now,,hyun joong,,he needs to go to the hospial now,,,huh,,we will go follow him,,come one,,,eomma said while abeoji took their car inside,,,

"no!!i need to be beside him,,,hyun joong said and hopped inside the ambulance and hold his lover's hand tightly while the medics do the first aid,,,

"i never thought of that i'm just telling you about it,,,harabeoji said an went inside leaving the girl in awe...

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Few minutes ago before the accidents,,,

Youngseng's van left,,but the driver stopped at not so far,,,thinking and thinking why he can't stop helping out the boy..,,,he rested for  while before driving again,,he was thinking what if the secret will reveal to the company and he will definitely be loosing his job...he sighed...he started the engine but he took for a while before he go for a race until few minutes later he saw saengie coming out from the house running,,,,,aigoo!!! what if both of you just disappear in here and have your own life? he mumbled and finally decided to starts to drive,,,,,after just a moment passing by the boy he hit the break when he reach the next shade of tree from not so far,, and look back to see and check the boy...observing everything and drive immediately when he saw the medics came,,,

Juhyun sat on the rest area thinking what he had said to saengie,,,he even made an apologies,,,she sighed,, she saw the boy walking happily..she followed and saw him entered the van,,she decided to stalk him,,curious of what he always up to with his free time,,,she sometimes feel jealous of nothing she doesn't know,,,she was thinkng how can she make the boy disappeared to his sight in order to avoid clashing their daily life, they do go in the same company so there is no other way, unless he'll quit the group and leave or saengie will quit nd disappered,,,,it has been too hurtful for her even though she taught herself on how to accept her lost,,,she followed with her own car and stopped as the van stopped,,,she waited for a while waititng the boy to come out again until the awaited moment came just less than 30 minutes since the boy entered in that house,,,she saw the boy running and stopped in the middle of the dark road, crying,,she assume something is up to the couple,,she started the engine again and drive as fast as she can,,,,suddenly his heart tightened as he bit his nails and not expecting a tears suddenly wells down her cheek,,she continuously drive not minding what she had been feeling at the moment,,,

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Chappy up..are you happy with my previous update,,keke,,pissed rather,,haha,,so here is the heartbreaking scene again,,who loves drama? you won,,your authornim loves to make dramas too,, now di you have fun with this,,,keke comment and yeah to my new readers and passerby's please subscribe too...thank you for new subbies and comments,,,owh did i already thank those who upvoted this story? if not thankyu,,keke i atully forgot if i did thank them,,,kee reading and witing,,,love ya all...

 

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