Hyun joong had no choice but to leave saengie who was sulking or maybe angry with what he had witnessed,,hyun joong kissing a girl? s definitely painful to the latter,,,and he felt jealous, betrayed and was cheated though he knows, that girl is his lover's current fiance, well a fake one, he remembers everything now, how they had into a fake relationship,,but still that scene before and the scene few days ago ripped his heart,,

Hyun joong keeps having a mistakes with his rehearsals,,it is less than a month before his comeback,,,and he can't concentrate,,it has been 24 hours since they last saw each other and it was a really misunderstanding,,at this point of moment they haven't talked properly about the misunderstanding that saengie assumed he was cheated,,,

The man was sweating and trying to ignore the arguments between them,,trying to focus himself to the the steps...saengie will calm down for sure,,,he thought,,as he made his turn, he fell suddenly down on the floor, out of balancing and twitch his ankle again, the same foot that was injured long time ago,,,he groaned in pain,,his dancers came rushing to him to help...instead of complaining with the pain, he face palm himself and a teardrop fell on the floor..why is he crying then? he punch himself mentally and cant control his tears to escape.....

"Are you okay? the manager came and asked...

"i'm fine,,,i'll take a rest,,he said,,,let's continue tomorrow,,thanks for today! he announced,,,,he stood up with a frown, obviously he is in pain still..he walked limping, his manager tried to help him but he just shove it and walk alone,,,

He drove his own car and decided to go to his lover's house but then saengie didn't showed up again...2nd day, 3rd day, 4th day, it's the same,,everyday, he tried to meet his lover, keeps calling him non-stop, keeps ringing the phone, day and night, but all he got is a shook on saengie's mom's head, signalling that her son is not fine yet or ven then just an electronic voice who keeps saying the person he was callng is out of reach,,,,,

"Emmonim,,,,he greeted to the elder who opened the door,,,

"Hyun joong,,,saengie hasn't came out from his room yet,,,just comeback when he is fine...eomma said,,

Hyun joong just smiled and pat the mom's shoulder...He then headed upstairs and face the scariest door he had met since 5 days ago..."saengie,, let's talk,,,he called and talk as soft as he can,,being impatient already to his immature boyfriend but needed to control his patience,,,

"go"..i don't want to see you,,you're a cheater,, i thought you told me you don't care about that girl and you love me,,but~~~ saengie answered with a husky voice,,

"i love you saengie, i love you,that was just  misunderstanding,,i didn't kiss her and the thing before,,we didn't had if you think of that,,we just fell down on the bed and the other day,,,he paused,,,,saengie,,hyun joong tries his best to explain but he felt he was blocking out with words,,saengie please open the door,, i missed you,,,saengie i've waited for almost a year before i have you again and,,,,please open the door for goodness sake,,why don't you understand me!,,,,,,he lightly raise his voice, he needs to be patient,,patience is needed,,he can't just fight back with his lover,,,

"Go home,,and now you're yelling at me? ,,,i need more time,,i don't know if i can still believe in you,,,i hate liers,,,,saengie blurted out and shouted...

"please open the door,,baby, open the door,, i love you,,i can't go on like this,,,i can't live another day being like this,,please,,open the door,,

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Young saeng was crying day and night..he doesn't really know why,,what to cry for,,,hyun joong always told him how much he love him,,hyun joong already showed how much he loves him,,he remembers the memories of them being too lovely together,,the happy ones,,,how much they love each other but what he can't understand, he caught hyun joong with a girl on bed and it makes him hurt,,,his lover was right, they didn't had ,,,,yet, maybe,,,they were fully dressed that time, but he panicked and got into the accident without listening to his lover's explanation,,,, is that what he was getting on his nerves? is it the reason why he is so angry now? or it is now,,that he caught the two kissing,,again,,no, and his boyriend tries to explain, and denies evrything?,,and why he can't do listen to him?,,why he keeps shooiing the lover away,,,,he wants to face the man but everytime the kiss hits his mind, his mind became too messy, crazy and he feels the strike of pain on his chest,,,,,,

Hyun joong is pleading,,nonstop..saengie stood behind the door,,i hate you,,why are you hurting me this much? he mumbled...he can feel how much the other having a hard time too now but he just can't forgive him,,,,to end the conversation,,,he twist the knob and open the door slowly untl it reveals the man behind the screamed and pleading and showed himself to him,,,

"Hyun joong,,please go home,,,,saengie told not looking straight to the man's eyes,,,

"Saengie,,please talk to me,,,i missed you,,huh,,? let's talk,,,,hyun joong beg as he cup the other's face,,,

"not now,,,please,,leave me alone first,,,saengie said removing the other's hand on his face...

Hyun joong bit his lower lip and pulled the boy closer,,saengie refused but he insisted and pulled him into a hug,,softly planted a kiss on the forehead,,,i love you,, he whispered...i will leav,,at least you showed up,,i really miss you,,,i'll go,,,i will leave you now,,i'm sorry,,,,i love you,,,don't distrust on me,,i need you,,,he said, he then stepped back and left the boy standing on the door,,,

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"o~~oppa! spica members came running to saengie,,,juhyun was shocked and didn't able  to move, seeing his ex boyfriend still alive, fine and the same as if nothing had happened,,,

Saengie showed a sheepish smile,,,and gave each a pat on the head,,,have you been well? he asked,,

"Of course, all answered in chorus,so you're working here again? you left without saying goodbye to us? jiwon said,,,

"just some family matters,,and yeah maybe working here again,,,he answered,,i'll have to meet our dear CEO now,,,he said and wave to the girls,,,

"oppa,, wait,,,juhyun shouted and run to the man,,,

"owh,,juhyun,,been a long time,,,how are you,,how's my girlfriend? saengie said trying to joke,,

"Ex girlfriend,or i mean fake girlfriend,,,oppa,,,where have you been? you worried us a lot,,juhyun told and starts to cry,,,,

"aigoo,,yahhh don't cry,,,people will misunderstand,,,saengie pat the girl's head and try to calm her,,

"oppa mianhae..mianhae,,mianhae,,im really sorry,,,juhyun starts to say,,,

"what to sorry for,,as if it's your fault,,,saengie said comforting the girl,,,

"But,,,hows hyun joong oppa? the girl asked...

"Young saeng!!!!!  called from two doors away cut the conversation and catches the attention before he just gave an answer about how is hyun joong now,,,,

"Saengie waited for the one who called to get near,,,why..are you here?, kyu jong asked confused,,,

"i'm working here right? saengie answered,,,

"wo~~working? but the other day,,i thought,, you~ i mean,,you're not angry with me? kyu jong asked not knowing what words to pick out,,,,

"angry, still i am until  you will not accept my relationship to hyun joong,,isn't that the reason why i am mad at you?,,i ctually lost my memory a year ago and i just recovered few days ago,,and the time you went to my house, i don't exactly remember you,,i only remember my family,,,hyun joong helped me out to remember everything,,, saengie confessed,,,

"That accident, is it because of that accident? saengie, im glad you're okay now,,,kyu smiled widely, happily hugging the other though he knows saengie is still angry with him....

"i'm sorry for forgetting you,,,saengie said in low tone, felt sorry for not rememering his own bestriend, they have arguments yes but still, he is his bestfriend,,,

After settling his day to the company nd he wil come back soon as singer, he went straight home, walking lazily up to his room,,he thew himself to the bed, he felt empty, it's too silent,, he grab the pillow and covered his face, the day must be tiring,,lots of encouragements and welcome he received,,also he had a long talk with juhyun after his meeting to the ceo..

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"oppa,,how's hyun joong oppa? he is too worried about you,,,i didn't expect him to be like that,,,as a singer he always finds time to go out and look for you,,,where did he found you? juhyun started breaking the 5 minutes of silence sitting on the bench inside the practice room,,,,

"really,? he said and chuckled,,,,he knows where i am,,,its just that we didn't had the chance to meet,,,or maybe  he purposely didnt showed infront of me,,all of them were saying hyun joong saved me and he is my bestfriend,,,,he continued and paused and continued again after a sigh,,,,i believed in that,, i dont know anything aside from my family,,,they kept me safe in london,,with his brother's house whom i believe my biological brother,,,,

"But he told us he didn't know where you are~~~juhyun was surprised, he looked at the man, puzzled,,,she can't believe that hyun joong had lied to all for a long long counts of months,,,

"just to make me safe,,,until i decided to go back in korea,,i am curious about him, what he looks like? what is his attitude, his behavior, is he a good bestfriend,,all about him,then i met him,,,he pretend to be my bestfriend..but after seeing uee,, i suddenly remembered everything,,

Ahhh that uee? she's too obsess with hyun joong oppa,,,she always bothers him,,,she always do something just to get hyun joong oppa's attention,,,but hyun joong oppa ignored her,,shes so flirty actually,,just don't mind her,,,just pay attention with hyun joong ssi, he deserves to have you,,,i can see with hyun joong oppa how he misses you that much,,,he never gives up...

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"Hyun joong~~~he whispered under the pillow,,,,

He felt so rude towards his lover yet other peole are being nice to him,,,After the conversation with juhyun, he felt guilty, he felt like he is the bad one and the mean one,,,while hyun joong being the good and hero of all....

"saengie,,come down here now,,dinner is prepared,,eomma called from down the stairs,,,

He stood up immediately and shake is head,,,trying to delete his thinking,,his stomach growled and tap it with his palm,,,he tood up and went out of his room jogging towards the dining area,,,

"saengie,,,a deep sad voice called,,,,

He turn to his side and saw his lover staring at him,,,the time stop as their tongue tied and no words came out to both of them,,,

"eo,,,hyun joong,,you're on time,,let's have a dinner,,halmeoni spoke and break their silence,,,

'Eo halmeoni,,good evening,,hyun joong greeted,,,,

"de de de,,come,let's eat,,,halmeoni said and drag the man to his usual seat in the table,,,young saeng just silently made his way to his seat just beside his man,,,

All started to dig their own foods side from the two who were moving so slow,,,"saengie-ya give hyun joong some food, what kin of spouse you are,,,halmeoni said and mumbled,,,

Saengie eyed the man, hyun joong just look at him and turn to the old woman,,,halmeoni winked at him,,,

"saengie move,,,why don't you both eating,,,if you don't want to eat then both of you leave the table,,,alameoni raise his tone, purposely,,,

Saengie pouted and started to serve his lover.''It's okay,,hyun joong said in low tone,,,i'll just get mine,,just eat yours,,, saengie switch his late to hyun joong since his alrady have some dishes and hyun joong's plate still empty,,,

''eomma what's the occassion? why did you cooked too much? saengie asked wondering why their table overflows with dishes today,,,

"Just,,i went to to cooking lesson and i practiced,,that's why,,,,eomma shrugged and reasoned out,,,

"We're you all expecting hyun joong to come? saengie asked again with a little suspicions,,

"ehemmm,,,,just eat okay and go to sleep early,,hyun joong stay here for a bit, while we're out,,,father cleared his throat and told,,,

"de? wait,,were are you going? it's already pass 6..saengie raise a brow and asked,,,he look at hyun joong and turn to others..

"we're going to watch a theatre shows,,,your halmeoni wanted to watch one,,,abeoji answered,,,so it's better if hyun joong will stay while we are out,,it's a good timing,,,

''mwo? tsk,am i a kid that needs a guardian?,,saengie hissed and chuckle,,

"yes~~~! all answered in chorus,,,hyun joong was choked,,he somewhat thinking what is hapening? first he was invited to come over by halmeoni to have dinner and now they were telling him to stay there alone with his lover,,,

"Yahhh,,what is happening? i can smell something,,,okay,,,then,,enjoy the show,,saengie made a small laugh,,,

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After just an hour, pass seven in the evening,,the elders were done preparing to get out and leave the two,,,

"Lock the doors before you sleep...i think we will come home too late,,,,hyun joong~~ be sure to lock everything..both of you,,don't make a world war IV in this house,,,eomma said and warned,,,Three of them left with a smile and giggle with them...

"mwoya?  yahh is this your plan? saengie suspected,,,

"Of course not..promise,,,hyun joong response and threw his both hands in the air,,,halmeoni just called me,,they asked if i can come over and eat dinner since you will be out for tonight? he confessd,,

"Mwo? so thi is really a plan? aigoo,, im going crazy,,,,saengie shake his head,,,and trun around,,,

"Heo young saeng! hyun joong called with his serious tone,,,

"just follow if you want,,but don't expect me to talk to you,,,i'm still pissed off,,,,saengie continued to leave the man,,,

"Hyun joong grabbed him and turn him both landed to the stir cases,,,"what are you doing? saengie furrowed his brows and act like he is mad,,,

"i'm sorry,,can't you forgive me? we're just alone,,only two of us here,,i won't hesitate to get you until you forgive me,,,,,hyun joong said pinning th boy to the cases,,

"threatening me huh,,get off,,i said get off of me,,,saengie gritted his teeth and tried to wiggle and unpinned himself from those sharp edges of the stair case,,,,let go of me,,it' hurts my back,,,,he cried,

"Then, i think you want a soft one,,hyun joong joked and lift the boy, carrying him like a pig,,he slap the and took the remaining steps of the stairs..

"I said let me go hyun joong,,!!!!im warning you,,put me down,,,saengie wiggled but he can't go down,,,

"Yahhhhhh~~hyun joong!!! i hate you,,,saengie screamed and keeps shouting,,,

"hate me,,you already hate me,,you told me that already right....hyun joong laughed and trying to catch the boy who just landed on the bed few minutes ago and had the chance to run,,,

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it has been a decade since the last update, so sorry,,your author had some problems and can't think of a good chapter,,,i just went to the doctor and yeah i'll be meeting the doctor again to confirm my condition,,,i can't tell you what is it so im begging for your considerations and patience,,,i'll be making 2 chapters more,,,i need rest and ican't stress out myself....